A/N: This chapter is why this story is M, kk? Oh, and we're deviating from my original plot, so don't get used to this…Enjoy!
Ever since we acquired Indie, Jake and I have been getting closer and closer, when we're not feeding her, or sleeping on down-time. She cried a lot. She was almost 2 months preemie so she needed a ton of attention, which everyone in my family would have been more than willing to help with, but I insisted that Jake and I take care of our daughter. Our daughter. Jake and I were just developing our own relationship and we had a daughter. We hadn't even…you get it. We slept together, but not slept together. We had taken to the same bed in the same room as our baby. And until Indie was a little older, I think we wouldn't have the time to sleep together anyway. You can imagine that made my father ecstatic. Oh, yeah, I guess you're wondering how my dad reacted to Indie.
He was completely against Jake and I raising her when he first came home, before he even walked through the door. He walking in with a serious face on, and immediately said "No". After seeing inside Jacob and my minds, he was partially convinced, because he knows its very hard to lie in your brain. Grampa helped a little when he told my father that as a preemie, she had a better chance of a longer life if she lived with the doctor, and a family full of vampires, just in case she should start to fade at any point. At that point, I hadn't even though about anything like that, you know, changing her.
I didn't want to her to suffer, or go away. I really loved her. I had to talk this out with Jake.
"I don't want to hurt her Jake."
"Nessie, she's gonna get old. She'll age, and we'll be like this forever," He said, gently brushing the hair out of my eyes, and looking down into my arms where Indie laid, sleeping soundly. She had grown to really like me the best, and would not stop crying at night until it was me who was holding her. If I wasn't available, she settled for Jake but rarely anyone else.
"I don't want her to have to spend an eternity ingesting animal blood if she doesn't want to. Plus, what if we want to have our own kids? I mean, she is our, but what happens when we're married, and have our kids running around? This family is going to be excruciatingly large. I know they won't say anything, but how could we ever go an eternity, and keep having kids, and turning them? The vampire world would take over and…" He stopped me.
"Nessie, please, just the here and now. Your father does not want to hear that his little girl wants to run off and sleep with the werewolf and have little half-breed babies all over the place." I heard a snort from the other room, my dad, followed by a smacking sound, my mom.
"Jacob, if we don't turn her, she'll die eventually. And we'll live on forever, without her." A tear started to form, followed by another, and a few more, then Jacob wiped them all away with kisses, and pulled us to him, in a warm, tight hug.
"No, baby, no don't cry. Its okay, we'll figure it out when we come to that. For now, we have a while until then. At least 16 years, and we'll give her what she wants when it comes down to it. Come on, it's been a long day. Let's put her to bed. We'll watch a movie or something, okay?" I nodded, resting my head on his shoulder, handing Indie over to him to put her upstairs. He laid her on his lap, re-swaddling her, while she squirmed a little from being moved around, then he brought her up to our room. Jacob was such a good dad. He paid attention of every detail, and he was so excited last week when her wheezing finally stopped. Her lungs had been underdeveloped, and the cold air on Brant had only made it worse. But now she was ok. Jake was all too willing to do anything for Indie, and biologically, they weren't even connected.
I got up, popping my back, and pulling out some movies, and making popcorn for Jake. I grabbed two cokes and walked back to the coach, while Jake put a movie in. He came back to the couch, took a handful of popcorn, and put his arm around my shoulder. I snuggled into him. I was so drained and it was only 7:30. We watched Jacob's favorite movies, Hell Boy, Grind house, and a couple other severe man movies. I fell asleep after the second movie, laying back on the couch with Jacob resting his head on my stomach. When I woke up, he smiled at me this big ridiculous smile. I giggled. The credits to Van Helsing were playing on the screen. Jacob rubbed his nose into my belly, making me laugh. He pushed myself up my body, leveling our heads, supporting himself on his elbows. He snaked his arms underneath my back and kissed my nose, then my forehead, each of my cheeks, my chin, and finally my lips, with so much love I felt like I couldn't breath ever again.
"Mhmm." I stretched my arms around his back, humming into the kiss. I knew that made him crazy. He kissed me deeper with more force. I twisted my hands in his jet black, shoulder length hair, pulling him close to me like I would never let him go. I heard someone clear their throat. I pulled away and looked to the door where my mother and father were standing. "Hi," I said to them, nestling back into the couch, while Jacob got all self conscientious, and sat up, and moved to the other side of the couch, playing with a coaster on the end table.
