So I've been sick for the past few days so I had time on my hands to update. Also a quick note, if the only reviews you can give are body shaming Olivia for being "fat" when she's clearly not, save your time and energy, and mine, and don't even bother with my stories, and seriously, get a life. Without further ado, chapter 4

Once Noah was asleep, Olivia closed his door and took a deep breath. She walked into her bedroom to find Ed and she climbed into bed next to him. She smiled softly and leaned in and kissed him. Quickly her kiss became deeper, she straddled him and broke the kiss to whip her shirt over her head, kissing his neck once it was thrown to the floor.

Ed kissed her back, holding her to him, but once her shirt came off he spoke up. "Liv, baby, what's going on?"

She whispered in his ear. "You have a half naked woman sitting on top of you, do you have to be such a gentleman all the time?"

He put a finger under her chin and lifted her face so he could see her eyes. He searched them, and in time the tears welled up and her lip quivered. "You don't want this," He whispered.

Olivia gasped and fell into his chest and sobbed, gripping his shirt. "She's real Ed," she cried into his chest. "I thought it was all a dream but she's real, and I don't know what to tell Noah." She wiped her eyes and fell back into his chest, feeling him rub her back. She took a few deep breaths and settled down. "I'm sorry."

"For what?"

"I like that you're a gentleman all the time."

"I know," Ed smirked and kissed her temple. "And trust me, any other time, you, half naked, on top of me…"

She smiled and nodded. "I know." She closed her eyes and drew small circles on his chest. "God, how do I explain this to Noah?"

He rubbed her back. "Does he know about Ellie?"

Olivia sniffled and looked up at Ed. "A little. Not everything."

Ed caressed her face, wiping away some of the still wet tears. "Maybe he needs to know enough to be able to explain who Sheila is."

She took a deep breath. "Why couldn't she be old?" She grumbled and rolled to the side, still cuddling into him. "The woman is my age, Ed." She shook her head.

He held her close. "Hey, he's still going to love you." He kissed her temple. "But don't keep her from him. Give him the option, okay? Because if you do keep her from him and he finds out he'll resent you later. And so far she hasn't done anything worthy of not seeing him. Set the boundaries, Liv. You are his mother. If she does something that crosses the boundaries, say something."

Olivia nodded. "You're too good at this," she whispered. She looked up at him and kissed him softly. "What would I do without you?"

Ed smiled. "I don't know, but I know I'd be absolutely miserable without you."

She nuzzled his nose and kissed him softly again, a smile on her face as his fingers wound through her hair. His free hand ran down her back and she broke the kiss. "Wait, how are you so good at this?"

He smirked. "Kissing you?" He kissed her again.

Olivia pulled back again. "You know what I mean. The adoption stuff." She raised her eyebrow.

Ed sighed. "It's a long, painful story."

She sat up and looked at him. "And what I've told you is what, rainbows and unicorns?"

He sat up and wrapped her in his arms. "Okay. Just… don't hate me okay? When I tell you, don't hate me."

Olivia looked at him. "What is it?"

Ed took a deep breath. "I have a daughter." He saw her open her mouth to say something and he put his hand up. "She's an adult. I didn't know about her when my ex and I split. Carol didn't tell me, put her up for adoption, said there was no father and they took her word for it. I found out when she was about 10, and I asked to be a part of her life. I saw Jenna once before she turned 18. They wouldn't let me see her after that and never told me why. Once she was an adult, she found me. I see her about once a month."

She looked at him. "Baby, why didn't you tell me?"

He shook his head. "I didn't know about her for 10 years, then I saw her once. I wasn't exactly father of the year, Liv."

Olivia wrapped her arms around him. "That wasn't on you," She kissed him. "I'm sorry I got mad before."

Ed shook his head. "It's okay. I get it." He caressed her face. "She'd like you."

She blushed and kissed him once more, laying the both of them down, cuddled up into his side as she kissed him, his fingers threading through her hair once again.

