-2016 MajorAnimeFan (Ayame)
The things you need to know before reading this fic:
Disclaimer: I do not own the any of the characters or Naruto. They all belong to K-Masashi, all I own is this plot and my journal, sadly '-'.
Warnings: (Eventually)
- Yaoi (BoyxBoy)- don't like, don't read and don't comment.
- OOC (Out Of Character). This will be necessary, especially for Sasuke and other characters. I'll try not to make them too OOC. But sometimes we need it in order for these stories to make sense.
- Swearing. In hard situations, a few colourful words would never hurt.
- Self-Harm (Self Mutilation), These mean suicidal attempts and inflicting more pain to yourself.
- Deaths. Something I hate but people do die.
- Violence. Lots from Naruto, even some from Sasuke too.
- Humour. Such as innuendos and dirty jokes :). This really isn't a warning :3.
Thank you for the wait and sorry for it. Now for the story!. Enjoy!
Blood Betrayal
Worry & Scared
Sasuke entered the cafe with a frown on his face. His thoughts flashed back to his little 'show' he did back then in chemistry class, next to the person he shouldn't be interacting with.
Whats going on with me?
The pink-highlighted raven went to get a snack and sat down a table furthest to everyone else's. Just as he was about to open his drink he looked up and locked eyes with dark grey ones.
Oh fuck no-
Sasuke quickly made a move to leave but he was pulled back by someone holding the scruff of his shirt.
"Sasuke-Sasuke", a noise of exasperation, "Not even a 'hi' to your guardian, how rude", Kakashi let go of Sasuke's shirt when the raven, with pink-highlights, tried to swipe for his hands.
"Kakashi", Sasuke clenched his hands, "What are you doing",
"Trying to save you from being a fully fledged emo, but with your hair colour I think we are doing alright",
"You-",
"Sasuke! Your youth shined from miles away!", Gai wrapped an arm around Sasuke's shoulder and brought him cheek to cheek, "So beautiful yet so young", Gai sniffled,
"Get off me". Sadly, Sasuke was ignored,
"Gai let the poor kid breathe at least", Kurenai held in her laughter as she took in Sasuke's hair, "By the looks of it, he hasn't had a good day",
Gai let go of the pink-highlighted raven and Sasuke took in deep gulps of air. He then turned around to Kakashi and smirked menacingly,
"I'm not done wit-",
"SASUKE!, YOUR HAIR- OH MY GOD. IT REALLY IS THE END OF THE WORLD,", Someone came running up to Sasuke and glomped him from behind,
"Ah, Obito,", Kakashi snickered, "Your just on time, right before Sasuke was going to launch his avalanche on me"
"Obito ", Sasuke grit his teeth together, "If you don't get off me-"
"Chill man, chill", Obito put his hands up and backed away, "I thought you weren't emo anymore so thats why-"
"Thats why he glomped you. Just like Gai did", Kurenai smiled,
Sasuke took a deep breath, "I'm leaving now",
"Why", Kakashi took a step forward, "Are you-",
Sasuke ignored Kakashi and left. He never spared a glance back as he headed upstairs to his dorm.
The urge- its too hard to ignore,
"Any ideas to why he has pink highlights,", Kurenai rolled her eyes, "Of all colours",
"Its his roommate", Obito said it as if it was a statement.
Kakashi turned his head around to face Obito, "Why would you make that assumption?",
Obito shrugged, "Just a feeling",
Kakashi peered at Obito then gave up and turned around to Gai's direction, "Gai?",
Gai stood there, near the exit, staring at the doors Sasuke left through. Without looking up he said, "Did you notice that Sasuke was shaking",
"He was, it just wasn't too noticeable", Everyone turned their heads to the new arrival,
"Asuma", Kurenai smirked, "you finally got off your lazy ass",
"Yeah,", Asuma sighed, "so much hard work was spent-",
"Were his hands trembling?", Kakashi became serious, "He might-",
"Cut again", Obito answered again this time, yet there was nothing soft in his eyes.
"Shit, but we might not be sure", Kakashi frowned, "He is not good with crowds, so it could be his fear of-",
"No, when I hugged him I barely heard him say some kind of sentence quietly but one thing is for sure-I definitely heard the word 'cut' in there. His voice sounded so desperate and..-,", Gai looked up and locked eyes with the grey-haired man, "Kakashi, just go check"
Gai, has never acted so.. well-, Kakashi bit his lip, I've never seen him this affected, "Yes, Gai. Everyone, take care", Kakashi waved everyone goodbye.
