Hello Everyone once again. Here is the next chapter to Is This Love?. I hope everyone enjoyed's it. I did do what the reviews told me. I had a couple of people read it before i posted it. So i hope I didn't make any mistakes.

I really want to thank Tammy and Roxana again! They are the best! I know that maybe the story is moving to fast but i will work on going slower on it. I would like to make them long. Well thanks everyone and enjoy!:)

Disclaimer: I don't own any of the people in the story.. Well only two of them.

Bella's Point Of View

I was in a shock on how everyone is reacting on me and Edward going out to dinner. I wonder how Edward is taking this. Well I might as well say goodbye to him. He hasn't looked me in the face not even once. I have to going over board on this. It's just a little gossip. I looked at my watcand i reacted by jumping up!

"Holy Shit! It's super late!" I said putting my dish in the sink.

"Bella! There is someone here, please have some kind of manners. Also I was thinking of throwing a Welcome Back Party for Rosalie tomorrow."

"That's great Alice. Edward do you need me to drive to your car?" I said grabbing my purse and cell phone.

"Umm, if it isn't a bother and if you wont be late."

"No! It's perfectly fine. Just can you like get a move on it." I said with a hint of happiness in my voice.

Edward and I walked out to my car and he sat on the passenger seat this time. In the car we were really quite. So i decided to put the radio on

"Well, to get to some good music! Here is Bella Swan with her new hit! Party in the U.S.A!"

I rolled my eyes and reached to chance the station. But Edward bet me to it.

"No, I want to here your song. I have never really heard your music." He said still on the button."

"Fine! But don't laugh! "

I hopped off the plane at LAX
With the dream, my cardigan
Welcome to the land of fame excess
Am I gonna fit in?

Jumped in the cab
Here I am for the first time
Looked to my right and i see the Hollywood sign
This is all so crazy
Everybody seems so famous

My tummy's turnin' and i'm feelin' kind of homesick
Too much pressure and I'm nervous
That's when the taxi man turned on the radio
And a Jay-Z song was on
and the the Jay-Z was on

So I put my hands up
They're playin' My Song
The butterflies fly away
Noddin' my head like yeah
Movin' my hips like yeah
I got my hands up
They're playin' my song
I know I'm gonna be ok
Yeah It's a party in the USA
Yeah It's a party in the USA

Get to the club in my taxi cab
Everybody's looking at me now
Like "who's that chick that rockin' kicks?
She gotta be from outta town."

So hard with my girls not around me
It's definitely not a Nashville party
Cause all I see are stillettos
I guess I never got the memo

My tummy's turnin' and I'm feelin' kind of homesick
Too much pressure and I'm nervous
And the DJ dropped my favorite tune
And a Britney song was on
And the Britney song was on

So I put my hands up
They're playin' My Song
The butterflies fly away
Noddin' my head like yeah
Movin' my hips like yeah
I got my hands up
They're playing my song
I know I'm gonna be ok
Yeah It's a party in the USA
Yeah It's a party in the USA

Feel like hopping on a flight (on a flight)
Back to my hometown tonight (town tonight)
Something stops me everytime(everytime)
The DJ plays my song and I feel alright

So I put my hands up
They're Playin' my song
The butterflies fly away
Noddin' my head like yeah
Movin' my hips like yeah
I put my hands up
They're playin' my song
And I know I'm gonna be ok
Yeah It's a party in the USA

I turned and looked at him to see if he was at the burst of laughing. When I looked he looked like he saw a ghost.

"Edward? Edward! What's wrong?" I said with one hand on the steering wheel and the other on his shoulder shaking him.

"Nothing is wrong with me. The song is amazing! You have a wonderful voice Bella!"

"Shut up! That's why you looked so white?! Because of my voice?"

"What I'm not lying! Edward Cullen doesn't lie. I was raised better then that!"

"Well thank you. I just haven't see anyone react like that because of my voice."

"When is your next concert?"

"Umm. I think its next week Wednesday. Why do you ask?"

"Well because I was want to see you perform now and to see if you can give me back stage passes."

"Hahaha. You're funny! You don't need to ask for back stage passes. You have access to be back stage."

"That's awesome! Hey can i bring my best friends Emmitt and Jasper?"

