A/N: Happiness abound :)

Dis: Don't own, no money being made, for enjoyment only

Where it began

The school year was half over and Sirius was beginning to lose hope of things going back the way they were before he kissed James. It's hard for him to see James and not be able to talk to, laugh with, and be with him. 'Urg, why did I do it?' Padfoot asked himself that everyday since that morning oh so long ago.

Today he's sitting in potions next to Remus and Peter. Ironically behind James, Lily and Sniv...*shakes head* Snape. Trying to pay attention to the Professor. All he hears though, is the words that James said to him. Every since that day the words have been a constant mantra in his head 'stay away from me'. Siri jolted out of his thoughts when Moony jabbed him in the side with his elbow. Sirius looked at him in confusion.

"What?" He whispered.

"Potion." Was all he said.

Sirius' eyes widen. His mouth goes into the 'O' shape as he leaned down to get his potion ingredients out of his bag. Hearing a noise from ahead of him, Padfoot paused and look up. Hazel eyes locked with grey. They stare at each other, like they've never seen each other before. Siri's heart was in his throat as they continued to stare at one another. James then smiled, and winked at him. Sirius fainted.

Padfoot woke a few minutes later. The whole class looking down at him. Remus was tapping his cheek to wake him. Peter was dancing from foot to foot, not sure what to do. 'Poor little Peter,' Sirius thought as he sat up, pushing Moony's hand away.

"What happened Moons? Why am I on the floor? Siri asked looking at him.

He opened his mouth to answer, when a voice from somewhere near Sirius' right shoulder said chuckling "Why you fainted Padles."

'Hold it, only one person calls me Padles. That is the one person who hates me right now.' Holding his breath Sirius slowly turn his head, to see if James was really there next to him. His eyes widen when they lock with warm hazel eyes again. There was mirth in them. They were so close Sirius can feel his breath on his face. Blushing when Sirius realized this, but he didn't look away. He couldn't even if he wanted to.

Sirius sat there, gazing at him. Drinking him in, cause who knows when he would get another chance at this. Padfoot felt himself leaning towards James. Freezing when he realized what he was about to do. Blushing a deeper shade of red, Sirius turned towards Remus and buried his face in his chest.

A deep chuckle bubbled up out of James' throat "Oh Padles." Shaking his head he stood up still chuckling. Padfoot buried himself deeper into Remus' chest.

The whole time Remus and Peter watched the exchange that happened between their two friends. Only Remus knows what is going on between Sirius and James. Peter has no idea what is what.

The relative quiet was broken by the Professor calling out "All right class back to work and Mr Black will you please refrain from fainting in my class in the future."

"Yes sir," Sirius replied. Pulling away from Moony, he went to stand up, when he found a hand in his face. Thinking nothing of it he takes the hand. Once Padfoot was back on his feet, he looked to see who had helped him up. He almost fainted again.

"James!" He breathed out momentarily forgetting that he was in a classroom.

He smiles at Siri, pulls him a little closer. Seemingly forgetting about the rest of the class as well. He purred in his ear "Sirius." Padfoot faints...again. Right into his arms. Forgetting what the teacher had asked of him just moments before.

Remus is sitting in his chair now, smiling up at James "Well James it seems you have an armful of your hearts desire."

Shooting a glare at Moons, James shifted the heavy weight in his arms so he could sit down. Sirius now straddling his lap, when he woke up well...Shock!

Peter blinked in confusion and then turned towards Remus and asks "Wha?" pointing at me and James.

"True love." Is all he said as he watched Padfoot stir.

With is mouth gaping Peter sat down heavily into his chair and stared at nothing. All the while Sirius was beginning to wake up, eye lids fluttered and then slowly opened. As soon as his eyes opened hazel was all he saw.

2 weeks later...

(Sirius' pov)

There I'm pressed against my best mate. My lips flush against his, I am in heaven. This is where I belong. I am lost in his kisses, his hands pressing me close to him. Before he flipped us so I'm pressed against the wall. My hands are buried in his soft messy curls, and one of his is up my shirt. Our kisses become more heated and we aren't in the best place to be doing this but I guess that is why we do it, for the thrill of it.

A moan escapes my lips as he nibbles on a particularly sensitive spot on my neck. His left hand that had been on my hip, is now undoing my pants. 'Wait when did he take my belt off?' Popped into my head before flying right back out. As my pants now pool at my feet and his warm hand pulls out my throbbing member.

(...)

Laying there on the floor in the after glow of sex, I smile at James lazily. Leaning over he pecked me on the mouth and whispered "I love you my Padles."

"I love you too my Pongsly," I whisper against his lips as we kiss one last time before drifting off to sleep snuggled together under our school robes.

In the shadows sat Moony who had made sure we weren't disturbed. Reading a book called 'Love in the dark'. Man Moons and his male/male books. Jamie and I would have laughed if we weren't asleep. Peter was curled up at his feet, 'don't we just have the best of friends.'


A/N: The title of the book that Remus is reading is owned by Barbara Cartland. I apologize for any mistakes in any of the chapters.