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(Tris's P.O.V)

I am scared to tell Tobias, I'm not sure what he will say, will he be mad? "Tobias?" I ask him already wondering if I should regret it. "Yes?" he asks, still distracted by the computer sitting on his desk "Can you come sit over here for a second?" I wheel over beside the couch so he knows where i am talking about. "He puts the computer on hibernate and walks over to the couch "What do you want to talk about?" he asks now his full attention on me. "Well I think after my leg is healed and I am done I want to move." I wince in anticipation at his response "Ok Tris, where would you like to move?" I am startled by his response, I didn't think he would go for it.

"Anywhere, um I havent thought much about it" I pause and think for a second "I thought maybe that map Peter had might still be in the Sleeping quarters." Tobias stares at the wall for a few seconds before responding "As long as you are ok with waiting till the doctors are done with the rest of the surgery I would be fine with that, but is it ok if I ask you why?" I knew he would ask but it still takes a second to form my thoughts into words. "There are more bad memory's here than good. If we moved back to Chicago whenever we would pass the abnegation sector I would have remembered my parents deaths, and if we went by the dauntless I would remember Will, Edward, Marlene, Lynn, and everyone else who was died- I just don't think I could handle all that sadness around me, I know I wont be able to forget but maybe over time somewhere different when I think of my mom I don't feel sad.." My voice trails off "Yes that sounds good" I keep forgetting that he doesn't have the best of memory's here either. "We better get you back to the hospital or else I'll get in trouble" He says. Tobias kneels down and kisses my forehead than wheels me out and back to the hospital.

"Tris!" Tobias yells, pulling me away from my staring contest with the wall. "Uriah's awake!" I screech and look toward Susan pleadingly. She smiles "Just this once though" I nod and Tobias wheels me down the maze of beds and walls of curtains. My reunion with Susan had been short since the had just dosed me with a special sleeping drug i had never heard of to finish up the work on my shoulder but since i realized she was working at the Burou she has been the nurse checking in on me.

When I'm finally wheeled in Uriah is sitting up in the hospital bed holding a plastic cup of water. "Hey Uriah, hows it going?" I smile at him "You know i do have a splitting head ache but other than that I'm pretty good, how about you, I heard you got into a near death experience too." l laugh and nod "Ya it's getting hard to keep track of how many I have dodged, but I'm fine." he puts on his big goofy smile "Mine was way more epic than yours!" I shake my head "Was not!" i screech "I got hit by a bomb and then they thought I would never wake up you just got a few measly bullet wounds, mine was way awesomer!" I raise my hands in fake surrender "Fine, Fine!" I look back and Tobias is standing awkwardly behind me. I give him a reassuring look and try to send him a message through my brain, 'Uriah's not dead, Zeke will forgive you if he hasn't already! It's not like you dropped the bombs!' Tobias gives me an awkward smile then we listen to Zeke finish filling Uriah in on whats happened.

When Tobias wheels me out of the room he checks his watch, Susan gave me an extra hour to see Uriah and we were only in there for about thridy minutes. "We have thirty-five minutes left, we can go back to the sleeping quarters or to the couch room, or the dining hall" since the night before we released the memory serum, about five days ago, me and Tobias have hung out in the room with the couch and the computer we stumbled into. The best name we could tink of for it is the couch room. "Couch room sounds good." I state. Tobias has been great while I've been in the hospital but he has also been kind of distant.

While I'm being pushed through the bright fluorescent hallways i notice a ton of doors that ive never played much attention to before. "What do you think is in those rooms?" I ask Tobias breaking through the silence. "Not sure, maybe offices or labs or something." I sigh "Oh"

We reach the room and Tobias sets me down on the couch then sits beside me and we sit there in silence for a few seconds. "Tobias?" I say suddenly. "Tris?" he replies mimicking my voice "Ok so um.." I try to think of a way to put my thoughts into words "What is it?" he asks with a worried look on his face "You have been great these past few days, pushing me everywhere, taking me to see Uriah, everything- but it just seems like you've been kind of distant." I cringe waiting for his response. "I've been working a lot at night to earn money for your prosthetic leg and i will have to work event more to save money for a house" I sigh "Tobias both of us know that's not the only reason." he looks me straight in the eyes now. "When Cara told me that you had gone into the weapons lab instead of Caleb, for that split second i thought you were dead I was crushed Tris- I mean you are the world to me, my only true family, I don't know what I'd do without you.." his voice trails off "Your not going to lose me Tobias, I'll be here untill your sick of me" He smiles "That would never happen" Tobias pulls me into his lap and kisses me, I rap my arms around his neck and kiss kim back. His fingers move up and down my back leaving a trail of goose bumps. I lay my head on his chest and we sit in this stance for a while untill the built-in timer on my wheel chair goes off. "Oh no we're late" Tobias picks me up and races me through the hallways

When we arrive Susan is by my hospital bed drumming her fingers againced the wooden head-board. "Fifteen minutes late" she states scribbling something on a clip board. "Sorry" I mumble as Tobias places me on the bed. "Dont let it happen again." She nods at Tobias and walks out of the room.