He pushed her onto her back, his lips still kissing hers. He heard her giggle and he broke the kiss, looking down into her eyes, seeing nothing but love staring back at him he pushed her hair behind her ear. "You still want this?"

"You making love to me that's not about getting anger out or feeling something, but about loving each other? Yeah. Yeah, this is what I want." Olivia ran her hands over his shoulders. "You are what I want."

Ed moved back on his knees, pulling his shirt over his head. Settling over her. "You're so beautiful, he whispered, his chest pressing against her lace covered breasts. He kissed her neck and down along the line of her bra. He heard her gentle moans and he smiled. His hand slipping under her and quickly undoing her bra, sliding it off her shoulders.

Her back arched as her breasts hit the cold air, her nails scraping his shoulder blades. Her legs wrapped around his waist and she pulled him down to her and kissed him again.

He kissed down her neck, pulling a nipple into his mouth. He gasped and bit her bottom lip. He smirked and kissed down her body, his hands running down her toned stomach, gripping her hips as he kissed above the waistband of her pants, looking up at her. "I love your body," He whispered and pulled down her yoga pants and her panties, kissing her inner thighs looking up at her, breathing her in. "You're intoxicating."

Olivia bit her bottom lip and watched him. She felt his tongue lick up her slit and she let out a whimper. "Ed," she whispered as he settled in and started sucking her clit. She let her head fall back against the pillow, her hips pushing into his mouth. "Oh, my God!" She arched her back.

Ed kept his lips wrapped around her core, sucking her clit, his tongue working over her. He looked into her eyes as her hips started jerking against his mouth. Her whimpers and groans egging him on to not stop until her orgasm took over, it was only a few more minutes before she covered her face with a pillow and screamed as she came, hard, in his mouth. Once her licked her juices up he kissed back up to her lips and she groaned. "You taste so good baby."

She kissed him, her hand resting on the back of his head. "Make love to me Ed," she begged between kisses.

He pushed his sweats and boxers down and kissed her again, wrapping her leg around his waist, pushing into her. She gasped and he buried his head in her neck, stilling himself, giving her a chance to feel him, and a chance for him to feel her. He looked into her eyes and smiled. "Ready?"

Olivia caressed his face. "Always," she whispered, feeling him start to move. His strokes were long, and powerful, but slow. "Oh, you feel good." She smiled and gripped his back, her own back arching.

Ed kissed her and rested his forehead against hers as he continued his thrusts, at a painstakingly slow pace. Her hips met his each time. He wanted this to last, but he wanted to move faster. He was conflicted as to what to do.

She kissed him passionately, reading his mind she smiled. "We have forever Ed. You can go faster." She whispered in his ear, biting on his ear lobe gently.

He kissed her again and his thrusts started getting quicker, hearing her moans get more frequent and louder, despite her best efforts to be as quiet as possible. He knew he wasn't going to last much longer, but he refused to come without her. "Liv, I'm not going to last very long," he whispered.

Olivia pulled him close, moving her lips to his ear. "Keep moving, baby." She took his hand and moved it to her clit. "Oh, God!" Her back arched and she felt her orgasm building. Ed moved his fingers over her clit faster and it pushed her over the edge, pulling him in for a kiss, letting a loud moan out into his mouth.

Ed released inside her and he groaned. "God, baby." He collapsed on top of her once they both finished, kissing her lips. "I love you, so much."

She kissed the side of his face, her breath heavy. "I love you, too." Her hands ran over his back. "You're amazing," She whispered.

He rolled off her and gathered her in his arms. "Right back at you." He rubbed her arm.

Olivia nuzzled against his nose and kissed him gently. "I don't want this to end. I want us forever."

Ed lifted her chin up and looked into her eyes. "I'm here as long as you want me. I always have been. Whatever that means for now, the future. I'd follow you anywhere Liv."

She smiled at him. "Move in with me," she looked into his eyes and shrugged. "You've been here so much, you've been my rock. I want to fall asleep with you every night and wake up next to you every morning."

