A/N: So although this starts off with a lot of emotional/deep thoughts it does indeed lead into a lemon so just a warning if that's not your kind of thing.
The next couple of chapters will be exploring what Harry and Ginny will be getting up to now they're back together. I'm just going to let the story flow in the way that feels most natural when I'm writing it and I hope to keep it interesting!
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Disclaimer: I do not own any of the characters. All rights belong to J.K Rowling.
Harry was lying idly across his bed, clad in only his boxers with Ginny resting on his stomach. Her hands propping up her head as she looked up into his eyes chattering away to him. She was still only wearing the blanket Harry had managed to find to cover her modesty when Ron and Hermione had caught them mid shag.
The blanket hung loosely around Ginny's body, curving and coiling its way around her waist but allowing the curve of Ginny's ashy derriere to peek out.
Her hair hung softly across her face, twining itself over her shoulder on one side while it dipped down to cover her breast on the other.
Harry drew languid circles across her back as they continued to babble and tease one another, completely at ease.
Drawing his hand to ruffle through his thick black hair Harry was hit with how really lucky he was to finally have Ginny back in his arms again.
He had been longing for months to hold her again like this. To leisurely lie and bask in her completely, hearing her rambunctious laugh, watching her eyes crinkle at the edges as she squeezed them shut as her body vibrated with mirth. He hadn't seen her this content in a long time, and he cursed himself for having been so stupid as to have been the one to have put a barricade on their happiness. He would never do it again Harry vowed to himself.
The war he had been fighting within himself had finally been won just as the real one had. All Harry wanted to do was to survive with Ginny by his side. He never meant to let her go but Harry thought he would make this mess matter, make the chaos he had created count for something. When he breathed from now on he would mean it more than he ever did before. His every breath, his life would be all for Ginny.
It would take time for the trust to completely root itself back between the two of them but lying there with one another in complete abandon lost in one another, both of them could feel the change slowly taking place. Folding over them like waves, an origami of tides.
If trust is a ribbon then patience ties it into a perfect bow and Harry knew it would take time. Nothing felt as right as having her next to him, nothing had ever or would ever compare to having her in his arms.
Harry knew he didn't have all of the answers, he didn't know what was ahead of them but he was sure he had his light, he had her.
Harry continued his caressing of Ginny's back, connecting the freckles that rained across it, cherishing every soft expanse. After holding Ginny's gaze in his own in silence Ginny spoke.
"Harry? What's wrong?" Ginny asked with apprehension. Harry cursed himself for his actions in the past few months. She wouldn't feel completely safe right away he knew that but he hated how he was still causing her some pain. She was scared he would disappear again.
Harry paused before looking down into Ginny's eyes that looked intently back up at him.
"After a while I…I thought I'd never find you. I knew I had pushed you away and I convinced myself that I would never find you again. That we would never find us again." Harry swallowed hard, the tears advancing to push painfully at the edges of his eyes.
"Oh Harry I know. I felt the same, I thought I had lost you, lost us." Ginny reached up to softly stroke away a tear that had crept down Harry's cheek.
"But Harry you're here now. We're here together and I trust you. I trust your heart and your promises. I love you." Ginny smiled delicately up at him.
"I love you too Gin more than anything and I know I made mistakes but I finally saw you again. I was in a million little pieces, so lost and cold until you pulled me into focus again Gin."
They were swallowing their pride, everything that had happened before would be washed away and they would work until they were fixed from the inside, a work in progress, working together.
Darkness exists to make light truly count, the light of Ginny finally pulling Harry through the dark.
"I promise you Ginny I will keep you safe." Harry said firmly. Ginny began to protest. "Harry you know I don't need" but Harry cut her off.
"No Ginny I don't mean like that, I mean I will keep your heart safe. I know part of your heart has yet to come home to me, I know I've hurt you but I solemnly swear Gin, I swear that I'll always try my best." Harry looked deep into Ginny's eyes, hoping she would know just how much he meant it.
He was finally letting go, finally letting Ginny in completely. Is this what it feels like to be vulnerable he thought? While the fear threatened to wrap itself around his chest Harry pushed it away. He would try, he would show Ginny his brokenness so they could find a silver lining together, she would show him how to struggle gracefully and rebuild.
Ginny would show him who he was again and who he could be. Finally his heart would be able to open properly, giving itself completely to her.
