Countdown to Christmas: TheWritingSociety
December 4, 2009
The Letter Never Given
Writer- Megafyed
Category- Twilight
Genre- Romance/Hurt
Disclaimer- I do not own Twilight or any of the characters. I own nothing but the plot and my DOGS!
Dear Bella,
You know I have feelings for you, I have since the day you came from Arizona. Things are difficult to explain right now with what I'm feeling. You put a jump to my step, my heart is light when I'm around you. But lately that's changed. Since Edward and you are getting married it's like a chore to talk to you or see you, even though I act like nothings wrong my heart hurts. I feel like you're my other half all the time but at the same time I know it could never happen. I don't know how I'm going to do it when your gone. I mean like a vampire. Maybe one day I'll find the right girl for me, but to me it seems like you're the only thought on my mind. Maybe love is over rated for me. Maybe I'll just be a lonely werewolf.. searching for things in the unknown. I ask myself the same question everyday. What if Edward didn't come back? Would you just give up? Or love me? I know that before Edward came back you thought maybe something could happen between the two of us. I envy Edward everyday, he gets you. Like the hero getting the damsel in distress while the helper gets nothing. I helped you Bella, I helped you through the hard times, we had fun. We had something. But nothing will spark between us now. What do you see in Edward? Is it his charm? I could be like that for you, I could be or do anything you want me to. But it's too late, I feel like you control me like a puppet master. Leading me on, well while Edward was gone. Did you feel that if you didn't act like you had the same feelings for me I would not talk o you? I love you. I love you as a friend and I love you love you. But as I said I know all my chances have vanished. They never even came. Will I ever imprint? Maybe it's my love for you that keeps me from seeing the real things in life… things that could become reality. I want to one day be a normal man and have a family, you want to be with Edward and be a vampire. I just will never look at you the same after that. You'll think I stink and you'll want to prey on Charlie. Or Billy. Any human, you do understand that if you attack a human I can't protect you from the pack. We will destroy you and the Cullens. If you ever need a helping shoulder after the turn, I won't be there. You'll need to find someone else. Someone that can deal with you. Someone that will treat you like your human, which I cannot do. I'll still be your friend but face it, we can't be anything else in our friendship relationship. Vampires and werewolves being friends doesn't exist. And it never will. Our two worlds will collide and fall apart. I love you Bella but I can't do this anymore…
Jacob
A/N-
Megafyed- I haven't read the books in a long time so the story might be a little off. This is just a letter Jacob wrote to Bella, telling her about his feelings. I hope you like it =]