you're my obsession. you're an obsession.
what do you want me to be, to get you to sleep with me?
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Luna found herself in bed asleep. shit, but on a Saturday it will never last. for fate would have it, Luna loud had the unfortunate dealings with...
aunt flow.
she sighed as she stood in the shower. the blood trickled down her thighs. she glared at her crotch. it was a reminder that her eggs were ready, and she didn't fertilized them with man seed. thus her body came back with vengeance. it should obvious. she was horny days. masturbating like a drunken monkey. of course! and now she's paying the price, mother nature is cold as ice.
with a heavy sigh she cleaned her self up, soap up her body, washed her cootch, her hair, every nook and cranny. oh how life loves to kick you in the crotch and leave you curled up in the gutter. such is life, filled with disappointments, oh she had her share of it. fear was a great factor that can keep one from doing what's needed to be done.
But Luna wasn't a quitter. hell no. she knew her time was running out. she feel it in her bones. after her shower she went and had herself some tea. coffee? she twitched awhile back and prefer something more to calm her nerves and lord knew that her nerves were out of whack to begin with. the family were all a chatter. with their new found loves, how they tried to get their attention. oh, poor innocent fools.
Luna knew one thing about love, that it would never last, maybe a few months, perhaps a few years. maybe she knew that Lincoln and herself would part in the long run... after all, as much of a dream they all wish to have like their parents of 25 years, in today's modern life young pups would be so lucky to have such a thing...and kids? yeah, sure. if you want a toxic avenger looking mother fu-
"Hey, luna."
came a monotone voice, Luna jumped from her seat and looked down at the goth who stared endlessly through dark shroud-bangs. "your aura is clouded with misery and despair." Luna blinked. "whatcha gettin' at sis?" she raised a brow. Lucy stared and for a moment didn't say anything. but lean forward and whispered.
"i know you pine for our dear brother."
her face went white as shit. she stared at her younger sister. her mouth open and closed like that of a fish, her eyes wide, her pupils dilated. then closed her mouth and swallowed. Lucy just stared back...was she challenging her?
what did she want her to say? in any case this was pretty bad...was she obvious around Lincoln? she thought back on those times she was near him. her lips curled upside down into a deep frown. shit. maybe she had that goofy look on her face when she WAS near him...
"dunno whatcha' talkin' bout sis."
she turned her head and tried to ignore her sipping her tea.
"oh, but i think you do."
she scoot closer, Luna twitched feeling Lucy's breath in her ear...gawd...why did that make her-
"i seen the way you look at him, the way you act around him, the way you laugh, the way you sweat. the way you simply act so joyous and simply smitten with you."
Luna brought her cup with shaking hands and gulped it down hard. her eyes shift to Lucy then to the family who continued to gossip about pointless shit. all became white noise and her heart was thumbing away.
"yet you failed to reveal your arching love for him. why?"
luna looked down at her. was she stupid? really? stupid questions was something she hated.
she lean forward so they be face to face she placed a firm hand behind Lucy's neck which made her flinched.
"...you know why. you can't just go up to your older brah and tell'em. hey, i love you, you wanna date your own sister?"
lucy hummed and replied.
"it's such a sin, it's so illegal...and yet...so pure and thrilling."
a small smile crossed her lips. Luna just stared, her upper lip twitched. unsure what to make of this...was she being supportive in all of this?
"...so it doesn't weird you out that i'm head over heels for lincoln?"
she asked her, the goth simply gave her an approving nod. well, at least lucy doesn't have a thing for him...but she's 8 and that be weird as fuck. age gap and shit. right, like herself being 15 and Lincoln being 16 wasn't a fucking problem. well, he was a year older...
"you should do it. confess to him, pour your every emotion..."
Luna chuckled and scratched her cheek. cute. it did boost her confidence though. heh, imagine that. a sister who wasn't disgusted with her and calling her a sick fuck.
she shook her head and lean back sighing and gave her a shrug,
"ya know, it ain't easy. hell, one moment your hanging out with your favorite bro' the next you fool around and fell in love."
lucy just continued to smile. and reached and patted her arm. Lucy nodded and spoke.
"the heart wants what the heart wants. even if it evil in the eyes of the normals. only we know we cannot help who we fall in love with. i'm here to tell you now, i support you."
luna smiled at her then reached and ruffled her hair.
