You know the drill menothing Stephenie Meyer everything. Except Kelly Clarkson's song Behind these hazel eyes which is obviously owned by her!

I couldn't believe Charlie could call me over here. Could let Bella get like this. Honestly! In all sixteen years she was with me, she had never been like this. This… come thing. I had seen her earlier when she was sleeping, and I barely recognized her. She was so overcome with grief…

Charlie was gone at the moment and he had left me in charge of Bella and the house. There really was nothing to do in Forks, so I cleaned. Even the most menial tasks gave you something to do. So I picked up.

Suddenly I heard Bella moaning, "He's gone… gone… gone" I sprinted up the stairs, slamming the door open.

"Bella? Bella! Are you all right?" She was sitting on the bed, knees drawn up to her chest.

"Gone… gone… gone… gone…" She kept on repeating it over and over, making into some kind of chant. I sat down next to her and wrapped my arm around her body.

"How could someone do something this horrible?" I shook my head and stood up. "I'm going to call Charlie, ok honey?" She looked up at Charlie's name, but kept on chanting.

"Gone… gone……"

I left the room, walking slowly down the stairs. When I arrived in the kitchen, I noticed the radio on the table for the first time and ran to my bag. I had a couple of CDs I had packed and I grabbed my Kelly Clarkson.

I threw it in the Player and turned it up just loud enough so that Bella would be able to hear it. Anyways… music could only help! I got through a few songs on it, and then my favorite song in the world started played, behind these Hazel Eyes. The lyrics struck out at me, one by one…

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

I heard Charlie pull up, and as he got out of the car, he started running! Honestly, I couldn't remember the last time he had run. It must be important.

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

He reached the door and threw it open, causing the radio to pause for a moment. His eyes were wild and he shouted at me as he continued running up the stairs, "TURN IT OFF!"

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I realized what was happening and quickly turned off the music and ran upstairs, but the last verse continued in my head… But I realized that it wasn't in my head. Bella was softly singing it, her voice cracking.

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I looked at my daughter, broken, on the bed. She was curled up, arms around her legs… like she was holding herself together. She looked like she was in so much despair, that I started crying myself. I buried my head in Charlie's shoulder a sobbed,

"I'm sorry… I'm so sorry… I had no idea…"