He looked down at her. "Yeah?" He saw her nod. "You got it," He whispered.

Olivia looked at him. "You want to though, right? You're not just doing it because I want you to?"

Ed smiled. "I would do anything to make you happy, but I assure you, I want this."

She bit her bottom lip, and rested her head on his chest. "You and me against the world."

"Forever," he whispered to her.

"Goodnight," she responded, kissing his chest. "I love you."

"I love you, too, gorgeous. Get some sleep."

With that the two of them drifted off into a peaceful sleep tangled up in each other. The next morning, Olivia woke up first, slipping on her panties and his t shirt that fell to mid thigh and walked into the kitchen and started making a cup of coffee.

She made herself a cup of coffee and looked out the window out to the city. A smile on her face. Right now, in this moment, everything was perfect. The man she loved was asleep in her bed, her son asleep in his bed. She sipped her coffee and heard footsteps behind her. She turned around and smiled. "Morning, sexy." She purred.

"How long have you been up?" He asked walking over to her in his boxers, wrapping his arms around her from behind, kissing her head.

Olivia smiled and leaned back against him. "Not too long. I was just reveling in how perfect my life is at this moment. You, me, and Noah under the same roof. A family. Nothing else matters right now."

Ed kissed her neck and set her coffee down, holding her tight in his arms. "The three of us can conquer anything." He kissed her cheek and then her neck. "You look incredible in my shirt."

She closed her eyes and smiled. "It's so comfortable." She turned in his arms. "Get some coffee and relax and I'll make breakfast." She kissed his lips softly.

He deepened the kiss, grabbing her ass and mumbling against her lips. "Can't I just devour you for breakfast?"

Olivia gasped and kissed him back. "As tempting as that would be," she giggled as he kissed her neck. "Food," she whispered when she moved his chin so she could see his eyes. "Playtime is later," she winked and kissed him once more before pulling away and walking to the kitchen, looking for something to make for breakfast.

Ed followed her and fixed himself a cup of coffee, watching her move about the kitchen, mixing and chopping and occasionally making flirty eye contact with him.

She felt him watch her and she bit her bottom lip, walking over to him to grab something behind him and she whispered in his ear. "See something you like, Captain?" She moved back with the spice she needed and kept cooking, coyly tucking a piece of hair behind her ear.

He groaned and looked at her. "You're going to kill me." He watched her plate the eggs she made and put them on the counter for them before pulling her to him and kissing her, her body flush against his so she could feel his arousal.

Olivia gasped and let out a groan. She broke the kiss and looked at him, her breath heavy. "You, eat your eggs. I'm going to go put on pants, because Noah is going to be up soon." She kissed him once more and walked into the bedroom, slipping into a pair of yoga pants and came back out and started eating her eggs. "Hmm."

Ed looked at her. "What is it?" He asked, taking another bite of his eggs.

"Too much pepper." She wrinkled her nose.

"You're adorable when you wrinkle up your nose like that."

"You like the eggs?"

"A little extra pepper, a little extra spice. I like it. Spicy, like the woman who made them."

Olivia blushed. "Do you ever stop flattering me?"

Ed shook his head and leaned in kissing her. "Not a chance."

She bit her bottom lip. "So, if you want I can help you pack stuff up to move. Help you decide what you want to bring."

"I really don't need to bring anything except my clothes."

"Hey, yes I have furniture, but if you're moving in here, this isn't just my apartment anymore. It's ours. I want there to be touches of Ed Tucker in here, and not just when you touch me and make me moan."

"I don't know if any of my furniture goes with your decor."

"Ed, I bought all this with Brian. I'm not attached to the furniture. I'm attached to you. And if your couch is more comfortable than this and makes for a good makeout spot, bring it over." She looked in his eyes and winked.

"Our apartment, huh?"

Olivia nodded. "And we need some pictures. The two of us, the three of us." She ran her hands over his chest. She felt emotion rising in her throat, she closed her eyes and swallowed.

Ed noticed and caressed her face. "Hey, what's wrong?"