"thanks spooky lady, you sure know how to cheer up this rocker out of her funk."
lucy gave a nod and a smile. all seem pretty good from that day, luna was so upbeat that she decided to do some rockin' tunes later that afternoon. the radio blazing with 80's rock.
however, her good mood would soon sour.
"LUNA KEEP THAT SHIT DOWN!"
She paused. was that lin- her door was heavily being pounded. she lower the volume, and rushed to the door. Lincoln never had a problem with her music...what the fuck? why now?
she open the door and saw him. he was shirtless and her heart sky rocketed to her throat.
but it soon dived down to her gut when she noticed a girl some asian chick, and the-they were holding-
"look, i don't mind your music but i got a headache, and me and Stella want to relax in my room."
he told her in a softer tone. but she seem not to noticed. her eyes looked up at him and blinked. her mouth agape.
"huh?"
Lincoln pinched his temples.
"look, just lower your music okay sis? me and Stella wanna take a nap in my room"
"...who's stella?"
the Asian jumped up abit and lean forward with a hand to shake Luna's.
"hi! i'm stella! lincoln's new friend."
luna stared at her hand as if it was covered in shit.
"...friend?"
lincoln rolled his shoulder and sniffed loudly and sighed.
"yeah, i'm kinda trying to move on from Ronnie, you know?"
Stella lean against him. her arm around around his and she snuggled his neck. Luna felt her heart sinking her lips tighten to a straight line. ... get your hands off my man you fucking chink...
"so, yeah"
Lincoln stroked her hair back affectionately. Luna's eyes closed and enjoyed that for that brief moment before Lincoln walked away. Luna watched the two as they walked towards his room...
"okay thanks!"
his door closed. and she stared at that door for a long time before shutting her door. leaning against it. sliding down to the floor. ... too late. too late... she grab her hair in her hands and grip tightly, she clenched her teeth. hot tears and black mascara ran down her freckled cheeks. she choked and let out a sob between her teeth. she gazed up at the ceiling. as if she was staring up at God and asked... why? why... why...
"baby..."
she swallowed as she closed her eyes, her breath shakey, as she sang, shaking her head.
"i want you to want me..."
she ran a hand over her hair and her voice cracked.
"the way that i want you..."
she laid on the carpet floor. all her love, her good time-feeling was now crumbled all because of a slanted eyed son of a bitch.
"the way that it should be..."
her voice carried though, weavering with dispair and sadness... today truly was shit...
"baby..."
she closed her eyes. as she tried to breathed.
"i want you to love me..."
she curled tightly as the pain settled into her heart. all hope was lost everything was crashing down
"the way that i love you..."
slowly she fell into a deep slumber, just as the rain began and thunder rolled over the house. "if you'd only let it be..."
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the week end was utter shit. and monday rolled around.
the line was already formed and she lean against the wall.
"...so another letter came today"
luan said with a hand gesture.
"oh yeah?"
Luna asked not really caring.
"says he wants to meet the person at some british pub and and diner."
she nudged luna.
"looks like you got a daaaate"
the girls squealed in unison! luna was taken aback.
"whoa, whoa..i dunno dudes, i'm not sure if its the due i like!"
lori snorted and waved a hand. "oh, who gives a damn? a guy's a guy! plus dinner!"
she placed her hands on her cheeks. "soooo rommaaantic." luna frown.
"but it matters to me" lynn socked her shoulder.
"what if it's not the guy your pining for? go for it you pussy!" she sighed and the girls chattered and talked. Luna frown and nodded.
"aright, alright!"
shit. whoever it was chose a bad time. then thoughts of Stella came back to her. she grit her teeth in anger... stupid chink. yeah, she was being racist, but she didn't give a flying fuck. Lincoln was hers and hers alone! she wasn't a jealous type...bullshit. her family was the jealous type. of course she was jealous, angry! it wasn't fair! it just wasn't fair!
oh the morning was a glorious one it seems. to start the day of her own sisters pestering and making sure she would go check it out. and of course they will tag along. but right now? a nice long piss was what she needed, a shower and bam. done.
once she was done, she heard the door bell rang. she wondered, why the hell if at all anyone would come this early? ya know? when she went down, all hell breaking loose. Clyde McBride was standing by the door, flowers and shit. dressed in a tux. Lincoln was rubbing his face.
"...buddy, you need to stop. your becoming a fucking stalker."
