4:Ian
I feel the love
And I feel it burn
Down this river every turn
Hope is a four letter word
Make that money
Watch it burn
Old, but I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're told
And I feel something so wrong
By doing the right thing
I could lie, could lie, could lie
Everything that downs me makes me wanna fly
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be counting stars
Lately I been, I been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But baby, I been, I been prayin' hard
Said no more counting dollars
We'll be, we'll be counting stars
OneRepublic~Counting Stars
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Ian Kabra was not one for being jealous of anyone. But as he watch them over the years, it began to become a part of. He hated that damn Jake who was the lucky son of a bitch to get his Amy. He got to hold her, love her, kiss her, hug her... Ian couldn't count how many times he saw them like that, whenever he just happen to walk on to them in the library or kitchen, them being all happy and in love. Amy was always smiling and laughing and just happy. Happy without him. It hurt after the Vesper War, and hurt even more durning the Pierce situation. There were indeed times were they fought like crazy but it usually didn't last long, which always went the wrong way of what Ian wanted. Ian wouldn't admit it out loud but he still love Amy with a fiery passion. Ever since Korea...Blah,blah,blah,blah...
That was something everyone knew. It wasn't news. It was all stereotype-like, right? It's the same story so many have heard so many times. If he did say it out loud, no one would be surprise, right? And he be rejected like before and still be in this state till he finally moved on. The the story goes wherever it wants from there, usually the same route too. The story been done before, so why tell it again?
But what if this story went differently? But doesn't every other story do, too? Just a little bit is changed, but it still has the same ending and such. Well, correct. True. Very true. But...
What if we just change the ending? Along with changing a bit of the details? And maybe add something in there that no one saw coming? Something that just shattered the newly founded storyline and invented a new and completely opposite one? You know, just take the whole storyline, destroy it, and creat a entirely different one, destroy it again, and creat another new one?
Would you read his love life then? Because, as he fears, that's what happen. So go head. Sit down. Get comfy. And read, enjoy it even. Because this...this might just change things...
Well, here we go.
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Ian was at age 24 when it all came to him. It was first the idea-the small,tiny concept-just popping into his mind one day and he suddenly couldn't let it go.
Days passed. Then the designs, the blue prints. The pieces fell perfectly together. Like magnets. They would naturally work together, like flawless lines. All parallel to each other. Percent alignment. All the place, people...
Then the details unwillingly formed inside of his mind. They became the icing on the cake. The sweetest treat out of the ordeal. But one problem...
There was no way it could possible work if Amy didn't feel the same way. And she didn't. Ian gave up on the plan them after spending 3 whole nights writing in all down, almost using all of a little notepad. He discovered this and all his hope was lost again. Hope. Something him had so little of till it came to her... Ian gave up the whole plan entirely till he came across then yet again after a few weeks. It was in the library and Ian was looking for the biography on Robert E. Lee when he heard them. They weren't far, and he hated what came out of there mouths.
"I've always wanted a little boy." He knew that was Amy.
"Why? So you could name it after your brother?" Jake.
"No," She laughed. "I don't know why, to be honest. I just always wanted a little boy."
"I would prefer a girl. There calmer." Jake scoffed and Ian had to bit his tongue. Who the fuck asked you, fuckwit?
"I always liked the name Maddex." She said dreamily. She was so cute. "That or maybe James..."
"If we ever have kids, we can have both."
Ian's heart stopped and his mind crashed. He couldn't breath. He heard nothing else from Amy but knew she smiled at him. Because she would like that. He knew she would.
Ian couldn't control himself at that moment. He slam the book back onto the shelf, the 'boom' echoed throughout the room, jumped off the ladder and ran off before the two lovebirds could see him. He ran out of the house and onto the 15 acer yard. He ran into the forest till his fall onto the ground and just couldn't find the strength to get up.
That's when the screaming started. He roared with anger and hurt. He hated them. Them together. Them being a happy, loving couple. Them getting married, having kids as Ian was left behind alone. Like always.
Then the sobbing became. He couldn't help it, he just curled up into a ball and sobbed. He did the same with Natalie, when she, his beautiful baby sister, died. And hadn't done it since. That was 8 years ago.
Once he was done, unaware of how much time has passed, he got up. He dust most the dirt off of him and blinked his eyes. He couldn't let anyone see him like this. He took the back way into the house and quickly dashed towards his room, since it was nighttime and he suppose some people were in bed. That's when Ian swear he do it. He then began to put his plan to action. This could go indefectible to plan or it all could go horridly wrong... Or neither.
We'll just have to see...
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Thank you for reading. Please review.
On the last chapter, this is what happen- Jonah is at a party were he get drunk so he can fell better about the Vesper he killed and there he meets The Wolf. I'll let you guys decide what The Wolf will be, a boy or girl. Choose whichever one you want. Anyway, Jonah fall in love with The Wolf, But then the cops come to the party and they escape together. Then the wolf ran away because he it she is afraid of his/her sudden feelings for Jonah, and Jonah is left determent to find him/ her, and win him/her over, and live happily ever after.
I hope this chapter is good by y'all standards. I had some trouble wording it but I still hope it's good. Sorry about any mistakes. Thanks again.