"We're all going to Alaska in the morning, to visit the Denali's for Garrett and Mary's wedding. You guys sure you don't want to come?" My mom said linking arms with my father. I shook my head, and Jake looked at me.
"The cold is not good for Indie. The wheezing might come back. You all go, Jake and I will stay with her, we'll be fine. Give them our love though…" I said sitting up, and pulling my knees underneath me.
"The whole family is going, alright?" mom said. "You know where Charlie is if you need him, we'll be there for a week or so." Take Indie to the hospital if necessary, just tell them she's Carlisle's granddaughter. Call us." She said blowing a kiss to me, before turning to go upstairs, to say goodbye to Indie, and get any last things packed.
"Jacob, Take care of them. I don't want to hear anything bad happened to my girls or this cottage while I'm gone, because you'll be to blame," daddy said sternly to Jake, who nodded and replied:
"Edward, do you really think I would let anything bad happen to the love of my life, or our daughter? Think about it. Would you let anything harm Nessie or Bella?" My dad looked at him, then turned away to follow mom. They were hunting all night, then going straight up to Denali in the morning.
Dad still didn't believe full-heartedly in Jacob, which really hurt me, and he knew it. He didn't do it on purpose, he was just being a dad. An over protective dad, who only wanted the very best for his daughter and adoptive grandchild. He had slowly began to really love Indie, and treated her like the goose that laid the golden egg. He never really got to play baby with me because I grew up too fast, and I'm glad he was getting a second chance to really help raise a baby.
"Are you tired Ness?" Jake said looking at me from across the couch.
"Yes, of you pulling away when my parents are in the room, get back here!" I said, reaching over and grabbing his shirt. I pulled him to me, and met his lips with mine, when I heard a little whimper form upstairs. I moaned.
"I'll get her," Jake said getting up. I got up and took his hand.
"I'm coming. She might be hungry," I said, following him up the stairs. Yes, I breastfed her, once in a while. I mean, I'm sixteen, I can do that. Carlisle gave me a pill that helped me do so. It was supposed to help with bonding between adoptive mothers and children. Plus it was better for the baby, so I had to cut down on hunting and eat more human food.
We got upstairs just before she started to wail. I scooped he up, and went to the rocking chair. I pulled down the one side of my tank top, and she started sucking. Jacob tried to cover my shoulder with a blanket, but I just threw it into the crib.
"You know I hate that. I always think she's gonna suffocate or something," I told Jake for the millionth time. He shrugged.
"I just figured you might want a little privacy," he said.
"Jake you know I don't care. It's you, I love you, and I don't care what parts of me you see. If it really bothered me, I'd make you get out, wouldn't I?"
He smirked, a kind of "sorry" smirk, then went and laid down on our bed. He watched me, and Indie with adoration in his eyes. When she was done, He got up and took her for me.
"I got her, you can take a break," he said, holding her up to burp her. I smiled, grabbed my towel, and went into the bathroom for a shower. The water was really warm and comforting. I was completely relaxed. I heard the front door shut, my parents left. All the expensive cars meeting up sounded like a car show at the bottom of the street. I shut off the water, and wrapped my furry towel around my body, and walked back into our room.
Jake was sitting on our bed next to the bassinette, Indie was holding his war hand next to her face. His smile was very calm and happy when he looked up me. "Are you tired?" he asked.
"Not really," I said, sitting on the bed, still wrapped in my towel. I felt Jacob get all tense next to me.
"I'm gonna go clean up downstairs, why don't you get dressed, and come down," he said, slowly easing his hand away from Indie, replacing it with a blanket he had been holding so it was similar in warmth. He already had on baggy sweats and a white t-shirt.
He left the room, and I heard him go down the steps. I went to the dresser, pulling out panties, a white cami, and a pair of baggy grey sweats I had to roll up at the waist because they were too long. I kissed my baby on the cheek, then went down the stairs. Jacob was in the kitchen, rinsing out the popcorn bowl. I wrapped my arms around him from behind, and rested my head against his back. He sighed, and spun around in my arms.
