Seth woke quietly, looking around and realized Triana was laying next to him quietly. Reaching over he brushed her hair back from her face and gazed at her. Her beauty for to him every time he saw her, and this was no different.
He leaned into her space and kissed her sleeping lips and she cracked her eyes, forgetting he was even there. As she looked at him he smiled "Good Morning"...
"Hi, did you sleep well Seth"
"Yeah, I swore at some point this morning I heard Dean's voice."
"You did Seth, and he saw your stuff in the front, he was mad at me."
Seth sighed and looked at her and kissed her again softly while pulling her into his arms "I knew he would be, I told you he told me about you."
"I mean like I told him Seth he is officially with Renee, so regardless he can not get mad."
"Tri, Dean doesn't think or work like that, once his always his, like it or not and you can't change that. Even if we start dating Dean is going to see it as he was there first and that makes you and this," Seth said as he touched her breast and love "was his first."
"Seth that is such bullshit."
"Maybe it is but that is how he is."
Seth slipped his hand into hers and she looked up at him and kissed him softly. Seth wanted her again and Triana could see it by the look on his face. She braced herself on top of him and he continued to stroke her hair. Leaning down she slid down on his manhood that was eagerly awaiting her and Seth leaned back and closed his eyes. Hands on his chest she began to move slow and Seth's moans began to flood the room. Looking down, Triana took in everything about him, his eyes, his face, his beard..all the features she had not paid attention to, and Seth caught her staring at him as he pace slowed. Grabbing her by the waist he looked up at her with a smile.
"What's wrong Tri?"
"I...I could see myself falling in love with you Seth...I could see myself falling in love with you."
She released herself from him and began to remove herself because this was an uncomfortable situation for her. She had made a choice after Dolph to not allow herself to love anyone, not even Dean, she was not going to break that rule. Seth grabbed her and pulled her back to him. Flipping her over on her back he pinned her beneath him so she could not move or run from him.
"Is that a bad thing?"
"No, I just have a rule Seth, I just can not give myself to anyone again, Dolph did a number on me that I have not been able to shake...still to this day"
"Do you still love him? I mean are you in love with him still?" Seth said softly
She looked up at him and touched his face softly, she wanted to tell him no, but her rule was to never ever lie especially about her feelings never ever about her feelings. "Seth I will always love him, on Twitter and even in person he may be one of the biggest pricks in the world, but behind closed doors he is the sweetest man ever, he loved me...and only cheated once..as far as I know. If it hadn't been for that slip we would be married. So love him yes, in love with him no."
Seth leaned in and kissed her softly, taking special care and attention to the texture of her lips on his. He nibbled on her neck as he entered her slowly. Her nails clawed his back and he continued as he whispered to her. His lips close to her ear.. "I want you to love me Triana, I want you to desire me, even when I'm gone."
Triana shifted her body and Seth dove into her deeper as she shuddered beneath him "Seth make me yours...don't stop" Seth's strokes became deeper as he kissed her passionately, Triana moved on unison with him and her walls closed in on him and he found her warmth intoxicating...the scent of her, the feel of her, the desire that was welled up in him. Triana braced herself as her body began trembling under his touch. The warmth within her began to burst free and she screamed as she clawed at his shoulders and back. Seth's breath became quick as he joined her in this sensation and the two of them exploded together. Seth brushed Triana's hair back from her sweat drenched face and looked at her. "As long as you want me here I will be here."
"You sure about that Seth"
"Yep, totally sure, if you can deal with my crap, I can deal with yours."
They laid and talked for hours, both ignoring the world outside of her home, and finally Seth had to leave for a show they had in Philadelphia the following night. He felt as If he was being yanked from his comfort zone, but this was how he paid his bills and what he had fought for. He had to go pick up Dean from the hotel and head out. "I don't even want to face this, but screw it..I will have to one way or another."
Triana kissed him and walked with him to her front door. She was going to miss him and she knew it, but just like with Dolph she knew the wrestling life and was prepared for it. He hugged her tightly "I'm leaving my shirt, sleep in it, wrap me around you at night until I get back."
