This is my second fanfic and I really hope you would review so I would know whether to continue this story or not…There is a special reason why I like it but let us keep it a secret ;) Sorry for possible grammatical errors. THERE WILL BE LEMON AND OTHER FRUITS IN THE FUTURE.
Pairing: Sasuke x Naruto
Summary: Naruto was absolutely lost. What will happen when he ends up in a band and meets this angst ridden raven haired Sasuke and tastes him and his world[Rated M for upcoming LEMON in future chapters REVIEW, should I continue or not[SasuNaru
Disclaimer: I have no rights over the characters or what so ever (do not sue me Mr. Kishimoto), I am just loaning them and returning to the rightful owner (Mr. Kishimoto). I just own the story, do not plagiarize – it is based on a true story. I will bite your head off if you try.
These awkward feelings considering Sasuke and his possible preferring worried Naruto a bit, because the whole situation between him and the raven was all new to him. Naruto decided to test his theory just a little so he would know whether the raven had feelings for him or not. That was hell of a lot easier to say than to do.
Naruto did not really have the guts to ask whether the other boy liked him more than in a friendly way. It was embarrassing and what if he was wrong? Naruto was sure he could not face the boy after that. He did not want to loose their friendship over a possible paranoiac thought.
Yet, the most Naruto was afraid of were his own parents. He knew they would not accept Sasuke as a boyfriend. Stop. Why the heck one would even think like that? Let us just say it was hard enough to get them accept this band thing and the raven being –well, dismal and introvert was not helping it.
Naruto asked Sasuke to come to a Chinese restaurant with him so he could talk with him properly without Itachi or either of their parents bothering them. There they sat being the only customers at that time of the day. They talked about dating and stuff until Naruto decided to use his trump card.
He told Sasuke how good of a friend he is and how he wishes he would find someone to love and cherish. Although Naruto meant it too he still felt the stinging pain like feeling inside his body. As if he wanted the best for his buddy and then again wanted to keep him all to himself. Quite a contradiction if one studies closely.
Sasuke's facial expression darkened in unison with Naruto's babbling. When Naruto had stopped his "I wish you all the best" speech Sasuke just grunted. He looked gloomy and did not say a word. The situation did not go the way Naruto had planned. Sasuke was not satisfied which could be interpreted that he liked Naruto and no one else, or then again not, but just did not like Naruto to interfere with his love life.
Naruto had wanted to dig out a bald answer which would unmask everything. He did not gain any information – only made the Uchiha boy angry and pissed off. Naruto decided to change the subject until the time was ready for a new tussle over the truth.
School had begun again after the holidays and everything went back to normal. Almost normal. Naruto could not shake the weird feelings off concerning Sasuke. He wanted – no he needed to know how the other boy felt so he could come up with a plan or something. This situation bugged him because he did not want to say anything by accident that would hurt the raven.
Naruto decided to gather his courage and sent a text message to Sasuke asking how many times he had been in love. He did not think the boy would tell anything new but it was a brave step for Naruto. Naruto's jaw dropped when he got the reply. It seemed that the raven had been in love two times in his life. The first love had been Orochimaru, which did not work out, and the second was…Naruto.
Naruto could not believe what he read. Sasuke had wrote that he had decided not tell the boy the truth but now that he asked he made up his mind and told everything. The main reason for his silence had been the fact that he did not want to shatter their friendship. Naruto was gawking and immediately regretted ever asking anything. He was not ready for this and now he could not take it back.
Naruto was in absolute shock. He continued to read the message and felt bad. Sasuke wrote that he knew they did not feel the same way about each other but he hoped they could still be friends even though he had a crush on Naruto. Fuck. Naruto so did not anticipate this. Not that love thing anyway.
There was this lovely guy who liked him, and he, the world's biggest dump ass, did not feel non other than mere liking towards the other boy. It seemed that life was a bitch. Never did his crushes work out and now that there really was someone, Naruto was emotionally incapable - even handicapped.