"Sure, that's the perks of having a famous friend right?!"

"Were still friends even after what they said on the T.V.?"

"Edward what where you thinking. I would love to be your friend."

At this point we where one block away from his car. We kept talking still then. I was not in a hurry anymore. I wanted to talk for hours. It was different like I said with him! I didn't feel like I needed to hide anything from him. I should invite him over again to hang maybe he could bring his best friends. OH! I have an amazing idea. I should invite Edward to Rosalie's Welcome Back Party!

"I was laughing so hard I peed!" He said laughing at the memories. I completely forgot that he was talking.

"So Edward, Do you think you could by the house tomorrow for you know Rosalie's Party. It would be nice if you would. If you want you can bring your friends."

"Umm… Sure! I will tell Jasper and Emmitt when I get home. And Thanks again for everything!"

"Oh! Here is my number… I mean if you get lose or something." Nice move Bella!

"OK thanks. Here is mine."

We exchanged numbers and he went of to his car. I was now on my way to a very important meeting I had to go to! I hope I wasn't too late that he left. Well it wasn't something for work. I was a family thing. I didn't like telling people what I was doing with the family.

I was gonna meet up with my home town friend Jacob and his girlfriend Tammy. Well he didn't live in Forks anymore. He lived in L.A. with his family, as in with his whole family. He was a photographer. Tammy did make up and hair.

We would always meet in the same place as always. The little Café on 6th and Mountain. It was the best Café in town. I loved there Frappichinos there!

I was meeting up too see how my parents were. I haven't seen them for about 9 years. They said goodbye to be the day I told them I was gonna start working on a record deal. I was really hard for me. My parents wanted me to become a doctor or a lawyer. But I couldn't I wasn't really into being that boring life. I wanted to do something that would make every one happy. And I found it! It was singing.

I was getting to the Café when I saw Jacob by the window waiting for me. I was so happy to see him. I got out of the car so fast, just to go hug him so tight. We sat in out spots like always. And we ordered what we usually get. We started to talk about how his life was and mine. The topic of Edward did come up once or twice but I tired to change the subject the best I could. Tammy was in the conversation much as Jacob. Tammy knew what was going on with my parent and me. I was always so happy I could trust her even if I haven't known her for so long.

"So Jacob, How are your parents?" I said looking at my frappichino.

"There not happy Bella. They always look on the T.V. the gossip channels to see how you are. Your mom Renee is still so mad. She hates seeing what you became. Charlie is just happy you are happy. Charlie really wants to talk to you. But Renee won't let him."

"Why is Renee not letting him talk to me?" I could feel the tears start falling down my face.

Tammy moved next to me. She moved her hand up and down my back to comfort me. I felt so bad. I wanted to go and see my parent but they won't talk to me. I was the worst!

"Jacob, I can't take this anymore. I have to see them. I need my dad and mom with me. I think about them all the time. Jacob you have to have Charlie come with you next time. I need you to lie to Renee. I need to see him." I was crying a river now. I never wanted this to happen to my family.

"It's not that easy. I will try my best. I can't promise I will talk to Charlie and see what he can do. I know that you miss them Bella. They need to understand what you feel to. Bella I don't want you blaming yourself for this." Jacob said looking into my eyes.

"Yea Bella, It will call work out. I know it will. Jake and I will do whatever to get you and Charlie to talk." Tammy said with a tone of sorrow in her voice.

"Thank you Tammy." I said hugging her.

We all got up and started heading for the door. Jack was in front of me with his arm around Tammy's waist. They looked so perfect together. I was trying hard not to think of that. But I had to go for a photo shoot.

"Well thanks, both of you. You guys are amazing!" I said hugging them both for the last time.

"Yea! We know!" He said with a smile on his face, "Now go, I don't want you to be late for your photo shoot."

"Bye! Love you guys!"

Now I was in the car driving to my photo shoot. It had been a really long day so far. I just hope that I can cheer up before the shoot. All I could really do now was hope that Jake and Tammy could help me. I really needed to see my family. It's been to long. I want to feel my mom hug me and my dad kiss my cheek. I miss them all. Then I notice I was crying at the memories I had with them.

