Hello, I know two updates in one day!

I didn't have much to do. Plus I'm going away for a few days to get sum space from some crap going on a home. So I won't be able to update till next Wednesday. Sorry. Bit smutty this chapter :P Hope you like it, Let me no.

The nice thing people have said have really motivated me to write. If I can I'll update something while I'm away.

Anyway…. Thanks again.

Laura xxx

The people that need us.

The car ride home was spent mostly in silence, all of us crammed in Keirans new not to shitty car. I sat up front with mum; I could feel four sets of eyes locked onto me. I was going to have many apologies to make when we got home.

The few minutes I had spent with everyone gave me an incite. Katie was immensely pissed off; I could assume one for ruining the party, two for causing Emily pain, three for causing Effy pain.

Eff had regressed a little, she was silent and withdrawn, and after everything with Freddie she didn't need this. Cook didn't seem to give a monkeys, but was watching me watch the other girls with great amusement.

Emily was just staring at me, like she was ticking off the nurse's checklist.

When we pilled out of the car, mum gave me a hug and said she trusted Emily to take care of me and she had to go to work, but she did warn me to take better care of myself, for Emily's sake. I swear she loved Em more than me some days, not that I could blame her.

We agreed to rain check our dinner plans for tonight. Which was awesome as I had forgot to tell Emz anyway.

Just before we got in Katie turned to me, gave Emily a look. She let go of my hand. Never a good sign. Especially as I was going into a Fitchbitch lecture with no forewarning or protection.

"Look, I'm really glad your ok, but your meant to make her happy, not fucking cry, I've never seen her like that, do it to her again and I will fucking kill you. Oh and look at Effy…feel guilt and feel shame. I'm letting this go cuz Emz doesn't need me to be a bitch right now and I've got my hands full trying to convince Eff we're not all going to die and leave her." She had barely taken a breath, this had been brewing all night, I couldn't disagree with her on any point.

"I'm sorry Katie, Really I am." She seemed to accept that, she even hugged me, it was weird.

Em was waiting by the door. I asked her for a minute. She nodded and let me past. I could see Cook spooning coffee into mugs; I slid into the living room. Effy was sat hunched on the sofa.

"Sorry, I know I'm being stupid." She was crying. In hind sight I should have stayed at uni, waited for mum, not come home, this shouldn't have happened, the girls I'd left happy and safe were crying.

I pulled Effy into a hug and we stayed like that till Cook brought coffee.

Yay for coffee, Fucking concussion and a hangover.

"I love you, I'm sorry I was a twat." I tried to make her look at me.

"its fine you just looked…. And I panicked." She sighed, her blue eyes met mine, and she cracked an almost smile. "Just no more solo walks before you found your drug legs again, k?"

"K," I kissed her forehead and gave her a hug.

Right two down, one to go, the important one. She however wasn't sat in the living room, she was leaning against the door frame. She nodded towards the stairs.

We sat sipping coffee. In silence.

"I'm sorry."

She laughed. "You don't even remember what your apologizing for."

"I doesn't mean I'm not sorry.

"Don't, don't be sorry." She looked sad again. "I'm sorry." What the fuck was she apologizing for?

She sat in front of me cross legged. "I shouldn't have walked off; I acted like a child again."

"Babe, I was a tit, I said awful things, you had every right to storm off."

"Nai, you were trashed, you could barely stand and I left you. I didn't go looking for you for an hour. I found you outside unconscious in a pool of blood. You were freezing. I screamed. Katie came and called an ambulance. I froze, I though you were dead, that I'd lost you." The tears were streaming down her cheeks. I pulled her over my lap; she instinctively wrapped her arms and legs around me. I let her tears soak through my hoody., well her hoody.

"shhh, baby, please stop crying."

"It's was my fault, I'm so sorry."

"Its not your fault, it was a stupid drug induced accident. What the hell had a done to myself anyway?" She looked up at me, the sobbing subsided, the corners of her mouth twitched, she was considering smiling.