Ginny lent up towards Harry pushing her soft lips down to his. She had no more words, she wanted to show him how much she loved him. Pushing ever last fibre of love and hope and pain into the kiss she released completely into him, her body softening to mold with his.
Harry began to deepen the kiss, his movements becoming more eager as he felt himself warm into Ginny's embrace. Ginny closed her eyes trusting Harry with every desire, every want. She wanted to help stitch back the rips that his depression had caused. They would do it together, and like rain tears fell. If she could take away the sorrows etched into him she would, she would do everything she could.
They continued to kiss locked in a tight embrace before Ginny pulled her lips away, pulling her head back to look into Harry's eyes.
"I'm here. I love you." She whispered, barely able to piece the words together.
Harry felt desire and need coarse through his veins. He needed to show Ginny how much he loved her. His fingers upon her would show the love that begged to be theirs. Harry pulled Ginny back to his mouth, crushing their lips together. All of the pieces were aligning finally, they would rebuild, falling in love again with a single touch. Floating over the past darkness, the light they were igniting would swallow the darkness whole.
Harry pulled Ginny closer until no space lay between them. Prising his lips from hers he gazed into her eyes, desire and love glinting within them as she smiled down at him. Suddenly he saw her.
Flipping Ginny over, Harry pinned her beneath him, shifting his leg to rest between hers. He continued his attack, his mouth hungrily seeking hers.
Heavy clouds finally parting and his sunrise was beginning. His red beauty. A fire began to rise inside Harry, making him let go as he bathed in it, letting the flames lick his whole body. Finally he could breathe, feeling the pressure within him build up liberating him.
Harry let his mouth drift to Ginny's neck before attacking it with as much fervour as he had her lips. He could feel his desire hardening under his boxers, feeling it brush lightly against Ginny's leg, the relief painfully brilliant.
Letting out a low moan Harry continued to thrust slowly whilst he let his thigh push against Ginny's center.
"Harry." Ginny breathed, she could feel herself unravelling.
Harry attached his lips to hers again and she moaned into his mouth as he pressed more firmly against her aching center.
She could feel the rush of warmth begin to surge through her stomach and pool between her legs. She was being undone.
Soon pleasure was crashing over her as Harry continued to rub harder into her. This pleasure was different. It was deeper, warmer and it softened her completely to the core.
"Mmmmmm" Ginny hummed letting her lips slide from Harry's to his jaw.
As Ginny began to come down from her high, Harry continued to pepper soft kisses over her face and down towards her neck as she ran her hands through his hair caressing his scalp.
"Gin, I need you." Harry croaked.
Letting a wicked smile creep across her face Ginny released Harry's hair from her hand and pushed up backwards to he was sitting up on his knees.
"What?" Harry questioned.
"You make me nervous when you look at me like that" He chucked, letting his eyes rake over her flushed body.
"So you should be" she grinned before pushing him further back so she could get off the bed.
"Where are you going?" Harry wined.
"Oh don't fret Harry, I have a little surprise for you." She winked letting the corners of her mouth curve upwards.
"What kind of surprise?" Harry questioned, his eye brows furrowing in confusion.
"Patience Mr Potter" Ginny chuckled. "I'll be right back" she shouted as she leapt from the room.
"Wait Ginny!" Harry called after her.
He collapsed backwards onto the bed, his cock still throbbing with desire. He thought he might practically burst as it continued to strain up against his boxers.
Letting out a frustrated sigh he brushed his hand across his boxers to give some slight relief.
"Hi." A honeyed voice called from the doorway.
Harrys breath caught in his throat as Ginny stood before him in the most sexy item of clothing, if you could call it clothing, he had ever had the pleasure to set his eyes upon.
Ginny was encased in a deep maroon matching lingerie set. The laced bra was leaving little to the imagination as her hard pink nipples peeked out from beneath it and the creamy white curves of her breasts spilled tantalisingly over the tops of the cups.
The matching lace knickers covered just as little but were coupled with lace suspenders that were joined to black stockings.
Her bright red hair contrasted vividly against the deep colours of the lace garments as it hung down her back, a few strands escaping to kiss down and over her shoulders.
She was a vision and Harry could barely keep himself from cumming right there and then.
"Do you like your present Harry?" Ginny purred as she looked intently at him, her eyes glossed over with lust.
Harry struggled to form words as they stuck painfully in his throat.
