Chiwassu! Everybody! I Know I haven't upload for about a couple of weeks... Im sorry about that m (_ _) m I've been busy with work, school, and I had writers block for quite awhile... I Know you're probably like No Excuses!? -._-. I gotta say Nozomi stop being such a bish ahahah... XD Well... Ahem... Anyways... I'll try to update as much as I can... So I hope you'll keep following my story and I know there's probably some grammar mistakes... Just you let ya'll know it changes POV's after the second horizontal...

"Honoka-chan?" I heard someone called me from behind. Looking back, there stood the black twin ponytailed girl. "What are you doing on the floor?"

"Uuuu… Wwwaahhh~ Nico-chan~" More tears flowed out of my eyes as I got up to hug the older girl.

"W-What's the matter with you!?" Nico shrieked from my sudden approach. I started to cry harder thinking about what happened earlier, making the dark haired girl uneasy. "Seriously, what the hell is the matter with you? Are you just PMS-ing?"

"Nooo… It's…. It's…." I tried to say it but whimpers began to come out making my voice all shaky. "No…. Zo….. Wee~"

"Nozowee?" She questioned. "What the hell is that!?"

I tried to say her name again, but it came out the same way as more tears slipped from my eyes. I began to cry harder making those walking past us, question what was happening. Nico tried to calm me down and told me to be quieter or people will get the wrong idea. Easier said than done, I couldn't just magically stop crying nor could I just simply forget what cause me to cry. Getting frustrated, the black haired girl inflicted pain onto my head by karate chopping me.

"Geez… I don't know why you're crying… But all I gotta say is that crying won't change anything. If you want something you have get up and do it… Hmph!" She flicked one of her ponytails, trying to act more superior.

"Hmmm… I never knew you could say wise things like this..." I snickered as I began wiping the tears away.

"O-Of course I can, I am a third year after all…"

"Well… You sure don't look like one…" I looked away, puffing my lips out.

"A-Are you trying to pick a fight!?" A growl snapped from the older one's mouth.

"Who knows?"

But Nico-chan was right; I can't sit here and cry about it, nothing is going to change if I don't do anything. Everything that I've done so far was due to me not accepting what was there and doing something about it. Thanks to the darker haired girl, I realized what I want and what I want is to make Nozomi-chan mine! I might be selfish but it's part of who I am and I can't change that. I will definitely make Nozomi fall in love with me!

The blond pushed me off her before her hand slapped me across the face. "What the hell are you doing, Nozomi!?" She said anger filling her voice.

"I'm sorry Elicchi but I can't hide my feelings for you anymore… I love you." I stared into her blue eyes. "I tried to using Honoka to fill this broken heart of mines and ended up doing something that I regret."

Another slap was inflicted onto my cheek as the other girl glared at me with disgust. "I never knew you were the type of person to mess around with people's feelings. You're the worst!"

"Heh! And who was the person that made me this way?" I grinned sadistically, angering the blond even more. I receive another slap before Eli walked out the classroom without saying another word.

I was now alone in the classroom, leaning on the desk I looked out the window. My cheeks stung with pain. It was for the best, I thought. By making Elicchi hate me, I could try to forget this feelings for her. Closing my eyes, I let out a sigh. The words the Russian blond said earlier kept repeating in my head. You're the worst!

"Heh! I guess am the worst…" I mumbled as fake smile came across my face.

"Nozomi-chan!" I looked over the voice that called me. The pumpkin haired girl was at the doorway, catching her breath.

"What is it Honoka-chan?"

"N-Nozomi-chan, I have something to tell you…." The younger girl began to walk up to me. "I-I finally realize something… I… I…"

Before she could say more the bell began to rang, telling us lunch was over. "Let's get back to class." I said starting exiting the room.

"B-But…"

"You can tell me later alright?" With that said, I began heading back to class. Not accepting my reply the sophomore grabbed my wrist pulling me towards her. A pair of lips met with my own. My eyes widen a bit as her tongue pushed against my lips slipping inside. Without resisting, I let her rom around inside my mouth, tongues intertwining with each other. Before it could go any farther, Honoka broke the kiss leaving the taste of her in my mouth.

"Nozomi-chan! I-I-"

"Hmmm… Are you inviting me?"

"Wha-"

Pulling the girl in an empty classroom, I locked our lips together again. Our kiss instantly turn hot and heavy. Tongues overlapping and salvia brewing together. Honoka's hand gripped the bottom of my vest as she desperately pulled it upwards. Breaking the kiss, my vest was quickly removed from my body. The sophomore's hands begin unfastening the buttons towards my white school blouse.

"You're aggressive today Honokacchi…" I giggled. "Do you want me that badly?"

"Of course I do! It's because I love you Nozomi-chan! I know that you love Eli-chan but… " Her determined blue eyes peered into my own emerald eyes making my face heat up a bit. "I will definitely make your heart, body, and soul all mine. Its selfish but that's who I am!"

My eyes widen as my heart began to beat a bit faster. What was this? It was just yesterday she didn't know how she felt about me and now she's telling me that she loves me!? Here I was just toying around with her to fill this empty heart of mines. No… Honoka don't fall in love with somebody like me, I thought as Elicchi's words popped into my mind again. You're the worst!

"You can't…" My voice became serious. "Make me fall in love with you… because I would never fall in love with you." Those harsh words escaping out of my mouth. The sophomore's head was tilted downwards as she heard those words. Her bangs covered over her eyes making it hard to see what expression she was showing.

"Even with that…." Honoka's voice started up again. "I will still try to make you fall for me! I don't care how long it takes me or even if it's pointless… I won't give up on you!"

I could feel my eyes began to water. "Why….? WHY WOULD YOU GO THAT FAR FOR ME!?" I yelled, overwhelmed by my emotions. "I WAS JUST TOYING AROUND WITH YOU… CANT YOU SEE THAT? IM A HORRIBLE PERSON, THE WORST… HURTING OTHERS…. AND YET…. WHY? Why would you go that far for me?"

"It's because I love you…."