"but lincoln, if i give up now, i'll show weakness! i just gotta keep fighting!"
"you'll end up in a body bag when Lori finds you here!"
Lincoln loud wasn't a bad guy. maybe he was in an alternate reality where he had sex with his sisters and his daughters, but not this Lincoln loud. no. but he was as angry as any Lincoln across the multiverse. and this..this was really pushing his buttons.
"lincoln, i just gotta try-"
"no you will not!"
Lincoln said in a firm tone and snatched the flowers off Clyde's hands. Clyde was taken back, and Luna came down and cleared her throat
"...hey guys...uh...whats up!"
lincoln gave her a deadpan expression. then turn his head to face clyde.
"go home."
Clyde open his mouth-
"YOU AGAIN?!"
Lori stood up on stairs. her eyes ablaze with rage. Luna turned and her mouth open-
"make a run for it dude!"
but Clyde being the idiot stayed.
"lori, my love."
he snatched his flowers from Lincoln and knelt down
"i've come to dedicate my life to y-"
lori leap like goddamn king kong and grab him by the scruff of his neck collar, and lifted him off his feet.
"you pimple faced little faggot!"
Lincoln and Luna flinched.
"that is it!"
the two siblings were powerless to stop it from happening. a fist collided to Clyde's face, hitting his nose, blood gushed out. Lincoln grab Lori's waist and yanked her off
"Luna! get him out of here!"
Luna didn't need to be told twice. she grab the nerd and open the front door and left the house. Clyde was moaning and crying in pain. Luna cringe at the sight. Jesus Christ this was assault... she grab a cloth and pressed it to his nose and held his head up.
"dude, that was the most retarded shit i ever saw anyone do."
Clyde said nothing but tried to keep himself from bleeding. Luna really felt bad for the poor bastard.
"i don't understand, i show her my love, devotion my-"
luna grab his shoulders and forced him to look at her.
"she doesn't love you, dude! get over her! she'll only abuse you, plus you might get into trouble with the cops if she decided to do that!"
somehow that got through to him. she slowly let go of his shoulders. he seem so sad now, a broken and hurt. he sighed. and shook his head.
"i guess you're right. i guess i'm just a fool."
luna smirked, and patted his back.
"hey man, i know how you feel. why must we be teenagers in love, am i right?"
he only sighed deeply and his ears just droop lower. ...jesus with ears like that it would turn off any chick...was she being mean? yeah...kinda.
"don't you got anyone else you might be into?"
Clyde thought about it.
"haiku...maybe."
luna nodded slowly then raised her hands.
"alright, cool. look, forget lori, and try to put your energy on that spooky lil thing."
clyde gave it some thought and smiled.
"...okay...why not?"
he seem to bright after that, and turn and rushed away.
"thanks luna!"
she watched the kid run like forest gump. ... she smiled and sighed.
she was about to turn when Stella came from the side walk. Luna stared at her and frown. how dare she come to her property that yellow skin mother fuck-
"hey luna!"
she greeted her and seem all bouncy and shit.
"where's lincoln?"
luna rubbed her neck and shurged.
"he's inside i ...uh..."
stella walked past her and open the front door.
little fortune cookie cunt thought she own the place now?! she turned and followed. her fists tighten. wouldn't she loved to go all clock work orange on this bitch!
"oohh lincoln!"
she leap behind her brother and clung to him arms and legs wrap around him. he laughed and looked over his shoulder.
"hey stella! you ready for a drive to school?"
she tilt her head and chirped
"yup!"
luna stood by and watched this...god did it hurt so bad...
"hey luna, you ready?"
she snapped out of it and gave a nod - during the drive she watched that perky little bastard hugging Lincoln's arm and just brown nosing him. she wondered what her game was, but maybe she was just jealous. either way, this broad stood between her and Lincoln.
and if she knew one thing, it was this bitch would take him away, just like Ronnie. 24/7 Stella every time, all the time. no more hanging out with her bro' if she did that bitch will be there, and Luna will be the third wheel. this really was the pits man.
the school day was agonizingly slow. it was a rainy cloudy day, the type you sleep in bed. but here she was, doing her school work. every now and then she had to go to the bathroom to keep herself from bleeding. fucking shit. and she didn't bring extra tampons... just was she wipe her cunt with water, using a rag she brought from home, she over heard some girls talking as they entered.
