Chapter 4

RPOV

About 30 minutes after my bust up with Dimitri I get a letter posted under my door.

Dear Roza,

I hope we can speak about this more. You should come by my room in about an hour

Love

Dimitri. x

Weird isn't even the word for this letter it doesn't even look like his writing and why is he being so hot and cold one minute he doesn't want to stand near me then next he wants me to meet him in his bedroom.

As usual after getting ready im running late luckily I'll only be about 10minutes late though, Comrade will understand.

I already had a key to his room so I went straight in as I put they key into the lock I call out before me "Hey comrade I got your note what did you wa- OMG how could you do this. With HER of all people!".

Of all things to see. I did not want to see the love of my life, the guy I gave my virginity to fucking Tasha frickin Ozera. God help me I'll kill them both.

Oh god I feel sick again. I make it to Dimitri's bathroom just in time to throw up in the sink. No way was I making it to the toilet.

He walks into the bathroom trailing behind me "Roza what's wrong why are you sick?" He says to me with so much hurt and sorrow it breaks my heart in two

"Oh Dimitri I don't know could it be that I just walked in on you fucking Tasha, think about it logically for Christ sake Dimitri" I snap back. What right does he have to be concerned or even hurt. He was the one in-between Tasha's legs not more than 5 minutes ago.

"Roz-"he begins to reply" No my names Rose don't even think of calling me that" I spit back at him

"Rose, you cant get sick from something like that your unwell, let me take you to Dr Olendzki" he sounded so concerned I was tempted to give in to him.

"No im fine, im just stressed you would be too with graduation a month away and walking in on the person you love screwing someone not even 2 hours after we ended"

I was beginning to lose my patience with him, who does he think he is? he left me and now he's trying to tell me what to do!

"Rose.. please?" and that's all it took I had to get away from him before I lost it so I bolted out of the room.

"Little dhampir, where are you going?" oh no, of all people why Adrian. "Adrian please I've had a hard day I just need to cool down and relax"

"But Little dhampir, you aura it's put of place it's all mixed up you have happy colours of content and then you have darker colours showing loss and anger and even hurt. Little dhampir please tell me?, what's wrong?, what happened?" he persisted.

"Oh Adrian I cant tell you. I wish I could tell someone but I'd only get people including myself into trouble that could not be fixed. Im sorry."

"It's him isn't it? what's he done to you?" He practically spat while he wore a face of disgust and concentration. what was he talking about who's he? oh no no no does he know about me and Dimitri please no.

"Wh-What are you talking about? who's he?" I stuttered. "Oh Little dhampir im not stupid I can see quite clearly in your aura's that you and Dimitri have feelings for each other. So tell me what he do?"

My brain was spinning he knew? he wasn't shouting so he wasn't disgusted with me. Oh god and I just seen Dimitri and Tasha together doing the unspeakable and with that I past out.

DPOV

"Rose.. please?" I asked before she bolted out of the room. I debated running after her, she obviously wasn't well but if I was to go after her it'd only make the situation worse.

What was wrong with her though? Dhampir's hardly ever get sick, was I really to blame for her getting unwell. Oh god I cant stay away from her any longer I know I cant. I want to care for her who cares what Tasha thinks or says I love My Roza and that's the end of it.

"Dimka, babe, what you thinking about?" Tasha asked coming up behind me and rubbing her hands against my back.

"Nothing" I replied behind clenched teeth. My hands clenched into fists at my sides.

"Well lets finish what we started then baby, cause im really horny now" She whispered seductively in my ear. Who's she kidding I cant do this especially with her I cant believe I did in the first place.

"No Tasha I love Rose and it's not going to change. Do what you want im in love with her and I want her not you" I replied slowly to make sure she heard and walked out of the dorm just in time to see Rose pass out in Adrian's arms.

Oh no. What's wrong with my Roza? was my thoughts as I ran over to Adrian and picked her up bridal style making my way to the infirmary with her.