Boys over Flowers: My Heart is yours

Chapter 4:

Yi Jeong's Point of View

Have you ever experience something you never thought would happen to you?

I've never except to see my best friend kissed the girl I love.

To picture that thought in my mind…I never would dreamed that Song Woo Bin was capable of that.

Even if he was the Don Juan of the F4's…he wasn't a girlfriend stealer or that what I thought he was.

Seeing them kissed was too much, I immediately looked away. I staggered through the hallway. I wanted to punch the wall. I wanted to kick or scream but I composed myself.

I left the restaurant. As I reached the black sedan, my phone rang.

"What?" I answered angrily.

"Yi Jeong." A calm voice responded. It was Ji Hoo.

"Ah…Ji Hoo sorry, what is it?"

There was silence. I believed I heard murmured on his end. As I was about to say something, he beat me to the punch. "Yi Jeong, Jan Di passed her exam and we are going to celebrate at Woo Bin's restaurant and Jan Di wants to invite you herself but she's busy with family's matter. So I'm inviting you, will you make it?"

I sighed. I'm already at Woo Bin's restaurant and I'm not happy to enter that place again. I don't know what I would do if I see him right now. I might as well punch him…that probably will only make me happy but what about Ga-Eul? What will she feels about me? Will she hate me or…?

"Ah…of course I'll come. I have to congrats Jan Di." I answered calmly.

He paused, probably pondering on my respond. "Ok…you know the location?"

"Yes…I am very aware of the location. I'll see you there, bye Ji Hoo." And we both hung up.

I stared at that the restaurant. Ga-Eul what are you doing now?

**

Woo Bin's Point of View:

Ga-Eul remains silent as I held her in my arms. I didn't want to let go because I feared that if I did, she probably never return back to my side. Selfish of me, huh?

She smelled of strawberry as I inhale her hair. She looked uncertain. She forced a smile on her beautiful pale face. She didn't want to hurt my feelings but I couldn't help but be hurt.

I didn't show it. I made a soft smirk. I finally let go. She staggered to keep her balance. She didn't look my way. She was now avoiding my eye contract.

Maybe I shouldn't have kissed her. Maybe it was out of bound for me to do that. It was still evident that she still has feelings for Yi Jeong, no matter how much she deny it, she loves him as I love her.

You can say that I am not happy with Yi Jeong's return. He made things more complicated, for me as well for Ga-Eul.

You might be those that favored Ga-Eul and Yi Jeong, heck…I can't really blame you. I was their number one supporter but now I want to be that guy for her. I know I can make her happier or is that my wishful thinking?

"Sunbae…" I shook my head. "Ga-Eul…sorry I shouldn't have kissed you….you don't have to…"

She stopped me. "Woo Bin." She spokes. Her eyes gazed at me with sincerely. I wonder she felt pity for me. I'm not dense…I know her true feelings. You can't blame me for believing that she might linger some feelings for me. "Woo Bin, I'm not a child." Of course I don't think she's a child. I wanted to speak but she continued. "Sunbae…I'm truly happy that you were always there for me when I was utterly defenseless at times. You're always the one I can really reply on this past year. You helped me move on from……you are a special person in my heart but…I can't return your feelings when my heart isn't entirely whole again. My heart still remains with Yi Jeong."

I wanted to pull her back in my arms as she began to tears up again but I composed myself. "I'm truly…am sorry, sunbae."

"Shh…you didn't do anything to be sorry for Ga-Eul." I pulled a handkerchief from my pocket. I wiped the handkerchief on her face, wiping the tears away. "There nothing you can do to make me not love you, you will always be in my heart. Since I know that Yi Jeong is your true soul mate, it could never be mines. I know that but I just wanted to make sure. Sorry for kissing you, my selfish needs burden you once again, Ga-Eul and for that I'm sorry." I kissed her forehead.

As I walked away from her, I glanced back. "Ga-Eul." I called out. She turned her angelic face toward me. "Yes, sunbae?"

"I'm rooting for you, if he makes you cry call me. I'll be there no matter what." I smiled.

She smiled her kindest and prettiest smile of all, the one that take my breath away.

**

Ga-Eul's Point of View:

The cake I bake with Song Woo Bin stood in front of me. I set the frosting and carry the cake to the side, letting it cool off. I looked up at the clock and sees it was almost seven. I took off the apron that Woo Bin sunbae gave me. I lightly touched the fabric with my fingers. I wonder where Woo Bin went.

I glanced around the kitchen. As I dazed off, looking at nothing but the wall, my phone rang. I dug my hand into my pocket, reaching for the phone. "Hello."

"Ah Ga-Eul…it's me Jan Di. I'm just a few minutes from Woo Bin's restaurant. Are you already there?"

"Yes, I'm in the kitchen."

"Are you alone?" She eagerly asked.

"Yes…I'm alone." I responded.

"Where's Woo Bin sunbae? Did he leave you to do all the work?"

"No…sunbae just has to leave the…kitchen…I believe he's somewhere in the restaurant. Why are you so curious to know where sunbae is lately, Jan Di?"

"I'm not curious of Woo Bin sunbae whereabouts…Ga-Eul I'm just worry about you."

I sighed. "Jan Di I'm hanging up. See you in a few minutes."

"Ga-Eul, don't you dar-"And I hung up.

I don't know why Jan Di likes to waste all of her energy on my love life. I don't really have a love life to begin with. My first boyfriend turned out to be a total jerk and since then I didn't have a long lasting relationship with anyone. I believe after that time…I began to develop a crush on Yi Jeong, already knowing his playboy life style. I still fell in love with him.

I left the kitchen, walking toward the dining room. I scanned the room and sees Woo Bin sunbae by the bar. As I was going to approach him I saw a woman going toward him. I stopped. The woman was attractive, beautiful. The type of woman Song Woo Bin would like. I didn't know why I felt jealous. I shouldn't have the right to be jealous.

Song Woo Bin isn't mines…I don't have the right to be jealous of any girls he'll come in contract with. I told him how I feel, that my love for Yi Jeong will never leave my heart…then why can't I stopped thinking about Song Woo Bin now.

As I remained staring at him I couldn't help but feel jealous.

She tapped his shoulder, moving her fingers against his back. He turned around. He made a surprised face as he looked at her. He smirked as she sat beside him.

I turned away, not wanting to see anymore.

I made my way through the hallway that led outside. I didn't except to see him standing there, his back was in front of me but I could tell it was him, Yi Jeong.

"Yi Jeong sunbae."

"Ga-Eul." He smiled.

I gazed at him, happy that he had came. I'm happy to see his dimple-smile again.

"Sunbae…you came." I said as if I never dream he would come.

"Yes, I wouldn't dream of missing this. Jan Di is finally becoming a doctor (He paused) so Ga-Eul, Are you the first to arrive?"

I nodded. "Is Song Woo Bin here as well?" He asked in a curious tone.

I glanced at him. "He's at the bar."

"Oh okay…" He replied. I couldn't help but feel awkward. I haven't seen him for four years and all I could say was sunbae how are you?

I wondered what he was thinking at that moment. I know what I was thinking. I was so awkward and nervous. I remember feeling my hands trembled with nerves. He gazed at me and I felt helpless. He always made me feel that way.

I cleared my throat. We didn't talk the whole time we stood there. All we did was glanced at each other and I was satisfied with that. Those glances were perfect because they came from him.

I love Yi Jeong…and he was standing in front of me, smiling so perfectly. Everything that I had dreamed is coming true then why do I feel like something is missing when everything I want is in front of me.

I do wonder…why do I feel like this when the man I love is right in front of me?

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