Morgue walks over to a bag and takes out an eyeshadow palette and starts re-doing his makeup and I walk towards Brianna and hug her again.
"You never told me you knew Morgue" she says quizzingly.
"I guess back on Freaks I never thought you knew him either" I say with a laugh and she takes me through a back door into an area with beanbags and we sit down.
"Do you mind... The cameras?" She asks and I shake my head, she smiles and a camera crew quickly follow behind us and I laugh.
"Rolling" one of the camera guys whisper and I nod, taking a deep breath.
"What's the history there?" Bri asks and plays with her hair.
"Morgue and I? Oh, you know we're performers - shock artists. We get on great, i've never met someone so artistic as Morgue" I say with a smile.
"Have you ever dated?" She asks and I can hear the cameras zoom in on me and my breath gets shallower.
"Thats really between us, Bri." i say and she nods, I brush my hair from my face and look her dead in the eye.
"I think thats enough" she says to the cameramen without losing eye contact with me. They shut the cameras and we still look each other in the eye. When they leave completely I get up and walk out, I walk out passed all the performers and grab my bag from beside Morgans and walk back out through the door I came. I can't breathe. I can't do this. This was a mistake. I walk back up the hill I ran down and keep going.
"Elizabeth?" i hear at the bottom. That fear, that sadness in the voice reverberates through me, deja vu, just like 4 years ago.