I was out side of the studio and was getting my stuff out of the car. I was walking down to the door and I was inside now. The lady at the front desk only looked at me and then she got on the phone right away. Right when I was gonna say something. A whole bunch of people came up to me and started to cater to me. Drinks, foods, Magazines, It was way to much like always.

I was in hair and make up when Roxana the photographer came in. She looked tall and lean with pretty long curly hair, with glasses. She was really pretty way prettier when I did. Roxana and I talked a while before the shoot so I could get to know her better.

When I was done in hair and make up, I was getting my outfit picked out. I was wearing a really awesome grey tights and a black tank top with a grey jacket with soldier boots. My hair was in curls with a little shine. I looked fabulous.

"What song would you like to listen to, so you can get into the mood?" Roxana asked me.

I was stuck picking between two of my favorite songs. "I pick 'Falling Down'."

The song started to play and I sung along and dancing when the camera flashed I was caught. I blushed. I was so in the mood now. I was happy and jumpy. I had three different settings for my photo shoot. At the end of the say I was really happy with the photos.

I was getting my clothing on, When Roxana came in.

"Good Job! Well I really can't wait till I get to work with you again. Also I hope you know these pictures are going on Vogue Magazine. They are going to look fabulous!" She said with a huge smile on her face.

"I know, I can't wait to see how they turn out! I think I did do a good job. When do you think they are going to come out?"

"Um. It should be the beginning of December. Well I have to go and pick up. Here is my number if you need anything ok."

"Yea, Sure… Have a nice day."

I was getting ready to leave I had my bag in my hands, when I got a phone call. Number Unknown. Should I answer it? Well I did.

"Hello? Bella speaking."

"Hey! I hope I'm not calling at a bad time."

"If its ok to ask, who is this?"

"Wow! You already forgot about me. That makes me feel so bad."

"Uhh, Edward, hi sorry I still haven't put your number in my cell phone. So what's up?"

"I talked to Jasper and Emmitt; they said they would love to come!"

By not I was outside opening my car so I could drive home. I was really tired and I wanted to think about what had happened with my Jacob.

"That's awesome! Well come by tomorrow around like 5 pm. Make sure you bring something to eat." I said with a playful voice. I was really excited now that Edward was coming tomorrow.

"Well ok, I will leave you know so you can finish what you where doing. Bye Bella see you tomorrow for sure."

"Bye Edward." I said although I didn't want to hang up.

I was now on the freeway and I had my music blasting though my speakers' of the car. My favorite song "Patron and Teqila was on and no dough that I had to sing it.

Let's go!
Hey!
What's happening'?
What you drinkin' tonight girl?
Drinkin' tonight with me!
Put your drinks up!

Hey girl
Where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight)
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up (hey!)
By the end of the night
Imma have you so fucked up! (have you so fucked up)

They said what you drinkin'? (what you drinkin'?)
Let me buy you a couple of rounds
And I said what you thinkin'? (yeah!)
I ain't the type of girl to get down
But I can party wit cha (uh huh)
And bring my girls aside (uh huh)
Tell the bartender bring the ice
And let 'em know I'm on Patron

I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk on Margarita [on Margaritas]
That Patron, Tequila [that Patron]
Me and my mamacita (yeah!) [me and my mamacita]
Hey girl (hey girl)
Where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight (get real drunk tonight) [real drunk tonight]
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight) [yeah]
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up (hey!) [throwing up]
By the end of the night [oohh]
Imma have you so fucked up! (so fucked up!)

And now the parted heated
'Cuz I got a hot girl in the club
I'm feelin' so conceited (yeah!)
'Cuz everybody is giving me love (uh, uh)
But hold up, wait a minute (uh huh)
'Cuz my cup is going empty
I need someone to refill me
I'm trynna to get drunk (me too)

I'm on Patron, Tequila [yeah, yeah]
I'm drunk on Margarita
That Patron, Tequila [yeah, yeah]
Me and my mamacita
Hey girl (hey girl)
Where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight (get real drunk tonight)
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight (get fucked up tonight) [yeah]
By the end of the night
Imma have you drunk and throwing up (hey!) [throwing up]
By the end of the night
Imma have you so fucked up! (so fucked up!)

