Hey quyz thankz for the awesome reviewws

Still don't forget to tell me if Rose should have a girl or boy

So far its girl:2 boy:1

Anyway, enjoy the story

-Love

Mariana

Disclaimer:

ME: So what pretty boy are you going to the disclaimer

Adrian: I don't know only if you said that I look better than Belikov

Me: Hmmm but I don't know how to lie.

Adrian:*Walks away Pissed*

Me: Really Adrian I was just playing...Ahh Well I don't own VA Or Any of the Characters

It has been a week since Tasha and Dimitri came. And a week since the attack happen thus we haven't had no classes. I finally told Lissa about Dimitri being the father, she insisted that we tell him but I said No, and she had to agree not to tell. I felt bad though because everytime i would look at Dimitri I would see pain in his eyes. I had no idea why it was there but everytime I would stare at him he would put his guardian mask on.

Also all students were leaving the Academy and not coming back till the end of school year . Thus instead of having summer break we were going to make up the time lost. Parents were freaking out about the attack that's how they decision was made, but not everyone had a placer to go. Me and Lissa ,like always, weren't not doing anything because well we got no where to go.

Today I was with Dimitri, Tasha, Christian, Lissa, and Adrian when they told me the "Great News", which in my part they were not great at all.

"So how would you guys like to go to Russia for the break" Tasha said.

I was shocked for a moment but them i yelled "NO" . I didn't really mean to yell but there was no way that I was going to Dimitri's home place while he and Tasha are all over eachother. On second thought I haven't really seen them togheter not even hold hands but I guess that was because they didn't wanted to do it in public. Either way I did not want to see them enjoy themselves while I stood there like a dumbass.

"What do you mean no it's a great chance to get out of this Academy and I know how much you've been dying to do so" said Lissa.

Oh great were the best friend go, i thought.

"I mean it's okay you can go i'll stay here" I replied

"Come on Rose don't be like that, We are going to have so much fun" trough the bond i felt like she was already excited about going.I mean i would have loved to gone to Russia but not while Dimitri and Tasha were there. Lissa kept begging me trough the bond and I couldn't say no to her. As much as it was going to hurt me I finally told them I would.

We made plans that we were leaving the next morning. The were 4 moroi so we had to take atleast 3 guardians. But they were not alot of guardians so they let Eddie and I be the other two to go and be like the guardians. Thus it was going to be Dimitri, Tasha, Lissa, Adrian, Christian, Eddie, and I. I was excited of getting out of this freaking place but I wasn't sure how it was going to go down over in Russia. So i didn't let myself get over excited.

The next day I woke up early and packed my stuff, took a shower, and got ready. I didn't really feel like getting ready and well I felt like shit. I was starting to get the morning sickness once in a while. Today was one of them days. I took like 20 minutes in the toilet throwing up, after that I brushed my theeth and grabbed my things. I was already late, but hey, Im Rose Hathway and she is always late.

By the time I got there everyone was already there well except Adrian, which wouldn't be Adrian if he wasn't late. I love that guy-but sadly not in the way i loved Dimitri. After he got there we all boarded the jet and got prepare for two days on air, Yup it couldn't get worse.

After finding out how to keep my walls up I had no problem keeping them up but that wasn't the problem though. The problem was that I kept getting sick all day, so yea must of my trip I spend it in the bathroom throwing up. Ah this kid was getting on my nevers. I had no idea how I was going to deal with him or her after their birth, good thing I had Lissa with me, Or i have gone crazy already.

" Are you okay?" asked Tasha while I was throwing up. Really this women had no idea had i didn't wanted to see her. I kept being rude to her and she just kept being the nice bitch with me. Was she trying to make me look like the bad bitch in this or what?

"Yea im okay thanks for asking" I replied dryly. Damn why does't she get that I don't want to talk to her, I thought.

" Oh well just checking on you, so how are you feeling you know about the whole pregnacy thing" she asked.

" Im fine, Nothing to feel bad about" I told her.

" Okay so how are you feeling about Russia..." and on and on she went about the things in Russia. I zoom out because really I didn't wanted to talk to her or had nothing to say to her.

"You know what Im really tired" I interrupted whatever she was talking about, I mean really who am I to listen to her while Im in the bathroom throwing up. I didn't really think she cared about me. Maybe she was just being Nice so people wouldn't know what a bitch she really was.

"Okay, well I'll just talked to you later" she said souding pissed off about me interrupting her.

She walked away and I went to sit next to Adrian but he was knocked out so I went to sleep too. I was having a peaceful darkness dream but was soon interrupted by none one less but Adrian.

Today we were in the Academy by the pond were Lissa had been torture by Jesse. The place was a really beutiful place but it brought bad memories. That night was the one that Dimitri and me had finally made Love. It was a wondeful night and it was the night when we created our child, On second thought it wasn't really a bad memory.I love him but he doesn't love me. That's the only thing that it's bad to remember. I wouldn't change a thing about that night. It was perfect the only thing that ruin it was the next day when Dimitri had left to be with Tasha.

"Hello little dhampir I was waiting for you" Adrian said bringing back from my memories.

"Oh yea what for" I asked

" Well we haven't really gotten a chance to talk so I wanted to talk in private and this is the only place we can and I also wanted to ask you how you been".

"Well everything has been good so far Im not sure how I feel about this trip bug nothing I can't deal with" I said

"Little dhampir stop lying to me I know you hurt over Belikov" said Adrian.

"I know I am Adrian but there's nothing I can do about it she made his decision"

"Then show him what he lost, make him jealous"

"And how would I do that Ivashkov" I Snap at him

"With Me" he replied

"Adrian You know I can't do that not only would I hurt myself but I would hurt you too because you know I don't feel like that for you"

"Come on Rose I know you don't but come let's show Belikov what he lost" Adrian said.

I didn't relly wanted to make Dimitri jealous with Adrian. And mostly not now that I was preagnat but there was not other way to find out how he truly he felt about me now. I know it was wrong for me to make him jealous-and maybe he didn't even care- but it was the only way to find out. I know first telling him that I didn't know who was the father of my child and now this. Totally a whore. However, I had to find out. Thus i agreed to Adrians plan about me and him now "dating" and he left me to get some real rest.

Only to be woken up by a real excited Lissa.

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