She shook her head. "You know this is all I've ever wanted. A family. Someone I can love, who loves me, someone to grow old with, raise a child with. You've given me that, Ed Tucker." She looked into his eyes. "And I will forever be in love with you, because of the way you love me, how amazing you are with Noah."

He hugged her and kissed her head. "You're all I want for the rest of my life."

Olivia looked at him and rested her hand over his lips. "Move in with me first. Know you can really live with me. Then finish that thought."

Ed kissed her fingers and held her hands in his. "You got it."

She leaned in and kissed him, her arms wrapping around him, his hands on her hips. They stayed like that for a few minutes until they heard Noah. "Mama?"

Olivia broke the kiss and winked at Ed, picking Noah up. "Yes, sweet boy?"

"Were you kissing Tucker?"

She smiled. "I was."

"Do you love him?"

"Very much." She looked from Noah to Ed, a smile on her face. "Why do you ask?"

"Just wonderin'."

Olivia laughed and kissed his cheek. "Well, since you're up, what do you think about Tucker coming to live with us?"

"Where would he sleep?"

"In my bed, it's so big." She winked at Ed, seeing his smile.

Noah thought for a minute and then looked at his mother. "Okay!"

Olivia chuckled. "Okay," she kissed his temple and put him down. "How about some breakfast before we get you ready for school?"

Noah nodded. "Can I have waffles?"

"You got it, my love." She kissed his nose. "Go sit at the table." She watched him run over and sit at the table and she went to the freezer and put two Eggos in the toaster for him, Ed coming up behind her and wrapping her in his arms. She closed her eyes and rested against him, holding his hands in her own.

"This is what you have to focus on," he whispered in her ear. "Mornings like this. Don't let the negatives anywhere near your thoughts."

Olivia turned in his arms and smiled, kissing him gently. "When I'm with you, the only thing that matters is Noah and you… and us." She wrapped her arms around his waist. "What's her name doesn't even matter." She saw the Eggos pop up and she put them on a plate with some butter and syrup, cutting them up for Noah, and pouring him a glass of milk. She walked it over to him and kissed his head. "Here you go sweetie. Enjoy."

Ed started cleaning up from before and Olivia wrapped her arms around Ed and looked at Noah, kissing Ed's shoulder blades. "I love that little boy."

She smiled and rested her chin on his shoulder. "Me too," she whispered and ran her hands over his arms. "Go sit. Relax." She rubbed his back. "I think Noah needs to know about Ellie. The whole truth." She nodded.

He kissed her temple. "Need me?"

Olivia took his hand in hers. "Always." She smiled. "Stay close." She kissed his knuckles and walked over to Noah. "Sweetheart, I need to talk to you about something, okay?" She saw him nod. "I don't know if you remember me talking to you about Ellie."

Noah though. "A little bit."

She nodded. "Well, kiddo…" she stopped trying to figure out how to put this. "You know Chase's mom had his little sister in her tummy, and she grew in there for a while until she was born?"

The little boy nodded. "Yeah, I remember feeling her kick. It was weird."

Olivia smiled. "Well, you didn't grow in my tummy." She wiped her eyes. "You grew in Ellie's tummy. And she was real sick, the people taking care of you when I found you didn't know how to take care of babies." She stopped and looked over at Ed, taking a deep breath and wiping her eyes.

Noah saw the pain in his mother's eyes and he was confused. "What does that mean?"

She smiled. "That means that I am your mom, but I'm you mom by choice. I got to choose you, out of all the other little boys and girls in the world, I chose you." She wiped her eyes. "But it also means that Ellie was your mom, too. And she loved you Noah. But some really really bad people hurt her, and she died. But the man responsible for all that, we made sure he could never hurt anyone else ever again."

He looked at her. "So, I have you mommy, and Ellie. Do I have a Daddy?"

Olivia took a deep breath, fresh tears forming in her eyes. She nodded. "He…" she looked away and shook her head. "He wasn't a nice man, Noah." She ran her fingers through his hair. "When you're older I'll tell you more, okay? It's a lot for such a little boy." She kissed his head. "Do you have any questions?"