Naruto walked around the halls all by his lonesome. After that chemistry class he was depressed, even more so when his peers made fun of him. Like before, The blonde sucked his teeth and put his hands in his pocket. Unconsciously, his mind drifted to the actions Sasuke did in chemistry.
Why did he bother standing up, why did he bother sitting next to me. He-, Naruto growled, when he gave me that damn note, he didn't mention me being a monster. He just called me an idiot.
Naruto slowly breathed in and breathed out. He flexed his fingers and sighed. The blonde looked up and glared at the ceiling.
"I will not let this get to me", Naruto clenched his fists softly, Because I am Naruto Uzumaki.
The blonde patted his back pockets and pulled out his phone. He punched in some numbers and just as he was about to press 'call' he paused. Naruto looked around the halls and said, "Hello?,", The blonde saw the shadow of a person move a little and he furrowed his eyebrows, "Need anything?"
The shadow moved away and Naruto looked back at his phone with a sigh, "Weird", who was that?
Naruto scratched the back of his neck and pressed call. He put the phone next to his ear and forced himself to sound happy, "Hey"
"What?" A voice grunted,
"I-I" Naruto hesitated, "I want to have a short chat"
"Naruto", The voice seemed relieved, "What about, my boy"
"I just wanna hear the voice of the number one perverted old man" The blonde smiled,
"Your still up with that", A sigh, "Brat, your terrible at lying" Jiraiya chuckled,
"Who says I'm lying", Naruto faked a huff,
"Boy," Jiraiya rolled his eyes, "I've been with you for fourteen years, I would know if you were lying or not"
"But I'm not lying"
"Naruto"
"Getting in an argument with you is like getting arrested" Naruto bit his lip, "But.. Can we just move on-"
"Naruto-"
"Just-"
"Naruto", The blonde flinched at the tone, "Why", A breath, "Why are you distancing yourself away from me?",
Naruto took the phone away from his ear and took a shuddering breath. He heard Jiraiya calling his name from the phone but he ignored it. That last sentence was like a bullet to the heart. Jiraiya's desperate tone was just- he has never heard it. Jiraiya was a happy man, always smiling and laughing.
He only would laugh and smile around the people he loved,
The blonde checked his phone just so he can continue this conversation with his guardian. He put the phone to his ear and said sincerely,
"Jiraiya-"
But Jiraiya was already gone.
Sasuke arrived at his room and opened the door. He then locked the door and slid down to the floor while putting his hands to his forehead. Sasuke took a lot of deep breaths.
Fight it, Sasuke. I am Sasuke Uchi-
"NO", Sasuke smiled, "I'm nobody, no one. I'm nothing at all. Nobody can stop me because I am nothing at all. I have no meaning. I don't even deserve life on earth. Who would miss me anyways."
Sasuke got up and went to his side of the room. He started trashing the place and threw things around.
"No one cares. I don't care.", Sasuke threw his phone to the ground and smirked when the screen cracked.
"No one can stop me.", Sasuke threw his laptop in the bin.
The pink-highlighted raven stepped back and admired the mess he made, he then turned around and smirked, "Time for the other useless side that belongs to nobody",
Sasuke trashed the other side of the room. He then took a step back and breathed harshly. A beating in his head kept him at bay, but a sharp pain in his heart kept him moving.
Why did he-, A picture of Itachi smiling flashed in Sasuke's mind and he grit his teeth together, Why did he not kill me too.
"Might as well do the job for him", Sasuke mumbled.
The raven, with pink-highlights, walked into the bathroom and went to the sink. Just as he was about to open the cabinet he looked into the mirror. He looked at himself, then he saw his hair. Sasuke picked up a strand of pink hair and growled.
"That idiot-", Sasuke jerked back and grabbed his head, "No, I am going to end this suffering"
Sasuke opened the cabinet and brought out a small dagger and a jar full of pills. He then put the things he grabbed down and went to get a glass of water. Once he found a glass of water he sat down.
"Just incase it doesn't work", Sasuke said as he dropped 2 pills into the glass of water and drank it, "These pills.. they work fast", Sasuke smirked and wiped his lips with the back of his hand.
The pink-highlighted raven turned his head towards his small dagger. He picked it up and threw it from hand to hand. He then nodded appreciatively and brought the dagger to his wrist, right above his veins.
Naruto entered his dorm and headed straight for his room. He kept his head down only to hide the tears that shone bright in his eyes.