"You tripped over a pot and fell backwards into the shed wall." My eyes widened, how could my beautiful redhead feel guilt over my clumsy feet.

"you have five stitches in the back of your head."

"I'm sorry Nai, I promise to never leave you ever again."

"Emz please, It was just an accident, I'm fine, we're here together. Ok?"

She nodded. We shuffled around on the bed. And before long I'd fallen asleep. I'd only been awake for a couple of hours, fucking head injury.

I woke up later to whispers. Emily was whispering to Katie concerning diner. Fuck me it was dark outside. I'd slept all day. Great way to easy my girlfriends worry.

She must have noticed I began to wake up as she shooed Katie out of the room and helped me sit up. I did feel incredibly dizzy and my head was screaming. She passed me a couple of pills and a glass of water. I was incredibly grateful, I just hoped they kicked in soon; I didn't want to look hurt or sick. It went against the Naomi Campbell grain and made Emily look like someone had shot her puppy.

"Did I hear food." I croaked, Jesus, I even sounded sick.

"yes, but only if you want it, I can get kay to bring it up."

"nah, let go down, I don't think she'd appreciate waiting on me and I wouldn't mind some fresh air."

"do you mean a fag?" She was smiling, it was like seeing the sun.

"maybe, do you mind?"

Emily returned to our bed, shaking her head. I looked over to her side and was stunned by the bright white light cast by her laptop. It took a moment for my eyes to adjust. But I realised it was sat on a train website; she was looking at season ticket prices.

"going somewhere babe?" I tried not to sound too concerned.

"no, its just research, If your serious about staying, we need to be sensible." I was shocked, I hadn't even though of our fight since I woke up in hospital. She clearly had. "I don't want you to think that I don't want you to stay, I would love that. But I'm not going to get excited just to have my heart ripped out when I drop you at uni in September. Are you serious about finding a way for us to stay together next year?"

"yes, Its what I want."

"right, well you buying a car, and then parking in London will bankrupt us, moving to an in-between place works financially but I can't be that far from Katie, I hope you understand."

"Of course, I'd never ask you to."

"I know, well my last sensible option is you taking the train. With a rail card the ticket is still ridiculously expensive, but doable. You'll need to get a summer job mind you, and its allot of traveling, means long days" I was in awe of her. Give the girl a day and she could probably cure world hunger.

"I'd walk the distance over broken glass if I had to." A touch dramatic, maybe but my Emz did like her romantic gestures.

She put the laptop down, I pulled her on top of me, I had to kiss her, I know I shouldn't get excited yet, but she wanted me to stay and we could make it work.

I was trying to keep my head off the pillow as the weight of my own skull made my healing wound throb. But as our kisses deepened Emily's hand ran up my side and settling on my breast I couldn't stop my head for flying back, colliding with the soft surface. I gasped in pain and Emily recoiled as if I'd shot her. I tried to recover the situation but Emily was already crawling off the bed.

"Come on, Katie will do her nut in if we let tea go cold."

I slipped into a clean tee and some loose jeans, but I put Emily's hoody back on. It still smelt too good to take off.

As it turned out dinner was still being cooked, I silently cursed myself for letting Emily out of bed.

I walked through the kitchen and straight out the backdoor. Emily started helping Katie with dinner. Pasta by the looks of it.

Effy and cook we're smoking out here. Which was great as I needed to bum a smoke. I took up the free deckchair next to Cook.

"And she rises, how you diddling naomikins?" He roared, I tried not to wince, my head was still fucking killing me. Fucking cheap NHS, could that not buy pain killers that actually worked.

"fine, fag please." Effy passed me one and Cook chucked me a lighter.

We sat in a comfortable silence. I could hear Katie yelling from the kitchen. "Such a control freak that one." Emily came stomping out moment's later.

"she can be a right un appreciating bitch sometimes." Emily sighed, grabbing the fag in my mouth before taking a long drag and slipping it back between my lips.