Noah shrugged. "So if I don't have him, will I ever have a Daddy?"

Olivia opened her mouth and looked over at Ed, silently asking for help.

Ed had been listening and he walked over, kneeling in front of Noah and Olivia. "Whether you want to call me Daddy is up to you and your mom, but I'm here for you Noah. Always."

Noah looked between the adults. "Well, you love mommy, and mommy loves you. Like Chase's mommy and Daddy. Doesn't that make you my daddy?"

Olivia smiled and wiped her eyes, and she looked at Ed. "What do you say, Tucker?" She asked.

Ed held her hand and looked at Noah. "Yeah. If you want it to."

Olivia bit her bottom lip. "Noah, something I've had to learn over the course of my whole life, is that blood doesn't make a family. Love does. I didn't have a family until I was all grown up. But you. Noah I love you so so much. I fought for you, and I always will. And Uncle Nick, and Uncle Fin, and Uncle Sonny, and Aunt Amanda, and Uncle Rafi, and Munch all love you so much. And Lucy. Noah, we don't share blood, we don't share DNA, the stuff that makes you who you are, but we share a bond even greater than that. That's love."

Ed kissed Olivia's head and smiled at Noah. "And I love you too, little man. So much." He rubbed Olivia's back and kissed her head. "But you need to eat your breakfast."

Noah nodded and got off his chair and hugged Olivia tightly. "I love you, mommy. Thank you for picking me."

Olivia held him tight and closed her eyes. "I couldn't imagine picking any other kid in the world." She pulled back and looked at him. "You're my son, and I knew the second I found you that I was meant to be your mom."

Ed kissed behind her ear, and pulled them both into a hug. He kissed Noah's head and rubbed his back. "Okay. Eat those waffles before they get cold. Mommy and I are going to talk in the kitchen really quick, Okay?"

Noah nodded and hopped back up on his chair to eat his waffles.

Ed pulled Olivia into the kitchen and wrapped her in his arms. "I got you." He whispered. "It's okay."

Olivia cried into his chest silently, holding him tight, her body shaking. "What am I supposed to tell him about Johnny D?" She whispered, still shaking.

"Breathe baby." He whispered, rubbing her back. "Come on breathe with me." He got her to breathe and calm down. He wiped her eyes. "The hard part of the conversation is over for now." He kissed her forehead. "Just keep breathing, and lean on me."

Once Noah finished his breakfast, Olivia walked over to him and cleared his plate, helped him get ready for school and she smiled. "Watch some cartoons for a few minutes while I get dressed and I'll walk you in, okay?"

Noah nodded and she smiled, kissing his head. Olivia turned on the TV to cartoons while she walked into the bedroom seeing Ed in jeans and a polo and she licked her lips.

Ed walked over to her. "See something you like, Lieutenant?"

Olivia bit her bottom lip. "You know what seeing you in a polo does do me." She kissed him. "I need to get dressed and take Noah to school."

He shook his head. "Bed. I'll bring Noah in for you. Relax."

She smiled and kissed him softly. "I love you." She whispered.

Ed smiled and tucked her hair behind her ear. "I love you, too. Now, hop back into bed, I'll be back soon, I promise."

Olivia smiled and climbed into bed. "Yes, sir." She laid down and closed her eyes.

He walked out to the living room and sat next to Noah. "Ready for school?"

"Mommy isn't taking me?"

"Figured I'd switch it up today and have it be us guys. I packed your lunch, part last night and part this morning."

Noah thought for a minute, but liked the idea of some time just him and Ed. "Sounds good Tucker! Let's go!"

They headed off to Noah's school while Olivia relaxed in bed.

A/N: Thanks again for reading, reviews make me happy, but again, if all you're going to do is comment on the imaginary weight problem Olivia has in your mind, keep it moving and get yourself a constructive hobby, rather than obsessing over a fictional character's body type.