Blaine felt a weight taken off of him after telling Kurt about his feelings. He still thought it was too early in their relationship to talk about his other confession though.
It didn't really matter because they naturally did it.
For their one week anniversary, Kurt bought him a bowtie with little hearts on it. Blaine in turn baked Kurt his chocolate chip cookies carefully crafted into hearts.
The other boys on his floor were a little put out that they couldn't have any, but Kurt loved them.
Kurt naturally put his arms around Blaine, holding him as they read together. And when they watched movies with their Dalton friends and all the spots on the couch were full, he'd play with Blaine's curls from his spot on the couch as he watched the movie.
But Blaine's favorite was when Kurt started holding both of his hands above their head, effectively pinning them there, when they'd make out on Blaine's bed.
And when Blaine couldn't decide what to wear for a date, Kurt took charge and somehow he managed to make their clothes match tastefully. Kurt even ordered for him, when he saw Blaine looking interested on the menu.
Regionals came and went. They'd lost to New Directions, but everyone agreed that Kurt and Blaine's performance was beautiful.
The New Directions were going to New York. Kurt was disappointed that he wasn't going with them, Blaine could tell. So he already started plans on how to cheer Kurt up while they were gone.
Fortunately Kurt had an excuse to see his friends. They were having a performance at McKinley. And of course they agreed to go the second they were asked.
They arrived at McKinley surprised that the parking lot wasn't full yet. When they got inside the halls were fairly empty.
"Maybe we're a little early?" Blaine guessed.
"Well then I can give you a tour!" Kurt said excited. "McKinley is much nicer at night without the jocks acting like animals."
Kurt pointed out his old classrooms as he walked. He suddenly stopped and looked at Blaine and back to the door. He opened the door and tugged Blaine in with him. "And this is the starry sky room. I'm not sure what it's used for, except this."
He grabbed Blaine and kissed him hard. His arms came around Blaine's waist and put him on a desk. He leaned on the desk coaxing him down until he was laying down. He climbed on top of Blaine as his lips trailed down Blaine's neck.
Blaine moaned when Kurt sucked on a sensitive part of his neck. "Aren't we-ah won't we get caught?" Blaine asked fearfully.
"No." Kurt explained, undoing Blaine's tie and undoing his top button. "This is the makeout room."
"Really? That's-" Blaine was going to say weird, but Kurt's lips were trailing down his chest. When had Kurt opened his shirt?
"Don't worry they cleaned it for the night," Kurt reassured. "Is this okay?"
"I ah- yeah." Blaine squeezed Kurt's hand, "Just nothing south of-" Blaine tried to think of a word.
"Equator?" Kurt asked helpfully, pressing a kiss to Blaine's clavicle as he moved up to Blaine's neck
"Yeah. Nothing south of the equator," Blaine smiled taking Kurt's other hand and kissing them both softly.
That always seemed to do something for Kurt, because suddenly Kurt's lips were back on his and their tongues were tangled together. And Kurt was pinning his hands above his head.
Blaine was completely content.
Kurt straightened both of their clothes before leaving the starry sky room. "You can't let Santana or Puck see anything or else they'll tease you about it for weeks," Kurt explained.
He continued to give Blaine the tour.
They ran into Brittany and Artie while walking, promising they'd take their seats soon.
On their way to the auditorium they came face to face with Karofsky. Fortunately Santana seemed to want to handle it. So after a few of his insults, they walked away unharmed.
The night had turned into a complete disaster and Blaine was gratefully that this would never happen to the Warblers. He felt bad for them. But he also got the feeling that Kurt wasn't thinking the way he was.
Kurt was going to transfer back. He could tell. He just had to prepare himself that he wasn't going to see Kurt every day. A stubborn part of him wanted to convince Kurt to stay. But he saw how happy Kurt was with them. He'd never looked this happy with the Warblers.
It took several weeks until Kurt brought it up.
"We'll still talk everyday and I could come visit you during the week."
"It's okay, Kurt. You don't have to convince me." Blaine smiled weakly, "As long as you're safe, I understand."
"You're the best boyfriend, you know that?" Kurt grinned as he straddled Blaine lap. He gave Blaine a quick kiss and played with his hair.
"I'm going to miss you so much, Kurt." Blaine admitted
"I know, honey. I'm going to miss you too," He kissed Blaine's forehead
"Maybe I could come with you?" Blaine teased.
"No. McKinley is too harsh for someone as sweet as you." Kurt laid his head on top of Blaine's.
"But I have to be okay with you going?" Blaine said upset at the thought. "I don't want them to hurt you again."
"I can handle it. Don't worry." Kurt soothed. "Want to help me plan out what to wear the first day?"
"I'm never saying goodbye to you"
It circled around in Blaine's head the whole way back to Dalton.
Blaine had the Warblers help him do a surprise serenade for Kurt. And it went very well. It made him wondering why he didn't serenade Kurt more often. Especially when Kurt looked that way when he did it.
But Kurt's words at the end of his serenade. Was he serious? Never? It made Blaine wonder if maybe he should tell Kurt his secret.
Later that day, he got a text from Kurt.