"So, before our daughter beckoned, where were we?" he said, smiling a very seductive smile, that almost made my knees give way. I leaned up to give him a kiss. He put his hands on the exposed skin on the small of my back. Damn short camis! All of my shirts were a little too small lately, with breastfeeding Indie and all. Jacob, however, did not seem to mind my…increased endowments…He pulled away after a while, and I snuggled my bead into the crook of his neck. He rested his chin on my head, and drew swirls on the skin on my lower back with his fingers. I was suddenly very turned on. Let's see how far this can go.
"Jake…Jacob," I whispered into his ear, my voice very low, and raspier than normal. I felt him get a little tense. "My Jacob…I want you." I smiled and kissed his cheek. I walked away, into the other room. He followed, and when I sat on the couch, he sat next to me, giving me nervous looks.
"Nessie, I…Maybe…It's late we should…What?" He said, stammering and looking away every other word. I scooted up close to him.
"I want you Jacob Black. I want to sleep with you," I whispered into his ear. He got even more tense.
"Nessie, you don't have any…We can't…Indie's upstairs and…" he sighed. "Nessie, I don't think your father would approve very much of that."
"I don't care. My father's personal opinion has not effect on me. But, I mean, Jake if you don't want to…"
"No! I mean, Nessie, of course I do. I love you. But Indie is upstairs. What if she wakes up?" He looked as if that was a humongous problem. She was 7 weeks olds, its not like she would be affected by it. I mean, people had sex when they were pregnant, and that didn't have an abnormal effect on the child in any way.
"Then we'll stop, and go deal with her. Jake, I know you want this. And you have been so great to me…Indie, I just want you to know how much that means to me." I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, and kissed his ear.
"I don't want you to think that you have to repay me for that. Especially by sleeping with me. Nessie, that's not why I do this. I don't act this way just to get you to sleep with me. I love you too much to use you like that," he said, ducking out from my hold of his shoulders. He looked at me.
I sighed and got up to walk away. If this was as far as I was going to get him, then I was going to sleep. "That doesn't mean I don't want you too, Nessie." I smiled, spun and jumped back on the couch. I pushed him down, and kissed him fiercely. He smiled into the kissed, so I kissed back harder, tugging at the hem of his shirt.
He was more than happy to oblige, by pushing me back, removing his shirt, and pushing me down onto the couch. It's a damn good thing this couch is so wide. He pulled at the hem on my tank top, so I arched my back so he could take it off. He threw it into a corner, and went to town on my exposed breasts. Nibbling, and sucking the left nipple, while he twisted and pulled on the other. I moaned. That only made him bite harder, twist farther, trying to elicit another moan, which is exactly what he got except this time, it was his name.
"Jacob…oh god, that's amazing," I said, twisting my fingers into his hair. He switched sides, and I almost pulled his hair out. All the while, I was playing with the edge of his pants, tugging at them, and playing with the elastic of his boxers. He grabbed my hands, and kissed his way up the center of my chest, my neck, cheek, then lips.
"Nuh, uh. You first," He said, releasing my hand, and starting to pull my pants down. I arched again, allowing him to pull them off, leaving me only in the simple black panties I had on, with a purple swirl at either of my hips. He kissed he way down to my navel, swirling his tongue just above my panty line.
"You're a tease, you know that Jacob Black?" I said, as he drew my panties down lower very slowly, with his teeth. He looked up and smiled at me as if to ask permission to go lower. "Are you kidding? You think I'd let you get me almost naked and stop at underwear?" He took that as my yes, and ripped my panties off completely. Well that was the end of those…He grabbed my clit with his teeth, and I grabbed the couch cushion, gripping it like it was the only thing keeping me on earth.
He tugged on it, and licked it. I thought that was gonna put me over the edge. "Jake…ahh!" I groaned, and he stopped immediately. I looked at him with a frown.
"The first time you come is gonna be with me inside of you," he said forcefully, kissing me hard on the mouth, pushing his tongue against my lips. I opened them, and was instantly ambushed by the warm feeling of his tongue. I was happy of that fact. I wanted him to be my first time for everything, at least sex wise. And if this was just foreplay, I could not wait for the rest.
