"Haruhi, you're not thinking clearly right now"Kyoya hand touched her cheek whipping the remainder of her tears from her face. He felt his lips twitch for a moment, he wanted to kiss her. He knew he wanted to and it was driving him insane.

His eyes looked over her face, she was beautiful even when she cried. She was so beautiful.

"Please Kyoya"It was perhaps the first and last time he's ever heard her plead for anything. She was hurt and needed that comfort. Kyoya looked down at her, the look of pain in her eyes hurt him more then she could even imagen

"Don't degrade yourself to begging Haruhi, it's beneath you"Kyoya bent down and ever so slowly, his eyes seemed to search hers for any sign of fear or regret but found none.

He silently cursed himself for being weak, he knew he should be trying harder to talk her out of his but he wanted it too.

'Why would any man give up someone like her'He placed his arms behind her gently lowering her back down onto the bed making sure not to place any weight on her. His lips seemed to warm hers with a sweet passion. Haruhi closed her eyes and relaxed knowing she was fully safe with him, as he seemed to deepen the kiss by pressing harder against her

'I can feel your desperation Haruhi..does it hurt that bad'Kyoya thoughts wondered as he pushed it a little further slipping his tongue between her parted lips earning a little gasp of surprise from her. Haruhis mind drew a blank as she melted into the bed. Her hands tugged against his shirt till her fingers found the bottom and tugged gently trying to give him the signal.

"You're too fragile for this"Kyoya placed his hands over hers stopping her fingers as she laid there taking in a breath of air.

'Control yourself'Kyoya thought as he held her hand in place, he needed control here. She needed comfort, not someone to take advantage of her. He wanted her and he had been denying it for so long, but this wasn't right.

He was a cold hearted bastard.

But not when it came to her.

"I can't get anymore pregnant"Haruhi attempted to continue only for him to tighten his grip

"I'm not going to take advantage of your pain Haruhi"A slight smile crossed her lips as she slowly pulled her hand away from him. He hovered above her with a concerned look on his face, afraid he'd hurt her.

The last thing she really needed right now was more rejection

"Thank you, you know Kyoya I should have picked you, it'd be a lot easier"Her words were like a slap in the face as he gripped the sheet beneath her

"What's that supposed to mean?"His eyes narrowed as he glared at her feeling insulted

"I mean that if I had picked you then I never would have gotten hurt, you're really sweet, even if you don't let on about it"Haruhi couldn't help but recall the first time she had ever realized that about him

"It seems a bit like déjà vu doesn't it?"Kyoya chuckled slightly as he sat up at the end of the bed and recalled the memory

"Yes but this time I actually got a kiss out of it"Haruhi was teased but she crawled up behind him and wrapped her arms around his neck playfully

"Oh were you expecting more?"His voice was lighter almost playful as he turned his head to look at her.

The mood had lightened up considerably as Haruhi let out a giggle, it was adorable. Kyoya wanted to hear it again and again. He wanted her to be happy.

"Of course you are my husband, and we have yet to break the bed in"Maybe it was the way she said it but it didn't seem like joke as Kyoya turned himself around fully and pulled her back down onto the bed with him

"Then we're break it in"His hands rested on her hips as he brought himself extremely close to her

"That sounds like a great idea"She stuck her tongue out at him obviously joking as that smirk stayed on his face

"…I'm apologize Haruhi but.. It's just too funny"Kyoya couldn't help it for the first time since he had met Tamaki he laughed, he seriously laughed. He held his stomach as he laid there next to Haurhi who could only stare at him in shock

"I didn't know you were capable of laughter"Haruhi herself began laughing as they laid there together laughing feeling a lot better then either of them had in a long time

-Hunny and Mori—

"Tama-chan are you really not coming back?"Hunny sat there poking at Tamaki who sat there looking down at his hands.

Tamaki hadn't moved since Kyoya hung up on him over an hour ago, he felt so empty now. His fiancé and his best friend both gone from his life. An there was no one to blame but himself.

"I can't be a father, it's not in my nature'Tamaki clenched his hands together as Mori patted his head

"We'll take care of her"Mori assured him

"Make sure she marries right okay? She'll find someone new I'm sure"Hunny and Mori glanced at each other confused for a moment.

They were sure Tamaki had spoken to his father about the wedding.

"Tama-chan, Haru-chan already got married"

-That night—

"Are you alright Haruhi? You're walking oddly"Kyoya looked up from his laptop as Haruhi wobbled around the room. It was nearly midnight and he was doing some work while sitting on their bed while Haruhi insisted on cleaning up

"Huh? Oh I'm fine my feet are just a bit swollen today"Haruhi looked down at her slightly puffy feet. Kyoya closed his laptop and stood up and to her surprise he picked her up bridal style

"You're not supposed to walk when they're swollen, that can cause some very unflattering side effects"Kyoya gently rested her down on a nearby chair and propped her feet up on another. He examined her feet carefully and watched as the redness started to fade a bit.

"Don't you have work to do"Haruhi questioned as she looked over to his laptop that sat on the bed unattended

"Nothing that can't wait till you're comfortable"Kyoya placed one of the pillows behind her head and handed her a book.

"It's been awhile since I've actually talked to you like this"Haruhi ran her fingers off the cover of the book as Kyoya pulled a chair up next to her.

He rested back against the chair and handed her a bottle of water to sip on while she read.

"I believe the last time was not more than a few months ago, I've been busy"Kyoya placed his hand over hers as she stopped feeling the cover. The leather was smooth and had been raised to reveal a beautiful flower.

"Even when Tamaki and I had been dating you visited us every weekend"Haruhi glanced over to him.

"Are you going to bring up that incident? I thought we agreed never to speak of it again"Kyoya gripped her hand slightly, it was an unsettling silence

"I know, but was it for me or for you?"Haruhi curled her fingers around his as he seemed a bit surprised.

Haruhi held her hand stead as she searched his face for an answer, his dark eyes looked past his glasses into hers.

"It Tamaki had found out it would have been the end of you two"Kyoya squeezed her hand as he allowed her fingers to lace in with his

"Either way we would have ended, I don't understand why you left like that"Her voice was a bit shaky and nervous but it was nothing compared to the guilt Kyoya could feel, he had buried it for what seemed like years

"I had wronged you so deeply, how could I ever have faced you again"