Disclaimer: I don't own Grey's Anatomy. If I did, they'd still be Derek and Addison.

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When Derek's lips finally reached Addison's he let them linger there, barely touching. It was almost as if he thought she'd disappear if he pressed any harder. Lust eventually overcame him though and he slowly slipped his tongue into her mouth.

Addison softly moaned as her tongue met his not fully believing this was actually happening. When she realized that it wasn't yet another dream she was having her hands found Derek's and she laced their fingers together. All sense of logic and self preservation left her mind as her leg wrapped over Derek's needing to latch onto him.

Derek deepened the kiss, savoring the rush that was running through him. His hands tightened around Addison's and his primal side took over and he brought them over her head, pushing them onto the soft cushion. Despite their time apart he was still well attuned to her and when she tensed the slightest bit he immediately loosened his grip and brought her arms up and wrapped them around his neck. He cursed himself for his carelessness. His hands slipped under her shoulders, with enough contact to let her know he was there but not crushing her against him.

Addison's emotions were running on overdrive and she felt a tear trickle down her face. This was everything she had wanted for years but then a nasty thought had to work its way into her head. She tried to ignore it but it was unrelenting. She broke the kiss and gazed up at him with saddened eyes. "I can't do this Derek. I can't be payback to Meredith. Not with you."

Derek brushed the tear away with his knuckles before his hand roamed to the back of her head. He raised it until their noses touched and he locked his eyes with hers. "Meredith who?" he huskily said, his eyes never blinking.

Addison gasped as her heart tripled its speed. A shiver shot down her spine. It was only two words but they were words she had been longing to hear even if she wouldn't admit to it. Before she could second guess herself she pulled his head down and hungrily kissed him, drawing him as close as she possibly could.

Derek met her with equal passion. All of the bad things that had happened in the past took leave from his thoughts and his old feelings for Addison that he had tried to bury due to anguish came flourishing up again. He was remembering why he had fallen in love with her in the first place and why he had loved her for so long.

It was at this moment that Derek's cell phone started ringing.

"Just ignore it." Derek murmured against Addison's mouth.

Addison was more then willing to comply as she wrapped her tongue around Derek's as a sense of peace began trickling through her.

Unfortunately Derek's cell phone was unrelenting. It rang again and then a third time.

Derek sighed in frustration. "I'll get rid of whoever it is. Just give me a minute." He grabbed his phone off the table and snapped it open so forcefully it was a small wonder it didn't break in half. "Shepherd. Hey Liz, what's going on? I'm kind of busy right now." He told his sister.

Addison was able to catch most of Liz's part of the conversation. Her eyes started dancing with amusement as another memory drifted into her mind. She fought to keep a straight face so Derek could finish up his conversation.

"Well excuse me Mister Neurosurgeon." Liz sarcastically said. "This lowly internist was wondering what you were up to. I called the hospital but they said you were on vacation. I was just curious as to what you're up to. You normally tell us these things."

Derek rolled his eyes. He never could get his sisters to stop their nosiness. His gaze found Addison again and a soft smile spread across his face. "I'm finding something I lost."

Addison smiled up at him and her hands ran up and down his arms. Her heart had skipped a beat when he had said that.

"Well that narrows it down. Thanks for being so informative Derek." Liz sighed on the other end. "You really need to get over riddle speak. That was always so annoying."

"Consider it payback." Derek said with a light laugh. "Look I'm alive, I'm in one piece and I'm doing fine. Now is there anything else you needed?"

"I was just trying to check up on my brother." Liz said playing up the hurt. "But he doesn't care." She fake sniffled on the other end. "I'm going to go break your Christmas gift now."

Derek chuckled, knowing he was getting off easy with the interrogation. "Bye Liz."

"Bye Derek." Liz said with a laugh.

Derek closed his phone and he moved to set it on the table but then thought better of it. He drew his arm back and sent it clear across the room. It skidded to a stop under an end table.

Addison couldn't keep herself from laughing anymore. "Liz always did have really bad timing."

Derek laughed himself. "Any trauma she may have experienced was her own fault. She should have known better than to just waltz into a newlywed's apartment."

"Maybe you shouldn't have tossed the phone. I'm sure Tricia will be calling, then Kathleen and last but not least Nancy."

"I'd pull the battery off before it got to Nancy. She'd have me on the phone for hours." Derek nuzzled his nose against Addison's. "I won't have anything distract me that long."

Addison smiled up at him. Her hand traveled up to his head and she gently pushed it down on her shoulder. Her arms tightened around him getting almost giddy at the feel of his body against hers. "Could we just do this for a bit?" she whispered.

Derek snuggled her, his hands hooking onto her shoulders. Despite the desire coursing through him he understood Addison not wanting to go at warp speed. He had always been very cautious and attentive with her in that respect. Kathleen had stressed the importance of that to him and while he usually ignored his sisters he always remembered that. "We can do whatever you want," he gently said.

A couple of minutes later though Addison groaned slightly. "I forgot how much you weigh," she said with a chuckle.

Derek's face broke out into a grin and he shifted around so he was lying on his side. He pulled Addison to her side so they were face to face. "Is that better?"

Addison trailed her hand to Derek's face, her fingers resting against his cheek. "Yeah. Everything is better now."

Derek turned his head and lightly kissed her palm, holding her closer. He turned his head back to face her. "I've missed you Addison," he whispered.

"I've missed you too," she whispered back. She let herself become lost in the euphoria not even considering any what or when's. Like what would happen when they left the house. She wouldn't let anything mar this time, not while she was living it.

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A/N: I'm sorry for the shorter chapter. The next one will be longer I promise. I'll also tell you that it will have a big reveal from Addison and for those who are wondering; yes the M rating will most likely come into play. Until then I hope you liked this one.

Since I forgot to in the last chapter double thanks to everyone who's reviewed!