Disclaimer: I do not own Naruto or any of the characters in it. However I do own Ren, SO STAY AWAY BITCHES SHE'S MINE!

AN: So here's chapter 4, I've been having problems updating to lately IT'S SO LAME! Lawlz

The ceiling seems to get farther and farther away as I stare at it. The shapes swirling around. Voices echo through my head; laughing, mocking me. I clamp my hands over my ears and turn on my side, desperately trying to get these voices out of my head. The tears that roll down my face are hot and wet and as I lay there on my side, eyes streaming, I curl up into a ball. Not wanting to live anymore, not caring.
I hear the door open to my room but it's a distant sound, far away. I don't know who it is nor do I care. The tears stream down my face even harder. I feel a hand on my shoulder shaking me, I can hear a voice somewhere off in the distance and I think it's calling my name. I shake off the hand though. I don't want anyone right now. I just want to be alone, I want to cry. I lost half of my family today.
"Ren!" someone shouts, the hand is back on my shoulder shaking me harder. Trying to turn me over. "Look at me!" I sit up and turn around all in one motion. My hand flies back and strikes the currently unidentified person in the face.
"Go away!" I shout at him. As I stare at him I realize it's Kakashi. And then I feel a pang of guilt in my stomach but I don't care. I lost more than just our brother today and he needs to leave me alone. He moves his hand from his face and then he walks out of the room. I return to my curled up position and resume my lonely crying.

My eyes fly open when I hear someone banging around in the kitchen. And then my thoughts return to the dream I just had and the silent tears start rolling down my face. I pull my knees into my chest and I sit there silently crying.
"Obi-chan…. Tami- chan…" I whisper the two names to myself as I cry. Then I remember that sensei is in the next room and I wipe the tears from my eyes and pull my hair back in a pony tail. I check my clock and it's only 5:30 in the morning. I sigh and I slide out of bed. I scramble on the ground in the dark until I find my pants and shirt and pull them on. I stand up and stretch my back. I sigh loudly because my room is such a mess it's just sad. And even more sad is my lack of want to clean it.
I pull on my boots and I walk into the other room. Minato is there as I thought he was. He turns around and sees me and a smile spreads across his face, but that smile soon fades.
"You've been crying." he says pointedly. I shake my head and walk into the kitchen, I look through my cupboards and find a muffin.
"No I haven't." I reply to him in between bites of poppy seed muffin.
"Ren, I'm not stupid. I know you were crying." He walks over to me and puts his arms around me. He holds me close to him. "Baby, what's going on?" At first I don't know how to react because I'm a little shocked that he called me baby. Then I shove him off of me. I'm not ready to let him into the recesses of my mind. Only I know what I shoved down there and I'm not ready to talk about it with anyone.
"Nothing is going on. I'm fine." I snap at him.
"Ren, I call tell that something is going on. I need you to tell me, please." He puts his arms back around me and rests his head on my shoulder. "I want to help."
I push him off of me again. "Well I don't want your help Minato." I start walking towards the door. "I'll be back whenever." I walk out the door and the cold air smacks me in the face.

AN: So I know this is really short but I kinda like it that way haha :P