I'm so sorry I haven't updated in a while there's been a lot going on these past couple weeks and it was really hard to get through it. I'll try to update as much as I can this week to make up for the lost time. So here it is chapter 4 of You are So Beautiful To Me.

I do not own glee or any of its characters

Chapter 4

I'm here, after so many months of keeping what I did to myself a secret I'm finally at a rehabilitation facility. When my mom and I walked in everybody just stopped and stared. When we finally reached the front desk and "checked" me in, it was time for my mom to leave.

"Marley please promise me you'll try everything you can to get better, you have to do this so you can come back home to me, to Ryder and to all your other friends." She said on the verge of tears.

"I promise with all my heart mom." I told her sincerely.

"That's all I needed to hear, I love you." She then gave me a big hug.

"I love you to mom." I said

After that she left, and I was all alone (not literally there was a doctor standing right next to me)

"Hi marley my name is Doctor Smith, and I'll be the doctor that will be helping you through all of this. You will have to attend group sessions 5 days a week and you get the weekend to yourself but you have to stay in the building. Your teacher for the group session will send somebody down to your room to get you and to help you for the first couple days, until you get the hang of your routine." He said

"Thank you." Was all I said to him because I wasn't really in the mood to talk.

I started wandering the hallways looking for my room. When I finally came to my door that was marked 34c in the girls dormitories I opened the door and looked around the room. There were two beds, the one was already taken and stuff was scattered on it and stuff all around the walls. Looks like I have a roommate.

When I finally got settled in and was just about to sit down and relax the door swung open and in walked a girl who looked like she came out of a modeling magazine. She had long golden hair that curled ever so slightly, a flawless face and amazing greyish blue eyes

"Hi my name is Hayden!" she said so happy, I don't know how she could be this happy in a place like this. "you must be my new roommate. I'm going to be showing you around for the next couple of days and I can't wait to get to know you better because we are going to be seeing a lot of eachother since we're roommates and they put us in all of the same classes so you atleast know someone!"

"Uh hi I'm Marley." I said rather timidly, I never was really good at making friends.

"Not much of a talker I see" she said.

"it's not that I don't like talking it's that I'm really tired from a long day, it's my first day here, and I just got settled in" I told her just not in the mood to talk.

"ok I get that's how I was like on my first day, tell you what tomorrow after our first session I'll give you a tour and we could get to know each other better." She told me.

"Sounds good to me." I told her.

She went over to her bed and got on her laptop and I got under my covers put my headphones on and fell asleep listening to songs that describe what I'm feeling right now.

I'm sorry it was short but I have total writers block for this right now, I had this whole story planned out but then I forgot it. When I think of Hayden I think of Skylar Samuels.

So sorry I promise the next chapter will be really long and I will try to update as soon as I can.

-Trumpeteer