Haha the name of the chapter is explained later on... I know it is a sight none of us wants in their head... that is the whole point. But trust me Munch in a speedo is something I really do not want in my mind because Munch looks like a skinnier version my of my grandpa :S.

Chapter four

Emergency

Munch in a Speedo

(Olivia's POV)

The bridge was dimly lite from the street lights. I pulled out a pack of cigarettes and put one in my mouth. I lite it up.

"Elliot, please don't give me that look." I said an exhaled the smoke from my mouth. Elliot just kept his eyes on me as we walked further down the Brooklyn Bridge.

"Liv, I just don't see why you are doing this?"

"Doing what?"

"Smoking! This not like you!"

"I don't why I am doing this." I looked at that cigarette between my fingers and flicked the ashes off of it and took another hit off of it. It was intoxicating and I wanted to throw it out right there, but I just took another hit. Elliot took it out of my hand and threw over the side into the black water below. "What the hell was that for!?"

"I am not going to sit here and watch you kill yourself with those cancer sticks! Those things are death wrapped in paper!" I huffed and took my pack out again. Before I got another cigarette out Elliot grabbed it and stuff it in his pocket. "El, give them back to me."

"No."

"Since when do you care so much about my health anyway?"

"You are my partner. I don't want anything to happen to you."

His words cut deep in me. Just his partner. I reached for his pocket but he grabbed my hand and twisted it up. "Damn it Elliot give them to me!"

He pulled them out of his pocket and threw it over the side. "Go get them."

"Your an ass."

"No I just care about you to much."

I looked up at him into his eyes. Was he telling the truth. I shook my head. "Please, just save it...You owe me 5 dollars you know." I stopped walking and looked over the edge.

"You owe me your life." He chuckled.

"How many time have I saved you?"

"That is different. This is your health..." He walked up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"What are you doing!?" I snapped. But he didn't let go. He pulled me away from the edge.

"Getting you away from the edge."

"Oh god. Are you going to start acting like this about everything!?"

"Maybe... I almost lost you and I don't want to again." He spun me around and I was still in his grasp. I was to speechless. We just looked into each others eyes for the answers. He started to lean down and I stood on the tip of my toes making it easier for him.

My eyes flung open. What was up with that dream? My bed was colder then it was when I went to sleep. I sighed and looked over at my empty bed. I guess Elliot went home. I rolled out of my bed and stumbled to the living room. What was I thinking, Elliot would stay with me? I huffed. My dizziness got the best of me and I fumbled to the ground.

"Oh my god, Liv. Why did you walk out here by yourself!?" I heard Elliot call out but I leaned my head against the wall. I was spinning. Or was it the room spinning? Either way it wasn't good. Elliot wrapped his arms underneath mine and lifted me off my carpeted floor. He set me down on the couch.

"Elliot? You're still here?"

"I never left." His voice was confused.

"But you weren't in the bed?" I sat up and it took all my efforts to open my eyes.

"No I was out here doing paper work, like I said I was going to do."

I tried to recall him saying that, but I couldn't. "I don't remember."

"It's okay. I am hear now."

I smiled and wrapped my arms around him. "Why yes you are." Elliot slid onto the couch with me. "Elliot, where are we?"

He tensed up. "What do you mean, we are in your apartment."

"That is not what I meant. Where are we in our relationship?"

"We are where ever you want us to be."

"But what if I don't know what I want?"

"What do you mean?"

"I mean, a small part of me doesn't want you like this. I just want to go back to how things were. But a much bigger part of me wants you. All of you. In my mind and in my body." I propped up my head with my hand and looked in eyes. "My mind and heart are at war."

"Are your heart is?"

"Is winning. It the side of me that wants you.. my mind see's the good in that. But it also see's the bad. We wouldn't be able to be partners anymore."

"No but we could be so much more." He kissed my head. I smiled.

"We could. But that still doesn't answer where we are in our relationship."

"Well I guess it is all up to you at the moment... but I would like to move our relationship up to lovers."

I laid my head back down. It was spinning again, but for different reasons. "You okay?"

"Yea, I am fine." I opened my eyes. His face was over mine and so was his body. He shifted a little and I could feel just how much he wanted to be lovers. My eyes grew wide. "Elliot!?" His cheeks got flush and pulled away. I pulled him back. "Dont take that as an I don't want to...I do... But I would like to be less drugged up and my head better when we do."

He smiled. "Okay. That is understandable.... But um." He looked down at the zipper to his pants where it was it full on tent mood. I chuckled.

"Sorry... think of something nasty."

"I have the most beautiful women in the world," I blushed, "laying in front of me in her underwear... my mind isn't going anywhere that will ruin that by my own will." He smothered me with his mouth on mine.

I pulled away for a breath."Okay then let me help..." He continued to kiss me while I thought about something that could turn him off. I finally came up with something. "Munch."

His face dropped and I could fell his tension go down. "Okay if you ever want to get me down that is how to do it." I laughed again. He got off the couch. "You are probably hungry you haven't eaten in over 8 hours."

