A/N: to all my loyal fans, I am so sorry for the delay. I have been out of Dublin for the past three weeks, with no internet connection…(Egads!) so I figured I would make up for it with this longer chapter. Lots of time went into it…(three weeks) more anticlimactic garbage is ahead but I will bet my bollocks to a barn dance that it will really spice up the story for all involved ya ken (you know).

Chapter 4: "What's happening to you!"

Daybreak. Sunlight flared into Sora's vision causing him to blink back tears. He tried vainly to fall back to sleep. That dream was just too good to lose. The vision of the night before jumped into his mind. Her lips running over his, her skin wet with sweat, and much more ran through his mind.

Sora sat up and looked down at his chest, Kairi's hand was there. He contemplated for a second before it hit him. It wasn't a dream. She really was his now. He could love her without shame or fear.

"Good morning babe," He whispered in her ear.

She smiled and leaned up to kiss him. "Oh god, I'm still lightheaded from last night," she said. "Why don't we stay here all day?"

"Well we did promise Rikku that we would meet him to celebrate."

"Oh right, leaving the island," She said. "Well I suppose we should get up then, unless…"

"JUST STOP SORA!"

"You want to blow him off?"

Sora sat upright and looked at her. "Just stop what?"

She looked bemusedly up at him and asked, "What are you talking about?"

"You just said stop Sora."

"No I didn't Sora, but just forget it. You're probably lightheaded too." She smiled at him.

"You're right." Sora laughed then, pulling his shirt from underneath her. He then reached for what was left of hers. "I think you need a new shirt babe."

She giggled, "I had no idea you could be so…passionate."

Sora looked at her for a long moment, before pulling her into him. He kissed her roughly, almost in an animalistic way. A small moan parted her lips, and Sora stole the opportunity to slip his tongue into her mouth. He wanted her desperately, and she could tell. She slid his hand up to her breast, moving it how she wanted, and giving them both a sense of completion. Like they were both in charge. Kairi was moaning now, pulling him close to her. She could tell that he was in torture, so she set to work. His hands were not the only ones moving now. As she moved she could feel a burst of heat run through his body. She began to inch off his shirt, exposing his chiseled chest. A moan burst from him, followed by and I love you. She quickly returned it with a fiery kiss.

Sora threw the sheet off her body and with one deft move was on top of her. As he slid inside her, he softly whispered, "Marry me Kairi," but he couldn't tell if the yes was an answer or…something else, and frankly he couldn't have cared less.

"You BASTARD! YOU UNIMAGINABLE BASTARD!"

Sora cried out as Kairi scratched his back. She was meeting him at every thrust, pulling him deeper into her. He ignored what he had seen and sped up. Both of them needed release. Kairi rolled him over and took control. He couldn't bare it any longer, he met her in one final thrust and…

"You…have…to…save…Kairi!" "You killed her…you…" "JUST STOP SORA!" "Sora…DON'T LEAVE ME!"

"Sora? Sora? Oh God please wake up!"

He sat up and looked around him, trying to process what he had seen. He looked down at his hands and broke down. He pulled Kairi into a hug, his tears falling onto her tanned shoulder.

" Sora what the hell is going on?" she asked panic evident in her voice. "Why did you collapse? Why…what is going on here?"

Sora cried harder still, every ghastly thing he had just seen urging his tears on. Rikku on the hospital bed, a tall dark skinned man kneeling beside Kairi's body, Kairi staring at him but only the shell of what she once was, and finally Kairi kneeling beside him crying pressed into his consciousness. He stared at Kairi, no longer crying, and Kairi stared back, watching, waiting, and craving some clarity as to what had just happened. Sora's eyes rolled back and he collapsed in a pitiful heap at her feet

Three days passed and Sora never once moved. Kairi began to feel despair that he would never wake up. The thought prayed on her mind every second she was awake. Why was this happening? What was the cause of Sora's blackout? Was there nothing she could do? She sat at the table, slowly drinking a steaming cup of coffee. For three days she had pondered, and in three days nothing of any merit had come to her. A weak voice floated to her ears, and she ran sobbing to Sora's bed.

"It's happening again my love," he said. "But know that I love you and I will explain when I can. Now I must sleep"