Who wanna get fucked up? [I do, I do]
Who wanna get fucked up? [I do, I do]
Who wanna get drunk? (me) [me]
Who wanna get drunk? (I'm already drunk) [me]
Who wanna get fucked up? (haha) [I do, I do]
Who wanna get fucked up?(I ain't stopping them) [I do, I do]
Who wanna get drunk? [me]
Who wanna get drunk? (let's have another one)

I'm on Patron, Tequila
I'm drunk on Margarita
That Patron, Tequila [yeah, yeah]
Me and my mamacita (put your drinks up!)
Hey girl (hey girl)
Where's your drink?
We goin' all get real drunk tonight
Hey girl
I got bud we can all get fucked up tonight
By the end of the night [repeating Aria]
Imma have you drunk and throwing up [repeating Aria]
By the end of the night [repeating Aria]
Imma have you so fucked up! [Imma have you so fucked up!]

I was nowhere from sad anymore. I was happier then ever. That song is the best out there so far. I was driving up the drive way of our house and no ones car was there. Alice must have gone to buy the stuff for Rosalie's party.

I walked inside the house and placed my keys on the table. I walked into the kitchen and grabbed me a diet coke. I headed to the music room where my guitar and piano were. I grabbed a piece of paper and stared to write down some words.

Well, I couldn't tell you
Why she felt that way? She felt it everyday
And I couldn't help her
I just watched her make the same mistakes again

What's wrong, what's wrong now?
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs?

Now I was crying. I knew exactly where she belonged. I knew why she felt like that. I continued with the song. It was hard now because I was crying on remember how I felt.

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Open your eyes
And look outside find the reasons why
You've been rejected
And now you can't find what you've left behind

I wanted to take a break now. Well not really. I really needed to find a melody to go with the song. I got up and sat on the piano bench. I was rocking back and forth. I played some a little here and a little there until I found the right note. I went on and on. It wasn't so hard all I really had to do was get the notes down on paper, which I did. I was really happy on how this was going now I had to go back and write some more verses for the song. I got up and when to my desk to write. I sat down and reread what I had so far. Then I continued writing.

Be strong, be strong now
Too many, too many problems
Don't know where she belongs
Where she belongs?

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

Her feelings she hides, her dreams she can't find
She's losing her mind, she's fallen behind
And she can't find her place, she's losing her faith
She's fallen from grace, she's all over the place, yeah

This song was about how I really felt. This song was made for my parent to hear. I need to put this on my next record. Well first I should finish the song. I grabbed a tissue and blew my nose. I went on to writing.

She wants to go home but nobody's home
That's where she lies
Broken inside with no place to go
No place to go to dry her eyes
Broken inside

She's lost inside, lost inside
She's lost inside, lost inside

I was done. I know it would be perfect. I knew it would be. I was heading for the piano and sat down and started to play the music and started to sing. I felt the tears coming down my cheeks. I was sing with the strength I had.

I was still playing and I felt someone's hand on me. I turned and Alice was there. With tears in her eyes, she was trying to hide them so she could be strong. She grabbed me and hugged me really strong. I cried on her shoulder.

"Bella, everything is going to be ok. You have me Bella." She said rubbing my back.

"It's too hard to hide my tear anymore. I need them I need my mom and dad. They are everything to me and I let them down Alice I let them down." I said into her shoulder.

"Look at me Bella! You didn't let them down they still love you. You are a lot better off there. Bella they are not mad at you." Her hands cupped around my face.

"I know that they love me Alice. Its just hard now seeing them anymore." I felt calm now.

"I know. I want my parent too. But it's a little hard now. How about we go back upstairs and have some ice cream? Let's have some one on one time."

"Ok. I feel like I need some." I said with a little smirk.

I put the music in a very small box where I put all my songs I was working on. When we got upstairs I found my self with some Family Guy, Chocolate Ice Cream, Comfy Sofa, and Alice. This is how I lived my life with my best friend. I knew there was more to come since I might see Charlie also the party for Rosalie. I just wanted to see Edward again that was the main point.

After a while I blacked out and felt a blanket being thrown on top of me. I was still cold you know what I fell colder then before. I needed Edwards's arms to warm me up at night. I missed him, I really did. Well my mind was blacking out also now. I was falling into a deep sleep.

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