Lies we believe, Rachel B. & Brody
Summary: Cassie lied, she never slept with Brody. It was all to make Rachel jealous and worked up but what will Brody have to say when he finds out what Cassie did?
A/N. THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE REVIEWS! Here's chapter 4! I hope you all had a good Christmas and new year back to school Monday for me, so getting this chapter out before!
Italics as you'll notice will mean that it's just a dream. Enjoy!
Chapter 4 – dreaming
Rachel's POV
It was a cold night out and all I was wearing was a t shirt, I stood by Brody as I pretended I wasn't freezing my ass off.
"You okay? You look like you're trying to hide something." Brody said laughing
"Nothing, I'm perfectly f-fine here." I said smiling up at him.
"You're freezing, here take my jacket." Brody said taking his jacket before putting it around me.
"But then, you'll be the one that's cold!" I said shocked feeling guilty that I had token Brody's jacket.
"I'm fine, I'm not cold… I'd rather you be the one that's warm and me cold if it's to please you." Brody grinned.
He is so sweet. I looked him in the eyes, and I looked into his blue eyes. Those blue eyes that just got me hypnotized and before I knew it, I was leaning in… wanting to feel those lips on mine…
"What are you doing?" Brody asked chuckling.
"I'm ready to fall, Brody, will you catch me?" I said before I leant in again.
"I believe that jacket is mine." Cassie said coming in between us and pushing us apart before ripping the jacket off me. Who does she think she is? Why on earth does she keep doing this? Trying to ruin me and Brody?!
I Gasped and sat up in bed and looked around me to see no Cassie but a shocked Brody.
"Are you okay?" Brody asked.
"I'm fine, why wouldn't I be?" I said trying to act as if I didn't just gasp, or sat up as quickly as possible.
"Rachel, you just woke up like you wanted to get away from something. Bad dream?" Brody asked with raised eyebrows.
I sighed, "Fine. It involved Cassie alright? And… you."
"Oh did it? Did I tell you I loved Cassie and only her?" Brody smirked winking before laughing too, letting her know he was only joking.
I grabbed my pillow and hit him with it, "Not Funny Brody!"
"Oh, c'mon... ya got to admit it is, like the fact that you act as if it doesn't affect you but it so does because… of what Rachel?" Brody said before hitting the pillow back at Rachel, "Why did It affect you Rachel?" he wasn't trying to pressure her; he just wanted to hear the words from her mouth.
I didn't know what to say, I couldn't say that it was because of him. I had to come up with something else. Come on hurry, Rachel, think of something! You're a star and you can come up with a different story!
"C'mon Rach, tell me."
I giggled before I thought of what to say, "okay okay, it was because… of Cassie. She's my enemy and Brody, you're my friend. You knew she was my enemy and it was just hard and painful to think that you backstabbed me and did sleep with her, to think that Cassie only used you to get back at me was painful enough." I was happy with my fake reason, it looked pretty convincing.
"Oh… right. That was the reason. Yeah…" Brody said disappointed, that was not what he wanted to hear and this is deffinatly not where he wants to be right now.
I grinned, it was convincing, "So, what do you want to-"
"Look Rachel, I've just remembered I have to go… be somewhere. Yeah, I'm hanging with some mates. Maybe later, yeah?" Brody said not waiting for an answer before leaving.
I stared at the back of him. It honestly seemed like he was trying to avoid her, somehow. I looked down and stared at my nails.
"Rachel, sweetie, you should of told him the truth." Kurt said.
I looked up to see Kurt right in front of me looking a little disappointed in me.
"I can't, Kurt, I just can't."
"Why not? Because of Finn? Because you think Brody won't feel the same? He just sat there, Rach, waiting for you to tell him how you feel and you what? Sat there and made something so stupid up. Why can't you tell him the truth? You used to tell Finn everything and you didn't even care what his reaction would be. Why so different now?"
I could feel the tears again, they were coming. I couldn't tell Brody how I felt.