"you not met Katie before Em?" Effy smirked. Her back leaning against the wall Em had pushed me against less than 24hrs ago. Emily sat down on my lap, taking the fag out of my mouth I lent up to rest my chin on her shoulder.

Everything had slipped back in to normality after my hospital incident. I sat thinking of the scene I must have caused last night.

Emily Screaming and crying, an ambulance had been called, how fucking embarrassing, me being carried through the dregs of a party and carted off.

Katie finally called us all in for tea. Spaghetti Bolognese, Emily's favorite. It was amazing the ways that girl could show she cared. One minute telling Em to fuck off and stop being such an interfering bitch, the next serving her up her favorite tea, I of course was last to receive my plate, Katie clearly not letting me off lightly.

Although to be fair my earlier hunger had dissipated, I made it through half my plate before I had to give up.

I wasn't long after that Emz dragged me back to bed. Insisting I needed rest.

I got ready for bed; basically I took my clothes off. She grabbed herself one of my t-shirts. We climbed in; she slid her leg over my thigh. Continually slapping my hand away, as it returned time and time again to the soft skin on her thigh.

The pills she'd given me earlier had definitely taken effect, I take back everything I previously said about the NHS, I felt completely normal, no pain, the only dizziness being a direct result of having my gorgeous girlfriend pushing nearly naked against me.

"I'm not going to fuck you." She smirked at me. Trying to sound serious.

"I never asked you to fuck me."

I pushed my hand a little further up her thigh, her breathing changed, she tried to hide it. But I could get my degree in Emily, I knew every little noise.

"so just so I'm clear, you don't want me kiss you. Run my hands through your hair?"

Another little noise.

I pushed myself on top of her, took the hand at her thigh and ran it the length of her body, up her neck and in to her mesmerising red hair. I lowered my lips to hers. Everything every quickly descended from sensual teasing into lustful touching.

Her hips bore down onto my leg which was pressed into her centre; I could feel her getting hotter. My lips met her neck as I began to lick and suck. I could feel her shudder. I pulled my top off her, throwing somewhere on the floor. Returning my lips as quickly as I could.

Her hand roamed over my chest, she began rolling one of my nipples, making me moan into her throat. Her other hand slipped between us, straight to my clit. I could have fallen on her, she felt how wet I was for her, that was all the encouragement she needed to enter me with two strong fingers. I cried out her name.

After everything I'd put her through today, I wanted to make her come, Make her scream, make her happy. I moved down over her body, her fingers fell out of me, I missed them instantly. She groaned and tried to pull me back. But I was already too close to were I needed to be.

As I ran my tongue though her wet folds I couldn't help but releasing my own little noises. She tasted amazing. There was nothing like her.

"Fuck Naomi."

Her hips bucked into my face. I continued, licking her clit, small fast circles. Her body began to tense, I felt her orgasm coming, I changed slightly sucking. I wanted to make her desperate.

"Jesus, Fucking, fucking Naoms." She was getting pretty desperate. She was absolutely soaking. I loved that I could do this to her.

Her hands were at the side of my head, balled in to fist. I suddenly realised she was trying to stop herself threading her hand through my hair, Over my soar head. I reached my hands up, interlinking our fingers. I wanted to only thing to be occupying her mind to be my tongue.

Seconds later her body flung into the air. She panted my name, I slowed my tongue; tried to ride her orgasm out with her, my lips remained by her until she'd stilled completely. I climbed back up her body, trying not to separate us. She let my hands go. I could see small half moons appear over my skin, illuminated poorly in the darkness. As I reached her chest I could hear her heart hammering. It was once of the most arousing noises.

Her Lips found mine, her tongue touched mine. I briefly wondered if she thought she tasted as good I though she did. I decided not to ask her, She probably get very bashful; which was adorable, but I wasn't as feisty as the Emily I currently had flipping me over.

Without warning she stiffened, stopped and pulled back. I wanted to complain but her smile had me completely stunned.

"So are you asking me to fuck you now?"

"I…."

"Yes or no Naomi?"

"Yes, Definitely yes."

"How much do you want me to fuck you?"