This is a pretty short and VERY fluffy chapter I guess... but I needed them to talk everything out.

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When Logan woke up the next morning, he had a lot of questions. Like if he had a boyfriend. That was the most important one. After that, there was the question about his sexual orientation. Before Kendall he never had a crush on a boy but neither on a girl. For now, he figured he was bisexual.

Also the brown-haired boy still didn't know what Kendall felt about Lucy and Jo. Of course he kissed him yesterday but that didn't prove anything. Kendall just needed someone. He didn't want to wake his friend up though. The blond boy just looked to sweet when he slept.

Katie and Mama Knight were in Minnesota for the week to plan Kendall's grandfather's funeral. Kendall didn't want to stay away from the studio for so long, so he decided to fly home shortly before the funeral. Logan knew he had to be there for his friend right now no matter if he wanted to be together with the smart boy or not.

Logan stood up carefully so he didn't wake up the taller boy behind him. He decided to make breakfast for Kendall, James and Carlos since he was the first one to be awake. He made ham and eggs. While he cooked, James came into the kitchen.
"Good morning, Logan."
"Morning, James."
"How is Kendall doing?"
"Better I guess but he isn't up yet."

Logan divided the food in four plates, took two of them and walked back to his room. On his way he woke up Carlos and informed him that he made some breakfast. Immediately the boy was up.

In his room he placed the plates on Kendall's bed table.
"Kendall," Logan said and shook his friend a little.
"Hmmpf," was everything the blond boy could answer.
"Kendaaall, wake up. I made breakfast," Logan told him.
"But I don't wanna wake up," Kendall replied without opening his eyes.

"Oh, ok. I guess than I'll have to eat all of the ham and eggs by myself," Logan smirked. He knew exactly that it was Kendall's favorite breakfast.
"Ok fine," Kendall responded and opened his eyes.
"Are you going to feed me?" he added.
"Kendall."
"Please?"
"No."
"Fine. Can I at least have a good morning kiss?" Kendall pouted.

He nodded and leaned over to his friend to kiss him. And there was that feeling again. The feeling that made Logan think his heart would jump out of his chest. The brown-haired boy got the two plates and they ate. When they finished they laid down again. It was the perfect moment to talk to Kendall but when said boy started to play with the hair on Logan's neck he not only was at a loss for words but also for air.

"Logan?"
"Hmmm?"
"I remembered."
That confused Logan, so he turned around to look at Kendall.
"What did you remember?" he asked.

"The last time I saw my grandpa. It was at the concert we had in Minnesota when he saw us singing for the first time. He was so proud. And… and you were there as well," Kendall smiled but there was a tear rolling down one of his cheeks.
"Oh Kendall. I'm always gonna be there for you , I promise," he replied and hugged Kendall as hard as he could.
"I know," Kendall said and kissed him on the forehead.

"Kendall?"
"Yes, Logie?"
"How do you feel about Jo and Lucy?" Logan asked and prepared himself for the worst.
"Why do you ask?" Kendall responded confused.
"Because they both have a crush on you and you… are flirting with them… especially with Lucy… a lot," Logan stammered.
"Okay they're both great friends but I don't like them in that way," Kendall explained.

"Do you like someone else in that way?" the brown-haired boy asked insecure.
"I'll give you three guesses," Kendall smirked.
"No?"
"Wrong answer."
"Maybe?"
"Wrong answer."
"Yes?"
"Right answer," Kendall commented, rolled himself so he was laying on top of Logan and kissed him.

"And uhm… What does that mean? I mean are we still best friends?" Logan wanted to know.
"Logan you're always going to be my best friend. But I thought… you know… we could be more than just friends?" Kendall blushed.
"Like… boyfriends?"
"Yes… what do you think about that?"
"I like the idea," the smart boy confirmed him.
"Really?"
"Really."

"Yay, I have a boyfriend," Kendall yelled excitedly.
"Psst, James and Carlos are going to hear you."
"Would that be such a bad thing?"
"Well no… but I don't want them to walk in to us right now. Also I think we should tell your mom first," Logan said.
"Hm I guess you're right," the taller boy answered.
"I know I'm right," Logan smirked.

"Logan?"
"What?"
"Kiss me?"
"Gladly."


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