Naruto was afraid that everything would be awkward from that day on. Sasuke seemed normal when they met the next time and did not make a big number out of it. They continued to be "just" friends, but inside, Naruto was feeling guilty. It did not help that Sasuke searched signs of the possibility that Naruto had changed his mind about the whole "just friends situation".
Naruto felt cornered. He did not want to give false signs and was afraid of hurting Sasuke more than he already had. From time to time, Sasuke got frustrated about the whole thing and snapped occasionally. Naruto found himself on a one way road that would only lead to fighting.
To his luck, he was granted a salvation - a trip to Suna with Shikamaru and his fellow students. Naruto thought it was the perfect solution to the heated situation. Distance heals, he was sure. Sasuke understood also that Naruto needed space and he wished a good trip but said that he would miss the blond boy.
Naruto's parents drove their son and Shikamaru to the air port. There they got in a plane heading for Sound and from there to Suna. To Naruto's liking and horror, his former crush Gaara was coming to the trip too. From Suna they went to a smaller town where they stayed in a youth hostel. The trip consisted of art museums, other creative activities and getting to know new people.
Naruto got acquainted with people from Wave and Suna. He befriended this girl called Karin and later on they became very close friends. One guy from Wave, Kimimaro, was really funny and he became fond of Naruto. Naruto, being a bit dump, did not notice this. Kimimaro hung out with him a lot and then out of the blue asked if they could talk in private.
They went to an isolated basement, where Kimimaro declared that he had the hots for Naruto. Okay, the guy was nice but Naruto did not like the bottomless lust in his eyes. The guy was blunt and came closer until he held Naruto by the waist caressing him at the same time. Naruto was awestruck and the only thing he could think of was Sasuke.
Naruto tried to convince the guy that he did not like him THAT way. It was useless. Kimimaro asked permission to kiss him but got rejected. The sad truth was that it did not stop him at all. As a result, Naruto was red as a tomato and just then, Gaara happened to pass them with an odd look on his face. This cannot be happening, please God…
Naruto shoved Kimimaro off and shouted that he was not a cheap fuck and if the boy thought he could screw him in the toilet, he was fucking wrong! Tears glinting in his eyes Naruto ran to his room. The worst thing was that Shikamaru had told everyone, including Gaara and Kimimaro, about his and Sasuke's situation. The guy knew and he still tried!
Naruto laid on his bed at the youth hostel and thought about Sasuke. He knew he had to tell him all but he did not have the courage. Not to mention the fact that Gaara and he shared a room Gaara wearing only boxers at night time. Better not to forget the fact either that they had been pretty cosy fighting playfully him sitting on Gaara.
Naruto felt himself a low life. He knew he had been practically flirting and offering himself to Gaara and that might have been the possibility with Kimimaro too. He just was not aware of it. Although he was not dating Sasuke, he felt obligated to him. He did not want to hurt his best friend…and perhaps there was something more.
Naruto was restless the whole night. He dreamed of the gorgeous ebony haired boy, his faint smile and soft but firm hands. Naruto awoke having the most massive hard-on; he was all sweaty. It was still dark and he decided to get rid of his growing problem and go back to sleep. He sneaked past his friends to the toilet so that no one would wake up and ask about anything.
The next day it was time to leave for home. The week had not been enough for them and they already missed the newly found friends. Everyone packed their bags and started to motion to the air port again.
As they were walking, Gaara passed Naruto and whispered into his ear that back in the youth hostel he really wanted to kiss Naruto. Gaara continued that after hearing him jerk off in the toilet he was sooooo ready for a fuck with him.
Naruto's jaw dropped and Gaara kept walking past him. What the hell? Why did not Gaara tell him that when Naruto had a crush on him? Not that Gaara knew about Naruto's crush, but still. Why now when everything was complicated enough with the Uchiha? Naruto knew he had gotten himself into a mess - how to tell the raven was going to be hell to discover. Wait, he was not obligated or was he?