/Be in the Mckinley auditorium by 3 friday. I have a surprise for you./- Kurt
That certainly caught Blaine's attention
/A surprise?/ -Blaine
/You'll see :)/ -Kurt
Blaine smiled as he went back to studying. His schoolwork done, Blaine was looking of a way to tell Kurt what a nonsexual relation between a sub and a Dom was like, in a way that Kurt wouldn't get scared.
Blaine found a place in the auditorium at 2:55, mindful of Kurt's 3pm deadline.
He looked around and saw Karofsky of all people sitting in the auditorium. He was about to get up and ask him what he was doing, but Satana sat next to him. He didn't particularly want to know what that was about.
The music started with Kurt on stage singing the first few lines of the song. He looked completely gorgeous under the lights.
Suddenly Tina and Mercedes joined him on stage and ripped open his jacket.
Blaine was breathless. Unlike the 'Likes Boys' he expected given some of the other shirts, Kurt's shirt said 'Demisexual.' It looked like people on the stage also thought his shirt would say 'Likes Boys' and had confused looks on their faces.
He watched the rest of the performance, his eyes always on Kurt. He looked so beautiful dancing up there with his friends.
When the performance finished, Blaine rushed to the front.
Kurt was there waiting and caught him in his arms, as he kissed Kurt passionately. Kurt's friends were whooping and whistling at them.
"That was amazing, Kurt," Blaine grinned as he pulled away. "I really like the shirt"
"So you know what it means?" Mercedes asked.
"I do." Blaine confirmed, "But that's for Kurt to share."
He felt Kurt hug him tighter to his body in thanks.
"Now if you'll excuse us, I'm going to make out with my boyfriend," Blaine said proudly.
"Blaine!" Kurt blushed deep red, letting go of Blaine and letting him lead him out.
"I wanted to give them a reason not to follow us." Blaine told Kurt as they arrived at his car.
"Well, thank you because now I can show you your surprise."
"Was that performance not my surprise? Because as soon as the jacket opened to show your shirt, I was so proud of you." Blaine gushed.
"Well the assignment was to advertise something different about yourself. And I am out and proud. But Rachel was doing her nose, Tina her eyes. So instead I chose demisexual because I'm still accepting that about myself." Kurt explained
Blaine kissed his cheek. "My brave boyfriend."
Kurt grinned giving Blaine an adoring look. "Do you want to see your surprise?"
"Yes." Blaine said in interest.
Kurt turned around and started taking off his shirt.
"Um, not that I don't appreciate it but we're in the middle of a parking lot." Blaine said awkwardly.
"Just wait a second" Kurt laughed at Blaine's reaction.
Blaine stopped and watched as Kurt pulled down a shirt that had been caught in the other. Kurt turned around and Blaine's heart stopped.
"Loves Blaine"
"You don't have to say anything. I know it might be a little early in our relationship." Kurt said nervously.
Tears formed in Blaine's eyes "I love you too."
I- you do?" Kurt grinned, then remembered that he hadn't actually said it. "I love you, Blaine."
"I love you, Kurt" Blaine wiped away a tear, staring adoringly at Kurt.
"So do you like my shirt?" Kurt teased
"So much." Blaine admitted. "I think it's my favorite of all your shirts."
"Well I can't wear it all the time," Kurt smiled.
"No, not all the time. Let me do a photoshoot!" Blaine asked excitedly, "You're kind of my muse"
"The last time you said that you took a lot of weird candid photos of me," Kurt told him, amused.
"Those pictures came out beautifully." Blaine defended, then explained: "But not like that. No candids. I collect different types of cameras and there's excellent foliage for background near the lake this time of year."
"Okay, I'll allow it." Kurt accepted, "Now let's go to my house. I've spent most of the week thinking about how I couldn't cuddle with my boyfriend who I love."
Blaine was just finishing up his English assignment, when he got a weird text from Rachel
/I think Kurt's cheating/-Rachel
Blaine laughed thinking that she and Kurt were playing a game.
/You sure he's not just winning?/ -Blaine
/No. With Sam/ - Rachel
Sam? Blaine thought for a minute.
Oh, the one living in the hotel. Kurt said he was bringing buy some clothes for them yesterday. Blaine had donated some of Cooper's older clothes to the cause and a $100 visa gift card. It wasn't like his father was going to miss it.
/Don't worry about it Rachel. I trust Kurt/ -Blaine
He decided to text Kurt.
/Rachel saw you delivering to your friend Sam/ -Blaine
/Is that what it is? Finn and Rachel are telling everyone that Quinn and I are cheating./ -Kurt
/Feeling bad for Sam though. If they keep it up/ -Kurt
/What's your assignment this week?/ -Blaine
/Fleetwood Mac- Rumours/ -Kurt
Blaine dialed Kurt's number. When he picked up, Blaine started singing 'You Make Loving Fun'
Kurt giggled and let him finish up to the first chorus before speaking. "You know no one has sang that one yet."
"That's surprising, considering they change partners faster than even Fleetwood Mac" Blaine concluded
"So enough with all of McKinley's drama, how are you?" Kurt asked curiously.
