Hi my beautiful readers, im really sorry i haven't updated, i don't have enough time; im as frustrated as Spencer was in season 1, i'm overwhelmed with homework, anyway enjoy and take your time to review i want to know if you guys are liking this story, shall i continue or start another one? Happy PLL Day! I know this is a boring chapter but the next one will be sad I promise, it couldnt happen so quickly. lol
I wake up by the light that gets into my room through the window, i hear the birds outside and I just smile at the thought of last night, it happened so fast, i wouldn't even call it making love, we just fucked… hard. And i'm not going to deny it, it was pretty amazing. I smile feeling my body completely naked underneath the thin sheets, Toby is snoring so softly, I barely notice, I put my body over him, we're both trapped underneath the covers. I leave kisses all around his neck and jaw and just when i was about to kiss his lips i feel his lips smile between the kiss. He suddenly traps me with both of his arms hugging me so tightly.
"Let me go! Tobes!" i try to fight my way out of his embrace knowing what he's about to do, he starts tickling my sides and my giggles were so noisy I swear I woke my entire dorm room.
He stops as I start having struggle to breathe. he lets go and stands, putting his pajama pants on.
"May I ask what are your pregnant hormones craving now?" I frown.
"Well you are lucky, your girlfriend is not like all girls, and i'm not craving anything." his smile drops.
"Oh come on, does little Spence does not want any yummy food?" He starts to baby talk and I get pissed, he pouts like a baby.
"Should I remind you that we haven't made our minds yet? and she's not even a girl, how would you know that?!" His eyes changed, suddenly he looks kind of disappointed , and sad about what i said. He sits on the corner of our bed looking down,
"I'm trying Spence, I really am but your thoughts and mind are so closed about this..." he does not look at me at all, I can't make eye contact and I can't understand how is he feeling.
"I'm sorry, but I haven't made my mind up yet" I try to ease the situation and his anger.
"Then if you don't know about it, don't talk like you have made your own decision, this is a ride we're both willing to take together at least that was what I thought, but you're just taking it by yourself…" I sit down so I can face him and he looks at me with puppy eyes. I nod.
"I'm sorry, I don't want to talk about this right now.." I sigh and he stops complaining.
"I'm sorry too," he puts his embrace around my waist and kisses me softly, I kiss him back so slowly and we both lay in bed, he hugs me from behind and puts my hair aside, sinking his nose in my neck, I close my eyes and I'm pretty sure he does the same thing.
"Spence?" he mumbles some words
"Yes?"
"I'm scared.." I turn around so I can face him. He cups my cheek with his warm hand and I smile.
"don't be, okay?" he nods.
*Start of Flashback*
"Are you sure?" Toby asks concerned and I nod, pretty sure of what's going to happen now. He starts kissing me softly, he carries me carefully to bed, and he stops the kiss so I could take his shirt off, I start kissing his neck and he pushes me to bed, we both lay and he starts unbuttoning my blouse. I smile at him and kiss him as he keeps unbuttoning all the way down.
"I'm scared.." I kind of stop him, he smiles and looks deep into my eyes.
"Don't be, okay?" I smile and nod, my blouse and his pants were thrown to the floor first.
"You're beautiful." He smiles staring at me in just a bra and my pants. I blush, he starts kissing me and unbuttoning my jeans, he slowly pulls them off my legs so tenderly. Both of us are naked now, underneath the covers, as we kiss he holds my back as he always does, he's still looking at my eyes searching for any doubt, he won't find any. He introduces himself slowly inside of me for the first time and I wince at the pain, I hold onto the sheets tight. His eyes are full with concern and he does not move at all, I cup my hand on his cheek and nod , he kisses me and thrusts again, increasing his pace while the pain starts to feel pleasurable. I am making love to the person who truly knows me, who truly loves me. He thrusts slow inside of me and I'm starting to enjoy every bit of him, every bit of it, it's lust. I love the thought that I cannot get any closer than this. I can't help it but tangle my fingers in his hair as he keeps thrusting and kissing my neck, making me reach a whole new level of ecstasy I have never felt. My lower stomach aches a little and my toes are numb. After that, we lay in bed before he has to go and just stay quiet, enjoying the silence, the moment, enjoying every piece of the day. The warmth of our bodies together is so comforting.
*End of Flashback*
"Spencer? were you having a nightmare?" He wakes me up as soon as he sees me like this, I did not notice but now the tears on my eyes.
"No, It was a really good dream.." I smile and he kisses me softly.
