Rose's pov

He came with me to the door and watched me leave. When I tried to kiss him bye he was stiff and didn't want to kiss back. I walked home feeling extremely guilty. Christian was mad at me, lissa would never want to speak to me again and Dimitri …. Well he would …. I don't really want to go there. Some how I navigated my way home and unlocked the door.

We had to tell them, I didn't like lying and to be honest I wasn't good at it. I curled up onto the couch and watched tv until someone knocked at the door.

"who is it?"

"rose? Its me, lissa and Dimitri can we come in?"

Oh great! When I said I wanted to tell the truth I didn't mean alone!

"sure. Hold on." I opened the door to a tear streaked lissa and her 2nd gaurdian Dimitri.

"lissa whats wrong?" don't say it! don't say it!

She continued to cry.

"Dimitri do you mind this is girl talk." he raised one eyebrow then retreated up stairs. I shut the door then walked her to the couch.

"now tell me what happened."

"oh rose christian is starting to become so distant. I mean he never wants to come over, hang out…" she looked around real quick before finishing. "make love or anything. Its like he doesn't love me anymore." he doesn't. I mentally add. Then I regret it.

"lissa im sure everything is okay I mean sparky would never hurt you. And if he does he can expect a stake through the heart." she giggled and hugged me.

"thank you rose I knew I could talk to you."

"anytime lissa."

"and look at me im taking away time from you and Dimitri. I'll just go."

"bye liss!"

Dimitri comes jogging down the stairs and pulls his arms around me.

"what do we have planned today roza?" he kissed me on my cheek.

"I was planning on watching a movie on lifetime tonight?" he looked hurt.

"please? I mean if you want to comrade."

Later he agreed and we snuggled up on the couch with a blanket and popcorn.

The next morning when I woke up Dimitri left a note.

Roza I had to take care of business back at st. Vladimir's see you later.

-comrade

Then my stomach started to do summersaults and barely make it to the downstairs bathroom before my popcorn decides to show up.

"whats wrong with me."

I brush my teeth and decide to take a long shower upstairs. I scrubb myself clean then I just stand there in the warm water before getting out.

*two weeks later*

"Christian? Christian!"

"shhh… rose its okay. Im here."

I was sweating like crazy and these scary ass dreams just wouldn't go away!

-dream-

Lissa had just busted in on christian and me.

"how could you?"

"but lissa I love him!"

"you filthy bloodwhore! Does it look like he wants you?" from the position we were in … my money's on yeah.

"she Is not a bloodwhore!" christian yelled.

"your suppose to love me not her!" she threw a lot of compulsion at him.

Then his face went slack and he nodded.

"I don't love you rose. I love lissa."

"come on christian lets go."

"coming." he just left me.

-end of dream-

"christian do you still love lissa?"

"Rose I-" I ran from the bed to the bathroom to get rid of my food.

He rubbed my back and said soothing words. I flushed the toilet and went to the sink to brush my teeth. He waited patiently watching me before putting on some clothes and grabbing his keys.

"where are you going?"

"to the store to get you something I'll be right back."

"okay."

I slid back onto the bed and turned on the tv to watch whatever was on. I settled on the proud family. I know childish but I love the theme song. When it goes off im bored once again. Then I hear his car.

"rose?"

"in here." I cut off the tv and walked down stairs.

"so what kind of medicine did you get me?" he handed over the bag and I nearly died.

"a-a pregnancy test?" I questioned.

"rose you've been throwing up only I the morning your always crying … it couldn't hurt to check."

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