"No, Kurt, I can't tell him because… I just can't! I'm a freak, I'm crazy and I jump to conclusions too quickly! I'd be this crazy little girlfriend that Brody would soon get bored and sick and tired of! I don't want to put him through that! You don't understand Kurt and you never will so do me a favour and leave me alone!" I said and I lied back down in bed and put the covers over me demanding another sleep.
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Brody's POV
Rachel didn't like me, this was just like another backstab in the back. How was I supposed to see Rachel every single day of the week? Look her in the eye and pretend that I can be friends with her when I'm in love with her? I couldn't do it anymore, it's hurting me and I'm sick of being hurt by the people I love. First, it was Louise now Rachel. I'm sick of falling for the wrong people. Why couldn't I, for once, fall for the right person? A person that wants to be with me and is a lot like Rachel? Rachel is special, crazy but special. I love her craziness, I love everything about her. Every little thing but she didn't feel the same way and it killed me. I couldn't be around her anymore. How could I tell her how I feel if she doesn't even feel the same about me?
I sat down in my dorm, and just stared around. What is wrong with me?
"Dude! You're back! Where did you end up last night?" My roommate Adam said with raised eyebrows.
"Oh, just kind of stopped at a mate's house. Was kind of a last minute thing."
"Oh I know what you mean; you had a good night then mate?" Adam asking winking thinking something else.
"No, not what you're thinking. Nothing dirty, I just happen to fall asleep next to-"
"It was a girl right?" Adam asked.
"Well, yeah it was but-"
"How can you sleep with a girl and not do anything? You mad bro!" Adam shouted
"Everything's not always about sex Adam." I said and picked up the remote to turn the TV on and watch TV…
"Are you kidding? I think without sex, we'd all die."
"No, I think that's just you." I laughed.
"Gosh, you need to come out more! You shouldn't be acting like a turtle or a tortoise… whatever it's called!" Adam said scratching his neck frustrated.
I sighed, "Whatever you say Adam, I'm going to pretend like I can hear you."
"What is up with you lately? You've been so distant like them puppies that are in love and are all to themselves than anywhere else."
I chuckled, "It's not like that at all… now you're just lying!"
"It should seem that way by the look in your eyes. Look mate, have some fun you deserve it, come to the nightclub with me and my friends tonight?"
"It's not my thing." I replied looking like I was watching TV when in fact, I wasn't.
"A change will do you good… at least a onetime thing!"
When Adam said ' a change will do you good' I couldn't help but think of the duet I sang with Rachel. We had so much fun that day, after the duet we went out and hung out together. One of the days where I started to develop more feelings for Rachel. Oh god, I really need to stop thinking about her. Maybe going to a nightclub won't be that bad, Adam never gets caught and I'm much smarter than him so there's no doubt that I won't get caught too.
"Fine. Just a onetime thing though Adam, you hear me?"
"Finally bro! c'mon let's get ready!"
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Rachel's POV
I walked into dance on Monday, feeling knackered after the weekend. I felt so bad for Brody.
"Well, look what the cat dragged in. I thought you'd change your timetable after you'd heard."
"You really think I'd change my timetable because you lied to me? How pathetic can you get?" I sighed before sitting down on the bench, putting my bag down and getting my ballet shoes out. It was ballet class today
"Of course not, I thought you'd changed your timetable once you found out me and Brody really did happen, this weekend actually… he was, what did he say? So heartbroken that you didn't feel the same for him and he came running to me, well… he was in the dance studio and I just so happened to be here."
I couldn't bring myself to say anything was she lying to me?
"How do I know you're not lying again? After all, you are a selfish little bitch. You lied before, so what's stopping you now?"
"If you don't believe me, ask Brody. Call him up now and ask him."
I hesitated thinking that he would be so disappointed in me if I did actually believe her, but she was right… she did need to ask him either way instead of avoiding him like she did last time.
I grabbed my phone and looked through my contacts until Brody. I hit the call button and waited until he answered, "Hello?"
"Brody! Look, I need to ask you something..."
