Authors note: I own no one (wipe away tears & runs away)
warning: lemon in this chapter folks.
Red eyes
chapter 3
I've only been here a week and I already see Sally as a sister, just like I see Evan as a brother.
But, sometimes when i would see Evan and Sally glance at each other across the table or when were watching T.V and I can't help but remember him.
I remembered the way we would give each other sly glances in biology or, when he would hold me at night. Just simple things really.
Sometimes I even thought about my birthday, well the night at least, the party I could of lived without.
I found myself thinking about how well we fit together, like puzzle pieces, how the muscles on his back felt under my fingertip's.
But most of all I remembered how it started.
***flash back***
"Bella, I don't think I should stay to night, at least all night" he said in a plain tone.
"Edward, please I don't want to be alone right now."
He huffed and laid down on the bed, on top of the covers of course, pulled the quilt back and stretched his arms out signaling for me lie next to him.
I happily climbed on the bed and laid in between his arms.
"I'll stay till you fall asleep OK love?" I pouted.
"Please Edward, for my birthday" I asked in what I hoped was a convincing tone.
"Fine" he breath-talked.
"Thank you" I kissed from his neck to his ear and nibbled slightly on his lobe.
I moved my arms out from under the covers and slipped them under his top, feeling the muscles along his chest.
"Bella" he moaned "stop please, I can't control myself."
"Then don't" Edward threw the covers off of me so fast I couldn't see where they landed.
"You shouldn't of said that Bella." his lips crashed into mine and my cloths were ripped of my body leaving me totally exposed to him within seconds. His top was shredded at the same time.
"Edward" i moaned when I felt him hard against me through his pants.
"Fuck your gorgeous" he moved so he was on his knees and started to Un-buckle his pants, shoving them and his black boxers off. His cock sprung from the confinement's of his pants, he hissed.
"God I need you. Now" he spread my legs with his hands and moved in between them.
His tip was at my entrance and I moaned. He moved his hands down my legs, from my knees to my ankles and placed them around his waist.
In one quick thrust he was in me fully.
I hissed in pain, and he stilled.
The pain became bearable and I moved my hips, telling him to move in me.
He slid all the way out of me till only his head was in me and thrust back into me.
He thrust in and out of me over and over again.
The sensations he was making in me made me scream.
Edward was groaning and growling above me.
His hands found mine and brought them above my head, somehow intensifying the sensations in me so much that I came, hard.
Seconds later he exsploded in me growling.
Edward pulled out of me and put the quilt over me again, only this time with him under it as well.
"I love you Bella" he whispered in my ear.
"I love you too Edward"
***end of flash back***
That was one of the last times he said he loved me.
I hadn't noticed that I was crying till someone wiped my cheek.
"Izzy, whats wrong?" Sally asked.
Wiping my face of any more traitor tears I sat up on the black leather couch, and faced the living room window.
"Nothing" I murmured.
"Don't you nothing me missy. I know when somethings up. Tell me, please" she pleaded.
Maybe it will help my inner voice said to me.
"In Fork's I had this boyfriend Edward (wince)." I started.
"Honey, I know you miss him but that's no reason to cry" she doesn't understand.
"Had, not have Sally. He broke up with me a couple of days after my eighteenth and moved across the country" her face was a mask of shock.
"That's not all though. The night of my birthday, I... We...I mean.Um mm. We-we gave each other our, virginity" I whispered the last part.
"Oh. My. God!" Sally covered her mouth with her hands.
"Sally please don't tell Evan, he'll find and kill him. Please" I begged.
"But Izzy-"
"Sally please you need to keep this a secret,for me, please" she nodded, her blond curles bouncing on her shoulders.
A loud bang brought us back to reality.
"I'm back!" Evan called out.
"Where in the living room!" Sally replied
"Thank you, for everything" I whispered.
"No problem Izzy"
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p.s: charie slept over at billys in the flash back