Authors Note: ok let me know if this isn't good. I am at a Orthodontist appt. While I'm typing this lol

*Keith*

I'm at my new house... And I'm REALLY missing Sarah right now. Like I could run away just to go see her because this is REALLY hurting my heart like someone's stabbing it with a sharp knife... I've NEVER felt this way about a best friend ( probably because I've never had one) especially a girl.

We spent a week unpacking when we got here, and I've been wanting to call Sarah but I can't find my phone... I think I lost it. I want to hear her voice sooooooooooooooo bad!

Since we finished unpacking I've been in my room and I'm kind of... Depressed. I don't want to start my new school because I will more then likely be the outcast which hurts, it hurts REALLY bad being the outcast. This is why I want Sarah because she was ALWAYS with me... Some people thought we were dating actually.. Which in secret... I kind of wish we were. I wish I could have asked her out because I started to... L-Love her... But I

jmacluver4987: just couldn't get myself to do it because I talked myself out of it by telling myself that if ANYTHING went wrong with the relationship it could ruin our friendship.

* The day he called her*

Today was just a normal Wednesday afternoon around the new house. We are dine unpacking so we are now fixing up the yard.

I went inside to get some water for all three of us. When all of a sudden I saw my mom ,Sandra, collapse onto the ground like she fainted. Thank goodness my dad was out there with her. I ran outside to them and ask dad what happened and he said " Ok son we weren't gonna tell you this until we REALLY needed to, and well I guess this is that time. Your mom she... She has cancer. Since we have been here she hasn't had her chemo treatments and she has become really weak by the end of the day. "

I almost fainted myself and I said " Ok well what can I do right now?"

Dad said " Just go call the doctor that's on our fridge. Mom and I knew him in high school and be lives here. He does chemo, so just tell him who you are and he will know to come to the house to take us to the hospital."

So I ran as fast as I could to the house to call him. He said he's on his way. I hope he gets here soon!

We are now at the hospital and mom asked for me to go into the room. I walked in and she looked... Sad.. Weak.. And tired.

I started to cry because I don't like seeing her like this. She told me to come closer. I waked closer and she just pulled me closer and hugged me tight... Tighter then she ever has. And she... She told me something... Something I never wanted to hear.. She said " Keith I want you to know that I'm... I'm d-dying sweetheart."

I just fell to the floor crying my eyes out! I don't want my mom to die! I need her... Dad and I need her..

jmacluver4987: wanted to hear.. She said " Keith I want you to know that I'm... I'm d-dying sweetheart."I just fell to the floor crying my eyes out! I don't want my mom to die! I need her... Dad and I need her..

My mom got me to come lay with her on the bed and she just held me soo close and tight, while I cried.

She told me " I think you should go call Sarah. I found your phone and dad has it."

So I got up and told her " Don't leave me yet!" and she said " I won't I promise. I love you sweety" I said " I love you too mom."

I got my phone from my dad and i called Sarah. The phone automatically started to ring and she answered.

She said "Keith?"

I said " hey Sarah.. Sorry I haven't called you I've just been.. Umm. Busy, but I miss you soooooo much."

" Keith are you ok? You sound like you were crying." Sarah said

jmacluver4987: I said " I'm fine.." *sigh*

she said " Keith stop lying to me I know your not ok. Talk to me I'm here to listen."

" Well... My.. My mom... She..."

" Keith just spit it out!" she said

" My moms... Dying... She has cancer." I said

Sarah said " oh my gosh... I.. I don't know what to say."

I said " I really need you Sarah... I need your shoulder to cry on.. I need your arms surrounding me.. I don't have anyone else in my life like you."

" I really need you too Keith... I've been .. Getting beaten up at school... And this week I've been home because I'm sick." she said

" WHAT! Who's doing this?" I said

She said " All the 'popular' people"

I said " I REALLY want to be there to protect you!"

" I know Keith and I need you here, but you need to be with your mom so go stay with her." Sarah said

*sigh* " Ok, but I promise with ALL my heart that I will call you and I'm praying that God will protect you! Gosh you don't know how much it hurts Sarah. How mush all of this hurts.. Me moving and being away from you, then finding out my mom is dying of cancer." I said

" I know Keith. I'm praying for your family and your mom. I REALLY miss your arms being around me Keith.. I miss your.. Scent.. And yes you have your own scent.. I-I... Love you Keith" she said

I said " I-I ummmmm right back at ya Partner." as I started to cry I said " Hey I have to go but I will call you as soon as I can! Bye! Miss you"

She said " Ok. Bye Keith! I miss you! Ohh and tell your mom that I said Hi and that I love and miss her! And your dad too!"

" I will! Bye Partner" I said then I hung up the phone.

Authors Note: Well I'm not sure about the beginning.. I was still trying to wake up, but I think it ended well! Tell me what you think!