I'm weak. Look at me, crying. A grown man crying. Fucking shameful. Just like how he said it was.
The blonde took his keys out and tried opening the door,
I return to my room only to find my roommate there, Naruto tried opening the door again and grit his teeth when it still didn't open, He jammed the door. Amazing.
Naruto put all his strength on the door handle and fell into his room face first. He got up and was made to glare at his roommates side of the room but he gaped at it. He gaped because everything on that side was trashed, ruined. His jaw shut with a click when he turned around only to find his room vandalized as well.
What the fuck was Sasuke doing?,
Naruto wasn't in the mood to clean anything, he was mad that his side was trashed but thats how he normally lives. Though it was weird that Sasuke, of all people, trashed his room instead of himself doing it.
The blonde looked at his watch and growled.
Class is going to start soon, in 30 minutes or so. Great.
Naruto sat down on his bed and looked around the room. His eyes drifted to a red splotch on the floor. The blonde frowned and looked up to see more red splotches of whatever it was on the floor in a line leading to the bathroom.
It looks a lot like..., Naruto averted his eyes somewhere else and bit his lip, Blood.. Though it could be another prank.
The blonde got off his bed and walked slowly towards the bathroom, Naruto was very tense and was waiting for something to happen. But there was only silence. Dead silence. The blonde closed his eyes and walked in the bathroom. He stepped on something wet and looked down.
No, this is just a prank, Naruto kneeled down and brought a shaky hand to the pale-boy's face.
"O-oi, you-you got me S-Sasuke", Naruto slapped Sasuke's face softly, "You got m-me with y-your s-suicide prank", Naruto covered his mouth with his hand and looked down to Sasuke's wrist. Blood was still flowing out of the pink-highlighted ravens wrist and Naruto choked. He quickly ripped his shirt off and covered it on Sasuke's wrist to stop the blood.
"Blood, blood. Too much blood. Blood.", Naruto kept mumbling quietly to himself, "Don't worry-"
Naruto got another cloth to stop Sasuke's other wrist from bleeding out, he whimpered as he felt blood cover him.
No, please don't let this be like last time, an image of a red-haired woman smiling made Naruto let some tears show, Someone, please help me.
"SOMEONE, CALL FOR HELP,", Naruto kept screaming and shouting for help, "I DON'T WANT ANOTHER PERSON TO DIE"
Kakashi entered the Jōnin dorm and jerked backwards when he heard a loud scream. Kakashi's eyes widened when he heard it coming from the direction of Sasuke's room. He ran there as fast as he can and slammed the door open.
"I heard a scream-!"
"I'm i-in the b-bathroom", A terrified voice said and Kakashi sprinted there. When Kakashi saw the blood and.. and Sasuke's pale face there he felt like his heart dropped down to his stomach.
Kakashi forced himself to calm down then he kneeled down next to Sasuke. The grey-haired man put 2 fingers on Sasuke's neck,
"He still has a pulse, a slow one though,", Kakashi took a deep breath, "Call for help, now"
"Yes, sir", Kakashi heard some fumbling and frantic steps, ".. Shizune!, tell Tsunade to come here with her medic team- now!, Yes its an emergency. Its about Sasuke!.",
He knows Tsunade?.. and Sasuke too?, Kakashi ripped his shirt off and tried covering the blood. He heard more quick steps until the blonde-haired boy kneeled down to Sasuke's side, phone still in hand, and put more wet cloth on the pink-highlighted ravens wrist.
The grey-haired man could hear what this Shizune lady was saying since the blonde-haired boy put it on speaker.
"Ok, Just stay on the phone with me. Help is being sent straight away", Shizune said calmly, "You guys are in the Jōnin dorm, Fifth door, right?"
"Yes", Kakashi took another deep breath, "Just- just hurry",
"We are coming as fast as we can,", Kakashi saw the blonde-haired boy shut his eyes tight at Shizune's calm voice, "What is Sasuke's state"
"Sasuke tried to do suicide. he has a pulse but its a dangerously slow beat.", Kakashi answered this time because it looked like the blonde-haired boy wasn't going to answer.
"Suffocation or dagger type?"
Kakashi spotted a dagger near Sasuke's feet, "Dagger type"
"I thought so... Oh and Naruto- we are outside the Jōnin dorm right now", Shizune coughed, "If you mind-"
"I-I'm coming", Kakashi heard the blonde-haired boy run quickly outside the room and shout down the halls.
