Don't give up on me yet, readers. I'm trying to post as soon as I can. Life as just been CRAZY!


Kensi didn't know the time, she was still running and running for a long time. Then the tears fell, she wanted to stop, but her body wanted to keep running. She ran tears falling all the way to OPs. There, she stopped walking straight into the gym. Placing the gloves on her hands she began hitting the punching bag.

She ignored the other workers watching her, all she wanted was a happy life and a family. Not to be a single mom. Kensi stopped and walked to the gunfire range, finding that her team was there practicing, even Hetty. She walked inside pulled on the earmuffs and chose her gun.

Kensi walked in, the guys and Hetty had just stopped shooting when she walked in, drawing her gun she began shooting at the target, dead center. But the tears were still falling.

Callen whispered to Sam, "How long you think she's been running?" Sam waited a moment, "A long time."

Kensi shot her last casing, placing the gun on the table, taking her ear muffs off, she leaned against the table her head down, "I can't do this." she said crying. Callen and Sam looked at Hetty, "Boys please." said Hetty. They guys both left taking their guns with them. "Kensi, every mom has a hard time." said Hetty taking Kensi's hand, " I need my mother, but she's not here, I need my family, but they don't know I even exist." she said wiping tears away with other hand. Hetty thought a moment," Dearie, you're a strong person, you can do this, Sam, Callen, and I are here for you. We are your family." said Hetty.

Kensi walked into OPs with Nell laughing, "Ok see you there at 3." said kensi, "Ok" said Nell as she went up the stairs, she stopped and turned to face the bullpen, "Kensi" said Nell, Kensi turned around, "Yeah?" she said, "I really had fun last night" said Nell smiling, Kensi smiled back, "I did to." And Nell went up the stairs, Kensi turned around smiling, and placing her hand on her belly that was beginning to show. Not caring if the guys were watching.

"What was that about?" asked Deeks at his desk, "Nothing, but why are you here? I thought you are undercover?" said Kensi sitting down at her desk. Sam and Callen were both laughing at Deeks, "You seem jealous." Sam said. Kensi smiled at Sam's comment, "Deeks, all me and Nell did was go out to dinner and a movie, and afterwards she insisted we go shopping. Since." said Kensi but was cut off by Deeks, "You?! You, went shopping?" "Well, what else am i suppose to do, I can't go out to a bar with you three. Besides i'm taking Nell with me to my doctor's appointment." said Kensi opening up her laptop, "So we can't come." said Sam, Kensi typed in her password,"You and Callen come as well." Callen turned his head leaning in seat just a little closer to Kensi, "Kens, Sam was joking." "I know, but I'm serious you two can come." Deeks put his laptop back in his bag, and stood up. "Back to undercover, have fun at your appointment, Fern" said Deeks smiling, as Kensi threw a pen at Deek's head.

The team finished the case quickly, disarming the bomb before it blew up at a local park. Just in time for Kensi to make it to her appointment. As Kensi and Nell pulled up at Renard OB/GYN For Women Sam and Callen pulled up next to them, "This is going to be so fun, hearing your baby's heartbeat, for the first time." said Nell opening the door.

Kensi walked to the receptionists desk," Hi my name is." the woman looked up at Kensi strangely, "Rose is my name and which one is the father." said Rose. Kensi smiled, "Oh, this Sam and Nell the godparents, and this is Callen, my husband." she said smiling placing her hand into his,"I have appointment for 3." said Kensi. the nurse typed a few things on the computer, and then picked up a file. "Follow me, second door to your right. Your doctor will be right in." said Rose.

Callen felt nervous, why did he have to be the dad-to-be, why could he a friend or the godfather. Kensi laid down on the table, as the doctor walked in. "Ms. Blye, this will be cold." said the doctor placing the jell on Kensi's stomach, "Sir could you get the lights." said the doctor. Sam turned out the lights. After a few minutes of moving the mouse on Kensi's stomach she found the baby, Nell's eyes grew," Oh! He is so tiny." she said smiling. Kensi and Callen both at the same time let out a small laugh.

"Well, Ms. Blye, looks like you are doing great, baby looks healthy. Would you like to hear the heartbeat?" said the doctor. Kensi nodded, the doctor punched a few keys on the key bored. Then a small thumping sound came on the screen, a sound Kensi had never heard before, her baby's heartbeat for the first time. Callen found himself smiling, and placing his hand into hers. He was definitely caught off guard when he found himself kissing Kensi on the forehead. Sam had noticed, but thought it was just roleplay, nothing serious.

It was joy that filled Kensi's heart when she heard her baby's heartbeat, she was having a baby. Now, she had to find the man she loved, who was already next to her, kissing her forehead. Her bigger joy and dream. It was all unfolding before Kensi's eyes like a fairy tale.