Triana kissed him once more and he left. Her home felt empty, but she wasn't...she knew she wasn't.
After a long hot shower Triana decided to check her Twitter. Her status as a backstage wrestling girlfriend had brought her a lot of friends, so her account was considered a verified account which had people connected to it like Roddy Piper, Vince, Stephanie's and Triple H. All of which she spoke too weekly.
The first thing that caught her attention was a tweet from Dolph that showed on her timeline.
I think Thesuccessfulbeauty wants to admit she is still in love with me, I will make her tap eventually.
Triana laughed loudly and replied back
I think Heelziggler needs to take his pills again because he is clearly delusional.
It took less than 5 minuets for her phone to ring after that post, Dolph was seething and she knew it and her answer was beyond comically.
"Jokes are us, how can I help you."
"You think your funny"
"Nick! Whatever do you mean? I am so confused by your question"
"Smartass"
"I got it from being with a comedian for three years."
Dolph got quiet and the silence became awkwardly weird,
"What else did you learn from me?"
"Honestly Nick, I learned how to love from you. I learned patience from you. It's hard to not want that back."
"Then what's the problem?"
"I don't trust you."
"Are you at home?"
"Yeah, why?"
The phone went dead. She knew he was on his way.
Seth pulled up at the hotel that Roman and Dean were at and texted Roman to let him know he was outside and ready. Dean normally rode with Renee but she had left to go visit home so she wasn't there. Seth knew his mind had to be prepared and he was trying to get himself together when Dean opened the door to the passengers seat.
"Pop the trunk.."
Dean and Roman threw everything in the car and off they went. Dean jumped into the conversation as soon as the wheels started moving.
"So you and T have a good fucking time last night."
Seth almost took his eyes off of the road but didn't, and Roman had a pure look of confusion on him.
"Actually we did, she told me you came by and that you knew I was there. I mean what do you want me to say?"
"I don't want you to say shit, but that's mine"
"Bullshit Dean, Renee is yours. Triana belongs to no one, not you...not me...not Zigg, no one."
"So I guess your trying to change that?"
"Maybe, I mean the basis of it is you aren't faithful Dean, I could see myself with her."
"How do you know I couldn't see myself with her?'
Roman chimed in from the backseat."Dude, you have been messing with Tri Tri for over a year, if you wanted more it would have happened."
Dean got quiet and hit the dashboard and Seth flinched.. "Are we done here Dean?"
Silence was what he got, total deafening silence.
Triana sat waiting, knowing Dolph would be there soon. She looked at her watch and waited. Then the knock came on the door and her heart began beating loudly in her ears.
Looking out the door, the man that stood at it was so beautiful. She loved his hair when it was dry because of how puffy it was. She smiled to herself as she opened the door. As reading her mind he smiled.
"I knew to leave it dry."
She smiled back and hugged him gently, which made his arms circle her. He squeezed tightly around her waist and she felt like the old feelings had resurfaced.
"You will never understand how bad I felt after hurting you Triana." he whispered softly.
"If you were in love with me Nick I just don't think it would have happened. I just..."
Dolph sealed her lips with a full kiss before she could finish her sentence. His hands roaming to her long locks and gripping her hair softly. "Do you still love me Ti...please tell me you still love me"
"I will always love you. I'm not in love with you anymore."
"Are you sure about that Ti?"
"I do love you Nick, I really do."
"Tell you what, give me tonight, just tonight let me take you out on a date. Let me spoil you like I used to. Let me make love to you and if after tonight you feel nothing I give you my word, I will never bother you again. I will call you a friend and be done with it."
"Nick..."
He kissed her softly and got up to leave. "One night...I will be back to pick you up at 7, and if you don't come out of the door within10 minuets I will know to leave and never bother you again. One night."
He kissed her gently again, as I this was the last time he would see her. Whispered an I love you in her ear and walked out, taking one last lingering look at her the door closed behind him. Triana sat quietly..memories flooding her mind..
"One night Nick, that's all you have left, one night to prove to me this is worth it."