"Do I?" He croaked. "Gods Ginny you look amazing. I mean you always look amazing, sexy…erm beautiful" He spluttered.
Ginny raised her eyebrow before letting out a loud roar of laughter.
"Ohh Harry I love you and thanks I'm glad you like it." She said as she spun slowly in a circle so Harry could take every bit of her in.
"I actually bought this a while ago, before we…you know broke up but I saved it anyway. I've been waiting to see your reaction to it for ages." She smiled.
Harry couldn't stand it much longer. His desire was ready to burst straight through the cotton of his boxers. He could feel it straining and twitching in anticipation.
He could see Ginny's chest heave unsteadily as she stared intently back at Harry, her lips parted slightly as she brought her teeth down to restrain the pump bottom lip between them. Her eyes simmering with longing desire.
Ginny could feel his eyes burning into her, the heat unbearable as she felt her own need swell. Before she could react Harry had picked her up completely off the floor in one movement before placing her down on her back on the bed.
Their lips met in a frenzied battle, desperately trying to reach every part of each other. Harry let his lips drift down to Ginny's jaw before drawing down to kiss her neck. He sucked lightly eliciting a gasp and then a deep moan from Ginny. He let his lips wander further and down to the lace of her offensively sexy bra. Harry kissed softly along the swell of the tops of her breasts before pressing his mouth against the lace to find her nipple beneath it, sucking through the material. Ginny began to undulate beneath him, pushing her hips to rub against his stomach, moaning softly.
Harry wanted to worship every part of Ginny before taking her completely. She had to know how much he adored her.
Reaching behind her back as she arched up into him Harry unclasped Ginny's bra and peeled it off before taking her erect nipple into his mouth. He sucked and nibbled lightly, taking turns on each breast as Ginny continued to rasp breathlessly.
"Ohhh Harry" she breathed, letting her hands snake through his hair.
Spurred on by her moans and gasps Harry began to pepper kisses down from her breasts to her stomach, all the while caressing his hands down her sides and waist. His touch so light it tickled at Ginny's skin causing her whole body to erupt in gooseflesh sending bolts of pleasure between her legs.
Harry removed his lips from Ginny's stomach and she moaned in displeasure at the loss of contact.
Moving his attention to her legs Harry unclipped the suspenders holding up her stockings. Taking his teeth to the top of the stockings he slowly pulled it down her leg.
Realising what he was doing Ginny sat up, propping herself on her elbows to watch him.
Harry was looking up at Ginny whilst simultaneously drawing her stockings down and off her, his eyes pooling with lust. Having finally removed the stockings Harry began to shower open mouthed kisses from Ginny's ankle and up to the top of her leg before stopping where her milky thigh met the crook of her center.
Harry could see how wet Ginny was as the lace of her knickers was shimmering with dampness.
He began to kiss lightly starting at the inside of her thighs and along the seams of her knickers before kissing her center over the soaked material. Again using his teeth Harry began to pull at Ginny's knickers, drawing them down over her shapely soft thighs before discarding them onto the floor.
Clad in only her lace suspenders, Harry drank in the sight of Ginny before him. He planted a soft kiss upon her lips before returning to settle his face between her legs.
Kissing lightly over her center he teased and taunted her.
Ginny was ready to plead with him, she could feel herself going mad, she needed to feel his touch, needed her release but before she could open her mouth Harry plunged into her silken wet folds.
"Harrrryy" Ginny groaned letting her hand fly up to run through her hair at her head.
Harry ate Ginny as if he hadn't eaten in weeks, completely devouring every part of her and indulging in her delicious nectar. Concentrating at the straining swollen lump at the top of her center Harry began to suck on it.
"Fuckkk" Ginny cried out. She could feel the warmth beginning to hum deep within her.
Flicking her clit frantically with his tongue Harry let his hand wonder upwards Ginny's free hand, lacing his fingers with hers.
"Yess right there, oh shit, fuck Harry yes." Ginny moaned.
Harry could feel himself hardening even further at her moans and cries and Harry couldn't prevent a low moan that escaped his lips as he continued to assault Ginny's bundle of nerves.
Ginny jumped at this as the vibration seemed to send more waves of pleasure to her core and she gasped.
Sensing her reaction Harry latched onto her clit again with his mouth and imitated his earlier moan. The vibrations of his deep voice on her throbbing center sent Ginny over the edge, she could feel the familiar waves beginning to crash over her with force.