I just laid there but looked at him. "I didn't even notice."

"Well you need to eat anyway. Do you think you'll be okay long enough for me to go to the store, pick up something, then come back and make it."

"Yea I will just take a bath." I saw Elliot tense. "Munch in a speedo!" I yelled and he shuddered at the thought. I smiled to myself.

(Elliots POV)

I pulled back up to her apartment complex. The light was off from what I could see. When I walked in all the light where off.

"Olivia?" But I didn't hear anything. I remembered that she said she was going to take a bath. I walked into her room and knocked on her bathroom door. "Olivia?" No answer. "Olivia, you are starting to scare me." Still no answer. "Olivia, I will kick this door down." No answer. I tried to open the door but it was locked. I lifted my leg and pushed it off its hinges. I ran in. Olivia was asleep in her bath water, her hands on the sides of the tub holding herself up. I ran over to her. "Olivia?" I tapped her face. "Liv, baby you gotta get up." She grumbles under her breath. I smiled slightly. "Livvy, you have to get up."

"5 more minutes." She barely got out.

"No, you have to get up now. You are in the tub." Her eyes shot open.

She let her head fall on the wall. Then pulled it off and groaned with pain. "Did I fall asleep?"

"Yea."

"Ugh! I guess I shouldn't have taken another Dervocet before getting in here huh?"

"Probably not." Now I wasn't panicking I looked at her. All of her. She was perfect. She noticed my gaze and pulled herself into a ball so I couldn't look at her anymore.

"Get out so I can get dressed."

"I don't think so. I don't want you falling asleep in there again."

"Yea that is why you want to stay in here." She smiled and so did I. "Can you get my towel." I nodded and grabbed it off the rack. I held it out for her. "Close your eyes."

"Why I have al-"

"I don't care just do it!" I unwantingly followed her order. I heard the water falling on itself signaling she was getting out. She sighed. Not long after. I felt her hand on my leg. I gasped as it ran up my thigh. She stopped and stood back up.

"Tease." I said. I opened my eyes. She had her back towards me. She let her towel fall gracefully, she still had one in her hair. She leaned down and grabbed a bottle of something from inside her medicine cabinet. She started to sway but gripped the inside of the sink hold herself up."How long do you plan on spending in here!?" She chuckled and turned around. I guess she thought my eyes where still closed because hers got wide. I walked up to her. "What I couldn't help myself."

"Look all you want your not touching."

"Oh really." She nodded. I smiled devilishly and grabbed her left breast. She leaned in the sink as she whimpered. Her body moved closer to mine and I kissed her lips still holding onto her. I began to move my hand massaging her. She let out a moan and that was all I need. I lifted her up onto the side counter surrounding the sink. I pushed one hand on the medicine cabinet and the other on her back hold her steady. I moved my mouth from hers to her neck sucking at it.

"Elliot. Please stop." Her voice was full of lust. She moan again as I pressed against her, but this one was louder and full of begging for me to continue. I moved my head down to her chest kissing and sucking all the way down. Her hands found their way into my hair. She gently pulled on the short strands. She arched her chest up for me to have better access to her it. By now both her legs where wrapped around me. Her head was tilted back. "Please don't do this to me now. I don't want to do this yet." I stopped and looked into her eyes. They were full of need and desire, but also glazed over from her medicine."I don't want to do this while I am like this." I pealed myself off her.

"I am sorry, I shouldn't have... I know you don't want to do this right now.. but you are driving me crazy." She smiled slightly.

"Don't apologize. I want this just as bad as you do... you have no idea how hard it was for me to stop you. But I want to be me... not some messed up version of me. And I want to remember it... all of it. And I am having a hard time with memory right now."

I rubbed my forehead. "Yeah I know. Munch in a speedo right?"

She was wide teeth grinning now. "Right."

"Alright well let me go get your dinner made. If you can come out into the living room. If you can't just go to your bed and I will bring it in there." She smiled.

"Sounds good."

(Olivia's POV)

After I got into my sweats and shirt I laid down on my bed. I suppose I drifted off to sleep because next thing I know Elliot is bringing my food into me. He set down a tray across my lap. It had a neatly made sub on it. I smiled up at him.

"Did you work at a Subway in a past life?"

He laughed. "No I am just good at making food."

I sat up. "Really, I didn't know that."

He nodded. "Yep. But only certain foods. When Kathy and I had Dickie and Lizzie she made us both take classes."

"Ah." I laughed."So what kind of sub is this anyway?" I poked at it and lifted the the top off.

"It is Ham and Turkey with Italian dressing and melted motirizla."

"Oh sounds really good!" I took it in my hands and took a big bit out of it. It was better then it sounded."Oh my god! This is so good! I guess I was hungry!" He chuckled. "Did you make you any for you?"

"Well that whole thing isn't for you." I looked down at the foot long sub in front of me. I could eat all of it. "Did you think it was?" I nodded slowly smiling. He chuckled and sighed. "I will go get you something to each with it."

"Okay." I took another bit.

Yea idk what was up with the last part lol.