Yeah, I know, I haven't updated in forever, blah blah blah but anyway I am updating now so be happy.
Logan, coming back... tomorrow. This must be a dream. This can't be real. "Cheye? Cheye! Cheyenne Nicole Fairchild!" Rayn snaps her fingers on my face.
"Huh?" I say, a bit dazed.
"You spaced out on me for a minute," Rayn says.
"Oh. So, what were we just doing?" I ask.
"The guys are coming back tomorrow!"
"Oh."
"Cheyenne, they have been gone forever and you have been crying and everything and all you have to say it "oh"? Cheyenne, hello? Are you listening to me?"
"Yeah, just... I bet Gustavo is just being a dick like always and then he is just going to make them stay. So I'm not holding my breath." I start fiddling with the zipper on my jacket.
"Don't be like that. Gustavo has some compassion, Cheyenne. I know he likes you a lot, you're probably his favorite out of everyone and I don't think he would hurt you that much."
"He look away Logan," I say, letting out a sigh.
"He had to do that, they needed to go on tours, train and all that other good stuff. Being here just distracted them. It was for there own good."
"Well it still hurt really bad, and besides, i bet Logan just met another girl. They are just saying he misses me to make me feek better. I mean come on Rayn, I'm not pretty. I'm scene... I'm not the kind of girl for Logan. He likes smart, pretty girls. Not freaks like me." I tug at a purple strand of my hair.
"Cheyenne Nicole Fairchild, he has been with you for three years now and you have always been scene. If he wanted you to change, don't you think he would've said something?"
"Logan is too nice. He wouldn't say anything."
"Cheyenne, just shut up okay? He loves you. Now go to bed, it's like 2 AM."
"Okay," I sigh, slowy walking into my room. "Goodnight, Rayn."
"Goodnight, Cheyenne," she calls back cheerfully. I didn't realize how tired I was until I laid down. I almost instantly fell asleep.