(Susan's P.O.V)

After Tris is settled in her bed I walk out of the curtains and sit in one of the chairs Waiting for Cameron To pick me up. I glance at my watch, five minutes late. Suddenly Caleb walks in "We need to talk" he says in a low voice. I knew this would happen, I've been dreading this talk since I saw him in the waiting room for Tris when she first arrived, one of the reasons I hadn't chose to be the main nurse. I check my watch again "well actually I need to- oh forget it, ok Caleb what do you want to talk about" he is hiding any emotion from his face "Follow me" He says the same low quiet voice but with a touch of arrogance he didn't have when he was in abnegation. "Ok" I mumble but Caleb has already turned around and started walking. He leads me through long bright hallways untill he stops abruptly and opens a random door. When I walk in I realize a brown leather couch and a simple wooden desk with a large computer on it. He sits down on the couch and I sit a respectable distance all the way on the other side. "How's it going Caleb?" I say in my best abnegation voice I mastered during initiation. "Fine how are you" I can tell he is trying to control his anger "Good, I got here about two weeks ago when I was informed about the outside world but I didn't know you guys were here untill Tris was brought into the hospital. The hospital wing needed a new nurse so I offered to help." Caleb still has a blank face on showing no emotion what so ever "Sounds like your kind of job" is all he says "What about you, where are you working?" I ask trying to make conversation. "I am working in the medicine labs" I find it amazing that the whole time we have been talking he hasn't moved at all "Caleb I know you didn't bring me here just to make small talk, what are we here for?" he sighs "I thought we had a think back in abnegation, I know its selfish of me to expect you to wait around for me but- I don't know maybe I was wrong, maybe there was nothing going on." I look his way and get met by dark blue eyes "Caleb when you put your hand over that water I thought I was never going to see you again so I tried to move on but I just.." my voice trails off. I have thought of this conversation many times before, exactly what I would say and how i would act but when it came time to say it my mind went blank. I look up at him expecting to see madness but I see hurt. I better go back to the hospital, I'll see you later Caleb." and with that i walk away.

I went back to the wing and Cameron still wasnt there so I go by his apartment. He gave me a key when he first got it so I walk in without knocking worried that something is wrong. At first when I step inside I don't know what I am seeing but then my mind clears. Cameron has a girl pressed up againced a wall kissing her. She has chestnut skin, a curvy body, and eyes the color of chocolate- She is beautiful. When she sees me she pushes Cameron away and blushes, obviously not knowing I am his girlfriend. Cameron looks confused for a moment then sees me a look of guilt on his face but he instantly covers it up with a smile. "Hey Susan hows it going?" I turn and run from the room, tears streaming down my face and hear the girl mummer "Whats her deal" then him respond " No clue" but I don't care, i don't care anymore..

(Caleb's P.O.V)

I don't know what to make of the conversation Susan and i had, when she said she tried to get over me, does that mean she still has feelings for me? I ponder these things as i walk down the hallways back to the sleeping quarters but i stop when i hear the faint sound of sobs down another hallway. I turn and follow the sound my curiosity getting the better of me. I see Susan sitting on a bench, face in her hands sobbing. "Susan, whats wrong?" I ask slightly worried I was too hard on her with our conversation, I tried to cover my feelings as well as possible but maybe it didn't work.. "I-I found Cameron cheating on me" she lets out a loud sob and I sit down letting her bury her face in my shoulder. when her sobs quiet down I say "How bout we go back to the couch room, eh? There is more privacy there" She nods and I guide her through the hallways.

When we finally get there I open the door for her than close it back and sit on the couch. She sits next to me and leans her head on my shoulder a steady trail of tears running down her face. We sit there in silence for a few minutes untill she says "I'm sorry I am being selfish I should be happy for him it's just that I-" Once an abnegation, always an abnegation "Susan your being crazy, you don't need to be happy for him, he cheated on you" I look into her grey-blue eyes for a few seconds than do something totally uncalled for, I find myself leaning in and kissing her. She pulls back for a second and looks at me and then kisses me again. We sit there kissing for a while until we hear the door open.