"Yesss Harry oh my goddd. I'm gonna come" She panted.
Harry didn't stop and he rode out Ginny's orgasm with her as she thrashed beneath him.
"Fuuuuccckkkkk" She screamed before collapsing back against the bed, letting the aftermath of her orgasm wash over her.
Harry moved himself so he could place his lips to Ginny's again, engaging her in a scorching kiss letting her taste herself on his lips. Ginny could feel her desire rising up again and she pushed Harry off her and onto his back. Straddling his knees she placed her hands on either side of his hips before looking up through a curtain of flaming red hair to flash a devilish grin at him.
"Your turn" She purred before pulling his boxers down in one swift motion, his erection springing free.
Ginny smirked down at his throbbing cock before delving forwards to take him into her mouth.
Harry groaned at the intense pleasure and warmth of being sheathed in Ginny's mouth. She continued to take him in and out of her mouth, circling the head of his cock with her tongue to taste his desire.
Throwing his head back onto the bed Harry moaned "Gods Ginny, so good"
He could feel the intense pleasure beginning to rise within him but he wanted to be closer to Ginny. He wanted to show her just how much he loved her and wanted her.
Pulling together all of his strength to fight against the delectable pleasure that was threatening to throw him over the edge he pushed himself up, pulling Ginny up into his arms.
Before she could protest Harry had them standing as he began to attack her lips once again. Lifting her leg up to hook over his leg Harry lifted Ginny off the floor completely until she was wrapped around his waist, her center resting to rub against his hard length.
"Need you now" Harry panted into Ginny's ear as she kissed his neck.
"Take me Harry, take me please" Ginny begged, breathing hotly into his mouth.
Pushing them backwards and onto his desk, items clattering onto the floor, Harry plopped Ginny down onto it, her legs still gripping around his waist.
"Need to feel you inside me Harry." Ginny whimpered as she looked deeply into his eyes.
Harry growled before crashing his lips to Ginny's as he entered her heated slick folds sheathing himself to her hilt.
They both moaned in unison as they became one again.
"Yesss" Ginny hissed as she felt herself filled completely with Harry's hardness. "Fuck me hard Harry, I need you" she whimpered.
With a growl from his parted lips Harry started to thrust his hips and Ginny squeezed her legs tighter around his middle, feeling him slip even further into her.
"You like that Gin, does that feel good?" Harry groaned as he pulled her bottom lip between his teeth tugging on it as he continued his relentless thrusting into her warmth.
"Fuck yes, you feel so good inside me. Harder. Faster. Please" Ginny pleaded.
Harry quickened his pumping and he could feel his release starting to swell, he was close but he had to wait for Ginny. He knew she was close too because he could feel her walls beginning to pulse lightly around his cock.
Harry pulled himself even further towards Ginny and began to thrust harder and faster into her. Ginny let her hands fly up to wrap around his neck to bring his face closer to hers and resting her forehead on his to look deeply into his eyes. Her breathing was becoming more uneven and short gasps were escaping from her lips. She could feel herself coming undone.
With one hand on her arse to keep her crashing onto him, Harry let his other find her pulsing bundle of nerves. He began to rub over the sensitive area, thrusting faster at the same time.
"Godssss yessss" Ginny screamed, her orgasm soaring higher and higher.
Harry could feel her walls tightening, they were reaching their release.
As he felt her begin to tremble beneath him Harry crashed his lips to Ginny's, both of their mouths open as they moaned into each other simultaneously as their climax rushed over them both, Harry feeling himself releasing into Ginny.
Letting his forehead rest against Ginny's Harry looked deeply into her eyes, a deep flush creeping across her cheeks.
"Gods I love you Gin" He whispered, brushing his lips over hers.
"I love you. So much" She whispered in turn, her words breaking slightly as she came down from her high.
Despite how heated and crazed their love making had just been Ginny couldn't help but think as she looked intently into Harry's eyes of how gentle he was with her heart. When she looked upon his face his adoration of her was so apparent to her now. Harry was the one that she would always know and nothing was going to keep them apart from one another again.
They could finally hear one another's hearts clearly again and as their world had caved in on them it had transformed and made them new. Their love bursting out to show them nothing but light.
A/N: I'm trying to get new chapters up as quickly as I possibly can as I'm really wanting to get this story going! Hope you enjoy reading!