I cannot believe I did that what was I thinking, I know there is something there, some kind of spark otherwise he would have moved out of that kiss. Don't be stupid he was shocked. I'm such an idiot. I'm sitting her in his bathroom staring out the window listening to him repeatedly call me, the door isn't locked but I don't think he will just walk in, I mean, for all he knows I could be on the toilet. I can't go anywhere he's just outside, wait a second, the window, there is a ledge I can slide along and there is a pipe I can attempt to slide down . It is very much something I imagines James Bond would do but I had to get out of here I could stand ore humiliation.

"Lexy, come out please, can we talk about this?"

I could here his words fade slightly as I grabbed the pipe holding on, like my life depended on it, hoping it would hold my weight. Where could I go, did it really matter his house was in the middle of the woods there was no way he could find me in all of this.

"Lexy, why did you go out the window?"

He had opened the bathroom door, I thought he wouldn't do that until I was long gone, but I guess I was wrong. By this point I was running, not looking back. I couldn't face him after I escaped his house by going out the bathroom window, how was I going to explain that to him. Just another humiliating moment that was bound to arise at some point. Maybe I could live in the wood, be a modern day Mowgli, you know live with the wolves and all that. It was late and I could still he Edward calling, how was he so close, I have been running for what seems like forever. I came to an area of the woods where there seemed to be alcove, you could hardly see it unless you were looking for it. I didn't know where I was in the woods and I didn't know the direction home, so for tonight this was my home and surprisingly it wasn't to bad. The night was long and Edwards found got close then trailed off, and eventually vanished.

I woke up the next morning still feeling the humiliation from the night before, as I looked around I swear I saw someone in a tree close by looking down at me. I convinced myself I was being stupid, why would someone watch me from a tree at this time in the morning. It was then I turned around to see a wolf that looked larger than a human looking at me about 5 meters away. Fear wasn't the word for what I was feeling at this point, I knew I thought I should be like Mowgli, but I wasn't being serious. It was then the large wolf walked right up to me and looked me right in the eyes. There was something about those eyes that seemed so familiar, very much friendly. For a moment I thought this wolf was a guard dog, it sat there alert, occasionally getting up to scout the area, well I presumed it was scouting the area. I had been sitting there with the wolf approximately two hours when I decided it was probably time to start trying to find a way out of her, I didn't need to be lost, I didn't want the free time to think about last nights events. It was then I realised I wasn't far from the reservation near La Push, I could go pay a visit to Jacob, I know he would make me forget about my recent troubles. Then I turned to the wolf and looked into his eyes and I knew he had to leave unseen.

"Go, you don't want to be seen. I will be safe don't worry, my friend Jacob will look after me."

In one mere second the wolf was gone, it seemed to understand what I was saying and I was grateful he got away safe. I always was an animal lover. I looked down at my phone to see I had a text of Edward what was I going to say to him.

From Edward,

Lexy please come back we need to talk. You have got me so worried. Edward x.

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EPOV

What was she thinking, it isn't safe going out through the window, why didn't she just tell me she wanted to leave and I would have taken her home. I could see her in the distance running into the woods, was dark and definitely was safe if the wolves were out tonight, and they always were. I had to find her, I decided that going through the trees would be the best was I would not be seen running fast and would be hidden my the branches. Roughly two hours passed before I realised where I was and where she was lying, she was over the boarder I couldn't touch her, the most I could do was stay hidden and make sure she was safe and prey that she gets home safe. Maybe I should text her should would read it eventually.

It was a long night I couldn't stand the fact I couldn't get to her, hold her and tell her it was fine and that I secretly wanted the kiss to. I saw her shuffle about and gaze up at the tree I was in, fuck she must of saw me, now how am I going to explain this to her. There was a wolf not far from her I knew it wasn't a normal wolf but my enemy and he was moving closer to her, I could feel his eyes on me, he knew I was here and I couldn't stay and put her in danger, she would be safe at least.

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LPOV

I ran up to Jacobs door, and once again he was already there waiting for me, he knows me better than I know myself, I should be worried. This thought had me laughing to myself was it that bad that someone knew me so well.

