I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY, I'M SORRY... (Continues to infinity)

I know I can't apologize enough for leaving you guys for so long. I'm worse then WB moving Harry Potter back 8 months. At least they gave us warning. There is no excuse to how long I took! I actually have some good excuses. The main one was that a friend of mine had an argument with me and changed the password and email on the account (and a bunch of other accounts). But I won't bore you with the rest of my life story, haha. You can't fool me, your only here for Jasper.

So anyways, if your still reading this. I Love you. Haha.

Thanks if you reviewed. I tried to respond to everyone as soon as I fixed my account.

So to recap, Edward is back, Alice hates Edward, Edward wants Bella back, and Jasper hates Edward. Everyone good? :) If not re-read the whole story. ;)

Disclaimer: I do not own the awesomeness that is Twilight, but in my dreams Jasper is mine.

BPOV

I walked down the narrow hallway with my arms wrapped around myself tightly. It was very cold so hurried along even faster. I kept my eyes low and tried to stay centered in the hall, so I didn't touch the walls.

The floors started changing colors and I looked up to see what was wrong. I was surprised to see a fork in the hallway.

The hallway on my right was lit by blue flamed candles. It had an eerie mysterious feeling about it and the candles cast long blue shadows. The hallway was very long and I couldn't see an ending. That frightened me. I decided to consider my other option.

I turned away from the blue flames and stared down the hallway on my left.

This hallway was warm and brightly lit. I didn't see a source of light so I leaned forward. I was surprised to see the ceiling was completely gone. The sun was shining through. But oddly it was repulsing, plus there looked like a sudden ending about 50 feet down the hall. Or maybe it was a just a turn. I couldn't decide between the two so I turned around and started walking back.

I came to a sudden halt when I saw the large gaping hole that now replaced the floor that I had walked over before.

The hole was completely dark and I could see no ending. But it was alluring. I wanted to jump down the hole. I almost started walking again when the blue flames jumped back into my mind. I looked over my shoulder and wanted to go to the blue flames.

It was too hard to choose. I took the coward's way out. I went down the short, opened ceiling hallway. Five steps into the hallway I heard two ear bursting cries. One was a cry of anger that made me cringe in fear. It came from my left, the hole.

The second was what really got my attention. It was a heartbreaking cry of pain.

The amount of pain in that single cry made me fall to my knees, and start sobbing uncontrollably.

I couldn't choose.

I had to choose.

I woke up panting. Was that really my choice? I really have to choose. I groaned and turned around bumping into a cold wall. Jasper?

"Are you alright darlin'?" Yup. Definitely Jasper.

"Ya. I'm... fine. Just a. Strange. Dream." I said between breaths

"Bella if you need to talk..." his voice was slightly saddened.

I pushed myself up into a position that I was leaning on up on my elbow, facing Jasper. He brushed some hair out of my face and smiled, but the smile didn't reach his eyes.

"What's wrong?" I asked concerned.

"Nothing, sweets. I'm just worried about you. How are you handling things?"

I thought for a second.

Edward was back. Oh my god! Edward was back. I started panicking until peaceful feeling washed over me. I smiled up at Jasper.

"Thanks. Umm, don't... don't worry about me. I mean it's not like Edward came back and told me he loved then broke my bed frame and swore that he'd win me back and... and... and..." I started shaking uncontrollably and dropped my face into Jasper's arm.

"Shh, shh. It's okay. I won't let anything happen to you." He pulled me closer to him. I happily let him. Then I remember something. If Edward was back, Alice was back. And if Alice was back then maybe Jasper would want to go back to her. I sob and bit harder.

"A.. A.. Are.." I tried but words failed me.

"What is it?" He was stroking my hair and sending waves of happiness to me. Not so much happiness that it instantly made me happy, just enough to keep me from hysteria.

"Are you going back to," I sucked in a deep breath. "Alice?"

"Oh Bella," He pulled me even tighter against him. "Is that what you're worried about? Of course not. Bella!" He laughed. I couldn't help but laugh either. "You're the girl that I want. Don't you ever doubt that. Nothing Alice says or does will ever make me go back to her."

"Thank you." I sniffed.

"What about... Edward?" He asked. His voice was sad. The heart shattering cry of pain from my dream, jump into my mind. I didn't want him to feel like this. Ever.

I lifted myself up and kissed him hard on the lips. At first there was as slight hesitation but soon enough he was kissing me just as eagerly.

Soon, I found myself flat on my back with Jasper on top of me. I could feel barley any of his weight and he had my arms pinned to the side. I never wanted to be without Jasper. I realized at that moment that this was my true destiny. Jasper.

"I love you," I panted. "Don't you ever doubt that. Ever."

"I love you too, Ms. Swan."

I hope ya'll liked the chapter. I don't think it was worth the wait but... I guess it will have to do. This is kind of a filler/foreshadowing chapter and I really hate that. I just had to make it clear where both of them stand... for now.

If not sure yet but I think I will write another adjoining fic (Like 'Truth or Dare') that is the lemon at the end there. Yes lemon. :)

Again, a hundred thousand zillion trillion apologizes. The next chapter will for sure for sure for sure be out sooner then this one haha. Even though that's not saying much but I'm going to try and have it out in the same week as this one. I have easier classes this semester, and my computer is actually working so...

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