He dragged his tongue down my body, to my wet folds, kissing it, then delving his tongue deep into me, like he was trying to reach the ice cream at the bottom on a cone. I had to grab the cushion again. I was so close to the edge, my walls were clamping around his tongue, and he moaned into my sex. That was the best feeling I had even felt, that vibration. I almost came again, but he sensed it, pulling his tongue out so fast I didn't even feel it. He kissed me again, his tongue deep in my mouth, wrestling with mine. I needed him now. I started tugging at his pants again, but he was quicker than I, and still kissing me, he stuck a finger into me. I moaned so loudly I thought I would wake up all of Forks. He moved it around in circles inside of me. I moaned again. He added a second and moved them in and out of my thick, hot wet pussy like lighting, his hand shaking a little, causing an even more pleasurable vibration than the humming.
"Jacob. My god! Faster!" I hissed into his ear. He obliged, flicking them around inside of me, adding a third. I ground myself down onto his hand, and he spiraled his hand in the opposite direction. I moaned the loudest I had tonight. I fourth finger hurt a little, but the minute his hand started flitting violently inside me, it subsided and was replaced with total bliss and pleasure. I was close again. I didn't let him know any sign of it, but he sensed it again, pulling his hand out, and licking his finger clean, before kissing me again.
I pulled at his pants this time, not letting him do anything else to torture me before they were off. I tugged his sweats down, off, to his knees, and he kicked them the rest of the way off. I stuck my hand in his boxers, my cold hand like ice to his fiery shaft. He hissed, and kissed me hard. I stroked him, and he wrapped his arms around my body, squishing me to him, the, starting on my nipples again. Biting down hard, he twisted them alternately with his teeth. I admit it hurt, but it was a really good pain, and we moaned at the same time. I had both of my hand wrapped tightly around him, twisting and moving up and down. I felt him get even stiffer, and he pulled my hands away., kissing them both, and going back to my mouth. I reached down, ripping his boxers completely off.
He looked at me. "You destroyed mine," I said winking, then rolling us over. His member was so straight up it bent a little backwards. I kissed down from his throat to his navel, and licked the top of him. I swirled my tongue around his head, then spiraled it all the way down him. I took all of him in my mouth, and sucked very hard. He grunted, and moaned. I smiled around him, my lips pulling tight, gaining another moan from him. I raked my teeth up and down, licked up and down his shaft, then his balls, before starting to deep throat him.
He stopped me there, and pulled me back up, and rolled up back over. He spread my legs wide open, and positioned himself. He looked up at me. "Nessie, are you sure about this? It's gonna hurt…" I raised an eyebrow at him.
"Really? This is the least offensive thing we'll be doing all night, and you ask permission about this?" I smiled. I pulled his head to mine by his hair and kissed me. "I'm half vampire remember? I doubt I'll be in that much pain." I said.
He smashed his face onto mine, entering my slowly. I moaned, loudly. He was long, wide, and it felt amazingly good to have him inside me. I felt whole. I hissed when he pulled halfway out, and thrust back in very hard. He thrusted very slowly, hitting my g-spot every time, I wanted more.
"Ahh Jake! Harder! Try to hurt me, I dare you!" I grunted to him. He moved, faster, harder, getting deeper and deeper. The friction building up between us, especially from his own personal heat was ridiculous. The sound of skin clapping was echoing in the house. He was getting harder inside of me, and growing too. I can't even describe what it felt like. I was almost at my peak, and he was there. He moaned and hissed, releasing into me, and I was right after him. I wanted to scream, but I knew better. I just leaned into his hear instead.
"Oh, my god. Jacob. Jake. Ahh…Jake!" I had to keep my voice low. My body shook. My first orgasm. I clamped around Jake, not letting him go until I was done. I breathed heavily. He kissed me all over the face. He kissed my breasts, my throat, behind my ears, anywhere his lips could touch without letting me out of his grasp. When my breath went back to a somewhat normal pace, he pulled out slowly, and pulled the blanket off of the back of the couch and covered us with it. He laid his head down next to my shoulder, kissing it. I leaned in and gave him a peck on the lips.
"Nessie. Thank You. That was…I don't even know how to…" I put my finger to his lips.
"Oh shut up, go to sleep," I laughed, as he laid his head on my chest, and smiled. I draped my arms around his shoulders, and fell asleep. It was the most wonderful sleep I have ever had.