"Hey Jacob."

"Lexy, where have you been your are filthy?"

"Long story short, sleeping in the woods with wolves."

"You know, your just as crazy as I remember, come in I'll grab you a drink. Orange good?"

"Yeah that would be great thanks."

His house was small, but it had that home feeling, and he made it so much warmer. I loved spending time with him he inspired my writing and I wanted him to know, but telling him would be difficult, I'm not so good when I comes to showing how I feel, it always comes out wrong.

"So hey you got any new tunes."

"Funny you should ask."

"Well can I hear it?"

He was genuinely interested and I couldn't deny him, he was had one of those, if you don't I'm going to pout faces on him, and what could I say I was a soft touch.

"I'm not a trick you play,

I ride a different way

I'm not a mistake,

I'm not a fake,

It's set in my DNA

Don't change me

I wanna fly I wanna drive I wanna go

I wanna be a part of something I don't know

And if you try to hold me back I might explode

Baby by now you should know."

There was this awkward silence and it was killing me, maybe I should just record these and stick them on a disk so he can listen to them in his own time and I don't have to be caught in the silence. I had to break the silence it was to long to intense.

"So, what do you think?"

"I'm speechless that was amazing you should really record these and try and promote yourself you have a raw talent there."

Yes, I was blushing, who wouldn't at that remark, I had raw talent. Check me, I had something special. I had got over what had happened last night it was over and done with what could I do to change it now. Me and Jacob messed about for the rest of the day, chasing each other like little kids and burying each other in the sand. I felt like I could handle anything now.

To Edward,

I'm fine there is no need to worry, I'll talk to you tomorrow. Tell Alice I'll pick her up at one for a long deserved shopping trip. Lexy x.

Me and Jacob sat on the beach snuggled together it was chilly, but he was so warm. I placed my head on his shoulder and gazed out to sea it was so clear so surreal and beautiful, so much it reminded me of Edward and Jacob as equally beautiful in there different ways. Well it was late and I was extremely dirty, I needed a shower so I had to end this some what perfect day.

"Well Jacob, I'm going to have to go I kind of need to get washed."

"Your telling me you stink."

We both broke out into a fit of laughter, I did stink, And he had to put up with it all day.

"Could I have a life then?"

He drove me home it wasn't far and it didn't take long, but it was a lot faster than I would have taken to get home by foot. He walked me to the door and wished me good night I seemed like something out of a film. He grabbed my hand and brought the back of my hand up to him mouth and placed his perfect soft lips upon my skin, again they were as warm as his skin, and I just couldn't believe what had happened. It seemed like I was messing with Jacobs and Edwards heart, I had to decide who was the priority, as nasty as it sounds, I had to decide, but first I needed to talk to Edward and see where his heart and head was at, and work from there otherwise I could end up alone and heartbroken myself.

From Edward,

I know you want to talk about what happened last night, don't feel embarrassed Lexy you have had me thinking of your gorgeous, plump, soft lips all day please get a good nights sleep beautiful and I will see you tomorrow. Edward xx

To Edward,

Did I read your message correctly, well anyways I'll try and have a decent nights sleep and I'm sorry about climbing out the bathroom window and all that drama please don't tell Alice I don't need her to lecture me. Haha. I know you didn't find me but thank you for coming after me. Goodnight Edward xx

My heart nearly ripped out my chest, all that worrying and all that drama, it seemed childish now looking back on what I went through to avoid him. His text made me smile, gave me something to look forward to and not to be anxious about. Tomorrow was going to be a promising day and hopefully not as eventful as yesterday. I was left thinking of Edward all night until I drifted off into a deep relaxed sleep and that night I had no nightmare.

I dreamt of Edward and Emmet, his brother wrestling in the living room over a minor disagreement about where I would sit to watch a film and Alice trying to persuade me to let her use me a doll, because Alice is like that, she thinks no one can possibly look good if she hasn't had some input in the outfit. I wouldn't be surprised if she picks the cloths for her whole family . It was so simple but it felt nice to be dreaming about something else and dreaming of a normal, slightly dysfunctional, but loving and caring family.

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