"...you really sure he's none the wiser?"
Sam.
"are you kidding me? that dumb ass thinks i'm really into him. like, holy shit, guy's are so fucking stupid."
Stella.
"ya know, i actually feel sorry for that white hair nerd. sure he has a rocking bod' but what he's into? what is he five?"
Sam chuckled and hummed. Luna peeked through the cracks of the stall and could see the two holding each other by the waist.
"just let me hang off him for a while, maybe three weeks, then i'll dump his sorry ass."
Stella mused as she cup Sam's face and wiggled her brows. brushing a thumb over her lips, Sam pressed her lips on Stella's thumb.
Stella smirked widely as she lean forward, locking her lips with Sam's as they kissed in a savage manner, their tongues rolled against each other.
Luna watched with shock. then anger settled in. - if there's one thing Luna couldn't stand, she couldn't stands no more. but she knew she couldn't do anything, not yet. not now. she watched as the two groped each other, getting into it. but Sam stopped and pushed her away.
"alright, baby. enough, we got to get back to class."
stella nodded and shrugged
"yeah sure, whatever. i gotta meet up with that honky for lunch anyway, i know for a fact that pixie hair bitch is gonna be there."
sam sneered with disgust.
"Luna...i swear the way she hangs out with him, is as if she's in love with him"
Stella laughed and walked passed her. waving a hand.
"if she did, she is sooo pathetic. i mean, choosing her own brother over a hot piece of ass like you?
the two girls laughed as they left the rest room, Luna kicked the stall-door open and marched right up. oooh so thats how it was? Luna knew what she was gonna do, after all, Lincoln was her brother, she'll believe her when she exposes Stella for who she truly was!
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"what do you mean you don't believe me?!"
Lincoln just stared at her, unconvinced. Stella by his side acted shocked, looking back and forth placing her hands at her chest.
"whoa? what? me? never! common, i wouldn't do that to your brother!"
Luna's mouth fell agape. and looked at Lincoln then raised her arms.
"you seriously going to believe someone you barely know, over my word? i'm your sister man! i'm not doing this for he hell of it!"
"is this because you're jealous?"
he asked with a raised eyebrow. Luna shook her head slowly. oh, my, god. he was really that thick headed.
"dude! i would never be jealous that that!"
she pointed at Stella, with a shaking finger.
"that two timing cunt is gonna hurt you man! you think i'm gonna stand by and let another bitch do you in again! after what happen with Ronnie?!"
Lincoln stood up and glared at her, his hands at the table.
"your making a scene, cut it out."
"but big man, i ain't a liar! i heard what i heard and saw what i saw! sam and Stella was makin ou-"
"ENOUGH!"
Lincoln sighed shaking his head. and reached and held Stella's hand. he got out of his seat. he stared at her. his lips tight.
"i won't let you trash talk to my girlfriend."
Girlfriend.
Girlfrend...
luna flipped her tray and the continuance flew every where.
"Fuck you, Linc! you want that bitch breaking you're heart-"
she held up a finger up to his face. her grey-glue eyes glaring with such rage.
"don't come crying to me when she turns out to be a snake in the grass!"
she pointed at Stella.
"and you!"
she pushed Lincoln out of her way and got in Stella's face, her head tilt to the side siking her out. Stella moved back and actually showed fear.
"one of these days your gonna break your glass."
Lincoln grab her shoulder. that-what happen next was like a hot white-anger. her mind was blank, her emotions running high. when the thundering sound of a hand hit across Lincoln's face...
Luna stood. shocked, at herself. she stared at Lincoln who was equally shocked. a red mark on his cheek. the hurt look over his face, his eyes as he looked at her, the betrayal. Luna stepped back. what did you just do Luna loud? she thought to herself. she swallowed and turned and made a run for it.
"LUNA, WAIT!"
Lincoln called to her, but she didn't stop, she shoved kids out of her way, she ran, ran through the hall way, through the doors of the school, and continue to run, run as fast as her legs could carry her. tears flow from her cheeks, wiping her eyes with a fist, she sobbed. finally she stopped to breathed leaning against a stop sign, her eyes open.
"...i fucked up...i done fucked up..."
today was shit, today was worse than shit. and for that moment, she considered in seeing this mystery dude that wanted to see her tonight at this British pub. its not like she'll win Lincoln's heart any time soon.
(To be continued)