"Erm… sure, go right ahead." Brody said swallowing
"I know that she's probably lying but I don't want to avoid you this time. I want to know the truth so I'm asking you Erm… did you sleep with Cassie."
There was silence. No answer… I was getting a little worried that maybe he did sleep with Cassie this time.
"Brody?"
"I'm sorry Rachel, I was in a state and she was just there-"
"It's got nothing to do with me who you s-sleep with or d-date Brody. Look I got to go; I'll talk to you later." Or Erm, never! It had nothing to do with me because I didn't tell him of how I really felt…
I jumped out of bed shocked, why did I keep having dreams like these? What was wrong with me? I didn't want to know.
"Well, finally, you're up! I'm sick of hearing the name Brody." Kurt said
I turned around and looked confused, what did he mean?
"What?"
"Oh, silly me, of course you wouldn't know you've been asleep but while you've been asleep, all you've been saying is 'BRODY' 'NO Brody please don't do this' and plenty more similar to that."
I rubbed my head, "How long have I been asleep?"
"Hmm… about 5 hours, although it seems like a year-"
"I need to talk to Brody." I said looking like if I didn't, I felt as if I was going to die.
"Have you finally realised that you need to do this, no matter the consequences its how you feel?" Kurt asked looking like he knew everything, "and that no matter what, Brody likes you for who you are, that crazy person… go get him girl!"
I sighed, "Kurt, do me a favour?"
"Sure, anything." He replied
"Shut up."
"Oh… yeah-" Kurt said and kept his mouth shut with a smirk.
I got my phone, tried to phone him but he was probably asleep. Maybe I should leave him a voicemail? Yeah, I'll leave him a voicemail.
"Hey Brody, it's Rachel. Look I need to talk to you… it's about everything. Well, earlier I didn't mean what I said. The truth is, I made it up because I'm scared. I'm scared because I've never been good with this kind of thing, if you knew my past with boys you would know it's not meant to be for me. Everything always seems to go wrong but I can't judge you, things could be different this time. Yeah, I'm crazy and I jump to conclusions quickly sadly, but that's just the way I am. Look, call me back when you get this. We really need to talk."
Kurt sat there and smiled as I hung up…"What, Kurt? Was it too much?"
He stayed silent, taking notice of what I told him to do earlier.
"Okay, I don't like this silent Kurt. You can open your mouth now!"
"Finally! It's horrible being told to shut up, I felt like I was about to die!" Kurt said
"Aw, Kurt you do make me chuckle." I said grinning.
"So, Barbara seems as you've been asleep 5 hours, and I say you're not even tired. Fancy having a movie night until lover boy ends up calling you?"
"Sure, I would love to as long as we get to watch the way we were, right?"
"Of course! No doubt!"
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Brody's POV
I was having a great time and it kept my mind off Rachel well, until now! I shouldn't care what she thinks she doesn't own me and doesn't have feelings for me.
"So, you are enjoying yourself then?"
"Of course mate, what else isn't than having a blonde by your side begging for the sex?" I said and I could swear a thought that Rachel wouldn't like it went through my head, but went out the instance it was in.
"Good on ya bro! I'll talk to you later, or see you tomorrow... I'm going to head off now mate. Obviously with someone being the man I am!" Adam said laughing before leaving.
I stood there, and stared at the blonde, her name was Jasmine. My phone started to vibrate in my hand; I looked down and tapped it to see my notifications: 1 voicemail, 1 missed call. I looked at who called me; Rachel. I'm guessing she's the one that left me the voicemail when I don't want to listen to it. I grabbed my drink before heading towards Jasmine smirking. Tonight was going to be a good night.
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A/N. LOL, when I was writing the end I was listening to the song 'let's dance' by Miley Cyrus. Got me in the mood to write it, I need to finish this story! I'm so into it XD so you guys are lucky. I hope you liked this chapter, any ideas? Do you think Brody will do anything? Don't forget to…. REVIEW! Makes me update faster… ;)