JPOV

"What the hell is wrong with you? You look like shit!" Emmett declared the second I walked through the doors.

I couldn't even look him in the eye, I felt so repulsive and filthy. I just pushed past him and went straight to our shower. I locked the door and looked into the mirror, I was still me, yet I was entirely different. My face was scarlet, my eyes inflamed, my hair a disarray. Every distinct bone in my body ached. Even bones he had not even came close to touching ached. He did this to me. Yet something deep within me told me, I was still going to come back to his house.

The days passed like years. Edward Cullen did not call me. He didn't send me letters. He didn't even e-mail me. Edward Cullen did not want me.

Edwards POV

I stared at the phone; it stared back, taunting me.

I've never had this happen with a sub before, never in my years of experience. When I hit Jasper Hale, it was sort of like slaughtering butterflies. I could hear him weeping. Don't get me wrong; I've made many people cry before, but when it came out of his mouth it tore me into a million pieces. He was so childlike and fragile. I would not do this to him. No way. The phone still taunted me. Well, what the fuck?

I dialed Jasper Hale's phone number.

Jaspers POV

The phone was ringing; my mind went straight to Edward.

"Whose calling Em?" I shouted from my bedroom.

"My mom" He answered.

Fuck, of course it's not him.

Stupid. Stupid. Stupid.

For the past 2 fucking weeks I've sat around like a little bitch waiting for that boy to call me. I'm done waiting for him to call. I don't care about him. I never did. Pft. Stupid Edward Cull-

"Uhhh, Jazz, I think your MALE FRIEND is on the phone…" Emmet giggled.

"Give me the phone. NOW." I hissed.

"Hello?" I said calmly, he would be the one sounding stupid this time.

"Jasper?" he asked quietly. He called me Jasper. I lost my voice, and my dignity.

"Oh Edward, why didn't you call? Was I that awful? I'm better then that I swear-if you would…."

"Shush" He interrupted me.

"Be at my house, 8:00. Do not be late." I do not know why I did it. But I did. 8:00 came, and there I was, back on Edward's front steps. Stupid. Stupid. Stupid. I rang the doorbell.

He stepped out in gray sweat pants, and no shirt. You could tell he'd been sweating."Sorry I'm such a mess, I was just out running…" he mused.

"No sweat. Hahaha" I joked. Stupid joke. He grinned and led me inside.

"What took you so long to call?" I demanded, sounding more confident that I felt.

"I was busy Mr. Hale" OH. So were back to that. Greeeaaaat.

"Oh" Was all I could think to reply.

"Drop your pants" he demanded.

"W-what?"

"Now" I did as asked and dropped my shorts to the floor. I could feel him behind me.

He sucked in a breath."I did this to you?" he sputtered.

"Well, yes.."

"I promise I'll never hurt you ever again" He spoke softly into my ear. All I could do was nod. I felt his strong arms wrap around my body, I let myself fall into his embrace, trusting him completely.