Chapter 4! I'm finally back with chapter 4. I'm sorry I've been M.I.A. I had to catch up on work, then go back to school. But today is a Saturday, so I can update! I'll try to update as much as I can!
Disclaimer: I don't own Glee (as much as I want it). :(
October 14, 2011
Dear Diary,
Is it wrong I loved Puck? Really? I just want to ask, I don't know why. Maybe it was though, wrong I mean. I was dating Finn, but did I really love Finn? I not sure maybe. That's the past and I can't (however much I try) erase it.
Can I just die here? I'm bored with my life. But I would never kill myself, I love myself too much for that. Not that I'm conceited and totally vain, it's just that I think I could do so much for the U.S., hell maybe the whole planet earth!
I don't really know what I'm going to do once I get out of Lima, maybe Yale or I could just save up and move to a cheap and crappy place just out of Lima. But I really do need real plans. Do you think I would I be a good actress?
Wait I'm asking personal and private questions to a note book. I've hit rock bottom. I need to tell a real person these questions (other then my mom). I have have friends, but I don't really feel comfortable telling them all my problems. Maybe I could tell someone in Glee Club, but what would they think?
With a lot of questions,
L. Quinn Fabray