"Well, David and Thad are arguing over our next venue. And Nick stole Wes' gavel. But Wes doesn't know yet." Blaine told him. "I know, not as exciting as New Directions."
"He stole Wes's gavel?" Kurt laughed, "I imagine that's going to be a situation."
"Thanks, Kurt." Blaine had a small smile.
"So there's something I wanted to ask you about. You don't have to say yes." Kurt prepared himself, "McKinley's Prom is next week."
"I don't know, Kurt. I- can I get back to you on that?" Blaine asked anxiously.
"Sure. And it's okay if you don't want to. You can just come over and we'll watch Project Runway or something." Kurt reassured.
Blaine had made a decision. He knew that he felt safe with Kurt. But he needed Kurt to know about his submissive tendency before he went somewhere like a Prom.
Now he just needed to tell Kurt.
He's opportunity came when he went his car broke down a few streets from Hummel's Tire and Lube on his way to Kurt's house.
He called Kurt's dad and a few minutes later Kurt was there with a tow truck.
"You can drive a tow truck?" Blaine asked in awe, and saw Kurt's coveralls "You look amazing by the way."
"I don't usually drive. But I was leaving as you called," Kurt grinned, "And thank you. You're looking amazing today yourself."
Once Blaine's car was attached they drove to the store and Burt promised to get it finished soon.
They left in Kurt's car with a warning of no funny business from Burt.
"What does your dad think we do?" Blaine wondered.
"Have sex mostly," Kurt told him honestly as Blaine choked at the words. Kurt reached out a rubbed his back.
"Why?" Blaine asked, confused.
"From the New Directions, I think it's pretty common at this stage in the relationship. And you are extremely affectionate." Kurt explained sympathetic to Blaine's reaction to the news.
"Do you… want to be having sex?" Blaine asked insecurely.
"No," Kurt answered simply, "And it's because I am not ready to."
"Okay, will you tell me if you are?" Blaine requested. "Because I can't be comfortable, if you're not comfortable."
"I will, honey," Kurt kissed Blaine's cheek as they made their way inside Kurt's house. "No one else is here right now. Finn's out with Quinn and Carole is at work."
Blaine grinned realizing it was the perfect time. He lead Kurt to the living room.
"Okay, so I have a confession to make." Blaine started, "It's something that I learned about myself over the years."
Kurt just smiled at him waiting patiently.
"So ah. You know how sometimes people call me a puppy?"
"Because your excitable and cute?" Kurt grinned.
"According to you," Blaine laughed.
"And I'm the only opinion that matters," Kurt joked.
"That." Blaine said. "That's part of it too."
"Hmm," Kurt responded letting Blaine figure out what he was trying to say.
"I normally do what you say." Blaine cited.
"Because your so nice and sweet," Kurt smiled kissing his cheek.
"And submissive" Blaine added.
"I wouldn't use that word," Kurt said thoughtfully.
"It's important to my point, Kurt." Blaine pouted.
Kurt mimed shutting his mouth
"I guess the easiest way to say it is that I have submissive tendencies." Blaine claimed apprehensively
Kurt looked at him thoughtfully not saying anything.
Blaine anxiously looked back "So how does- what do you think about that?"
"What's your point, Blaine?" Kurt asked still waiting for the big reveal.
"What?" Blaine stared at him.
"I already know that, honey." Kurt soothed, "It's kind of hard to not notice."
"I don't understand," Blaine said, confused. "You know I'm a sub?"
"Wait a sub?" Kurt asked, now the one confused. "What's that?"
"It's a title in a Dominant/submissive bdsm relationship."
Now Kurt was very confused. "But you're asexual, Blaine, isn't all that hardcore stuff sexual?"
"No, not necessarily. What we already do meets most of my needs." Blaine told him, anxious again.
"Most?" Kurt asked feeling a bit out of his depth. He hadn't realized his boyfriend was kinky. It turned him on a bit more than he wanted to admit.
"You don't punish me." Blaine admitted "And doing that sounds appealing"
"Okay. So what exactly are you asking for? Do you want me to fill some role?" Kurt asked trying to be helpful.
"Kind of? I'm happy with everything we do, but I do want to be punished. And I'm happy to try other things if you want to." Blaine rambled.
"Do you want me to be your Dom, Blaine?" Kurt asked again being a little more clearer.
"Maybe yes?" Blaine admitted.
"How about you give me some time to figure the extent of what your asking and I'll tell you soon." Kurt said, "I just need to learn about it, because before you said anything I had a completely different view."
Kurt did not know if he could do what Blaine wanted. Punishing Blaine sounded difficult. And for what even? Blaine was so considerate. But he was curious about what parts of their relationship was already fitting what Blaine wanted.
Blaine nodded. He'd let Kurt take his time. It wasn't like he accepted it about himself very soon. He'd had time to process.
"Is there anything else, honey?" Kurt asked
"I wanted to tell you I want to go to Prom with you." Blaine smiled. "I think I can try. Just promise you'll stay near me?"
Kurt wiggled happily and then hugged Blaine tight. "Of course. Oh I love you so much Blaine."
"I love you too." Blaine smiled wider.