Ah yes, Naruto. How could I forget it was you, Kakashi smiled bitterly, Isn't this a horrible way to meet each other again.
Naruto ran down the hall and pressed a button to open the door. Shizune said a quick thanks and rushed past him with her medic team carrying a stretcher. Just as he was about to run back to his room Tsunade stopped him with a hand on his shoulder.
"I called Jiraiya, we had a small chat", Tsunade started walking down the halls to the fifth door, "He's fine. But he does want to have a talk with you, Naruto"
"Oh yes,", Naruto bit his lip, "tell him I'm very sor-"
"Jiraiya needs to hear the apology himself.", Tsunade's tone didn't seem angry, "I've already told him to come to my room,",
When Tsunade finally reached Naruto's room she held the door open for her medic team to come out with Sasuke on the stretcher they brought in. Naruto looked up to see Sasuke's pale face and averted his eyes to Shizune's and the grey-haired mans direction. They were talking as it seems.
Who is that guy.., Naruto furrowed his eyebrows, and why does he seem so familiar?
"-dition is not in a life crisis. We can save him.", Shizune walked past Naruto with her hand on the grey-haired mans shoulder, "Sasuke will be alright"
"In this situation, it only depends on time",
Naruto saw Shizune nod and leave the dorm. He then turned around to face Tsunade and said,
"Is this the first time you have been in this situation?",
"Is this the first time you have been in this situation?",
"No, we have experienced many others doing suicide attempts", Tsunade sighed.
I guess he really does not remember that one time. When he was in that horrible state.
Tsunade saw Naruto clench his fists softly, "Is Sasuke going to be-",
"Brat, stop worrying. Sasuke is going to be fine", Tsunade pressed a button and opened the main doors, "Lets hurry now"
"I'll catch up"
"Thats up to you, brat", Tsunade sighed once again and left to go follow her team.
I'm sorry for not protecting you as much as Jiraiya did.
Naruto took a deep breath and rubbed his eyes. The blonde brought a hand up to the location of his heart and scrunched up the cloth that seemed like a second-skin to him.
All this happened on my first day of Uni, Naruto's face was hard and unsmiling, Yet we still have a few more hours until it is the end of the day.
The blonde felt like crying, again. He felt like it would be better if he didn't know anyone at all. That it would be better being alone and isolated from everyone. Including people with his blood, people who are related to him.
If he-, Naruto shook his head and lightly smacked his face, I will not think about what could've been done, or what could've been. I am.. Naruto Uzumaki.
"If there was a way to forget everything. Everyone. For just one day. I'd do anything for it.", Naruto mumbled and turned around.
The blonde started walking to the main doors. Just as he was about to press the main button he turned around and locked eyes with pale green ones. Naruto lightly flinched at the emotionless eyes but still kept staring.
"Do you want something?", Naruto let his eyes roam around the mysterious person staring at him.
Pale green eyes with no pupil, red hair, and a- a red tattoo that means.. something?, Naruto scrunched up his nose, weird.
After a few more minutes of no response Naruto went for another tactic,
"Your tattoo- what does it mean?. It looks really.. cool", The blonde was starting to feel slightly uncomfortable under the red-haired boys gaze.
This guy. I have a feeling he doesn't know me, Naruto's eyes widened, What if he saw- heard everything,
"Did you- did you just see what happened-", The blonde got cut off by the door shutting.
Such emotionless eyes. Similar to Sasuke's but more... more empty, Naruto shivered and turned around to press the button and open the main doors.
Naruto already knew where Tsunade's medical room was so he headed upstairs quickly.
I know Tsunade said he is fine, Naruto bit his lip, but you can't always be sure.
Kakashi sat outside the room Sasuke was currently in. He watched as people rushed in and out, each carrying items Kakashi was all too familiar with. A door at the end of the hallway creaked open and someone stepped in and leaned against the wall.
"Long time no see", Kakashi looked sideways and smirked, "Jiraiya"
"Yeah,", Jiraiya sighed and rubbed the back of his neck, "It has been quite a while, hasn't it."
"Old age been treating you well?"
"Something has to",
Kakashi smiled softly and turned his head around to face the room Sasuke is in, "I don't think I did a great job on taking care of him"
"Its not the end of your path, Kakashi. Nor is its Sasuke's.", Jiraiya shifted to lean on his other foot, "Expect the worst, but hope for the best"
"You remind me of him"
"The old him", Jiraiya crossed his arms, "Its sad that he died as evil instead of good."