"What was that dream about?" I hide a huge grin.
"I'm not telling… " I wink and he wipes my tears away with the pad of his thumb.
"I bet it was about me then" I laugh,
"Well, if it was or not; You will never know!" We both laugh and then he frowns.
"Spencer, let's get dressed and go for something to eat, okay? You're so pale, are you sure you're feeling okay?" I nod.
"Yeah, of course let me get showered, really fast." He groans.
Toby's POV
Spencer sometimes worries me, I don't think the pregnancy is doing so well for her, she's pale and she looks kind of sick I'm so concerned about her, while she takes ages to get ready I change into some black skinny jeans and a white shirt that feels a little tight around my arms. I try to tidy up her room and grab the fallen clothes of yesterday. I start putting everything in place, and look into Spencer's drawer, she has the necklace I gave to her like 4 years ago with the S of Scrabble on it. I smile at the memory of those times, when we were chased by A and it was our only worry in the world, now we're grown adults and there are bigger problems, I grab Spencer's computer so I could check on Facebook or maybe watch Netflix, but the first tabs that pop up are some sites where you sign up for an abortion treatment, my heart literally falls when I read that. I don't know anymore how to change her mind about it. I am upset and angry because she hasn't told me anything at all. I look down her network history, I shouldn't do this, I know but I'm desperate. She searched for some symptoms too. I close the laptop so I can stop watching that, it scares me, just the simple thought scares me. She gets out of the bathroom just wearing a towel around her body and I wait for her to get ready. My head is aching I shouldn't have done that and now I will have to go on with the fault on my back. I'm not going to say a word about it, I will wait for her to tell me.
We decide to go for Sushi, I drive out of Spencer's University.
As we are in the car we both fight for the music. The music is the only extreme difference between us.
"Oh come on Spence, I want Bon Jovi.." She frowns,
"No; I want Lana del Rey, her music is hot and perfect for us." I roll my eyes as she puts on her Born to Die Paradise Edition Album.
"Tobias did you just roll your eyes at me?" I shake my head as I say;
"Yes." She laughs, and then her face changes in a second.
"If you ever roll your eyes again at your beautiful and hormonal girlfriend, she will kick that ass of yours." I nod and she laughs out loud. When 'Ride' starts she let out a moan. God is so fascinating how she loves alternative music, she literally connects herself with it.
"You're so beautiful." I say as she keeps singing the lyrics, she ignores me because she has been singing since the beginning and she does not want to stop. I try to tease her.
"So, sooooo beautiful, and perfect." She keeps ignoring me.
"DON'T BREAK ME DOOOOOOOOOOOOWN" I sing off key on purpose, she stops her singing because of her laugh and covers her face.
"NOOO!" She frowns and cracks up.
"That's what you get, when you ignore that perfect boyfriend of yours!" She laughs.
"You are perfect." She smiles and kisses my cheek. I stop in the middle of the highway and park the car out of the road.
"What happened?" She asks concerned.
"We ran out of gas." She fake gasps, noticing that the tank is full.
"Oh no! what should we do about it?" She leans in to kiss me in a hurry and sits on my lap, spreading her legs, she's wearing a skirt and she's a total tease. ahhhh The bulge in my pants is starting to grow.
"We should really do something, or we will get bored in the middle of nowhere!" she puts her sexy voice on. and I can't help it, she undoes my belt and unzips my jeans.
"god I want you Toby.." I have never liked quickies before, i love to make love in my own bed, but right now Spencer's making me insane. She puts her skirt up and her panties aside, and I start to thrust hard and fast. I feel her sweating and screaming/moaning
"god Tobyyy, i love that," I love the way she says my name between moans is the hottest thing ever, we both layed on the seats totally uncomfortable and start fucking so pleasurable and hot. After minutes we stop when we see more cars passing by, she's over me, shirtless and with her skirt up.
"God Toby I don't think I will ever stop doing this. You're so good at what you do." She kisses me hard, this girl of mine is crazy, I laugh.
"I love you, dummy." She smiles at my words.
"ew you're so cheesy." she laughs.
"but I love you too Toby and there's something I need to tell you.." she pecks my lips. And my worry came back as soon as I remember what I saw on her laptop an hour ago. I don't wanna hear this.
"Toby I…"
Thank you guys, please review i love you all, i love rollins i hated that there were no spoby scenes, kiss or sex in 6x20 im so mad and i hate the entire world, i had hope but hope breeds eternal misery, Spencer was right the entire time.