"Yeah-"
Doors crashed open and Naruto came through wheezing. He then slouched and put his hands on his knees.
"I am out of shape", The blonde grumbled,
Jiraiya and Kakashi started snickering and Naruto looked up and gaped, "Am I intruding something- I will just take my leave-"
"You're not intruding, brat. But it would be nice if you knocked at least", Jiraiya shook his head,
"Oh.. J-Jiraya.. Tsunade told me- We need to have a talk", Naruto fidgeted, "I'm sorry-"
"Don't worry brat, we'll talk later. But first aren't you going to say hello to Kakashi?", Jiraiya raised an eyebrow.
Naruto gasped, "Kakashi's here?, Where!"
"Here", Kakashi smirked and raised his hand up.
Naruto's eyes widened and he ran up to Kakashi's side just to give him a hug, "You were the guy next to me that whole time!"
"What, you can't recognise me now?"
"No.. its just. You look very different", Naruto mimed a thinking pose and kept nodding,
"In other words- Kakashi, you are growing old", Jiraiya smirked,
Kakashi put a hand on his heart quite dramatically and huffed, "You guys are just jealous of how much a lady-killer I am"
Jiraiya started doing some weird poses, "Aw, stop mistaking yourself for me Kakashi"
"I don't see you with a girlfriend-"
"UGHHH, just shut up already!", Kakashi and Jiraiya smiled at Naruto's dramatic expression,
The room Sasuke was currently in opened and Shizune came out, Kakashi and Jiraiya's faces turned hard when they saw how serious the black-haired woman was. Naruto bit his lip and kept his head down.
Naruto clenched his fists, Don't tell me he didn't-
"You can come in now", Shizune's voice held no emotions,
The blonde watched as Kakashi and Jiraiya walked in the room without hesitation. Naruto suddenly felt how cold the atmosphere became and shivered. Naruto shut his eyes and walked in the room, and when he opened his eyes he took a deep breath.
There was Sasuke, laid down on the bed with a mask helping him breathe. A lot of things were attached to him, and there were no traces of blood. A heart monitor was put next to him, yet the beeping seemed loud and bad.
"Guys, take a seat", Tsunade ringed her hands together, "If there is any questions, ask me. I'll be asking all of you lot later."
Naruto looked around and saw Tsunade's medic team, all of them were either standing, leaning against something, or sitting down. His eyes stopped on a purple-haired woman,
She's not part of Tsunade's regular medic team, The purple-haired woman smiled at Naruto and the blonde returned it, she didn't glare either.. she's probably new.
Naruto grit his teeth together and looked down. He opted to stay quiet since he really did have nothing to say. Kakashi was just about to say something until Tsunade put her hand up in a 'stop motion' and looked at her team.
"Team A, you can now leave", Tsunade watched as everyone left until two people was still standing here, "Sumire, you too. But Shizune, you stay"
So Sumire is her name..., 'Sumire' bowed and left the room quietly and Shizune closed the door. Tsunade immediately groaned once the door was shut.
"Being serious is hard", Tsunade took a bottle of vodka out and sighed, "Before you ask why I acted serious, it was because of my team. I need to make an example so they could learn"
"Ah, Tsunade.. I don't think you should be drinking-", Shizune tried to grab the bottle but Tsunade swiped it away.
Jiraiya smirked, "There's no point in stopping her when she has taken it out"
"What is Sasuke's condition", Kakashi cut into the conversation raised an eyebrow,
Tsunade turned around to face Kakashi and she said, "All I can say is that its not what we expected it to be"
-MajorAnimeFan (Ayame) 3/4/16
Things I need to make clear of;
-I know that Obito is an Uchiha and that he should've gained privilege to be Sasuke's guardian, but there is a reason he is not. It will be explained in a few chapters later.
-Kakashi is not wearing anything to cover his face, it would be a spoiler if I said why so I'm sorry that you guys have to wait.
-If you are confused about anything feel free to tell me and I can explain why.
-I now post every 1-5 weeks since I have a lot of work to do.
I am deeply sorry that I posted 1 week later than expected. As I have said, I have a lot of work to complete so once again I am deeply sorry. (Gomen-nasai ;( )
What a depressing chapter :(. Don't worry, later it will be better, or so I thought...
Also, thank you for the views, reviews, favs and follows so far. Its still managed to put a smile on my face :) ~See you in the next chapter.
Bye For Reals ;3