A/N: It's raining, and I have nothing else to do. I'm in a really good mood right now because it's results day in good old England. Even though I'm the year below everyone getting their results, I did a GCSE a year early and got an A, if that makes any sense.

Disclaimer: I don't own BTR.

Shazam...

Logan and Carlos were in shock. What the hell had just happened? James looked up, blushing. He just kissed his best friend. Logan was so supportive of James, so understanding.

"Whoa!" Carlos exclaimed.

"No... No! Nothing was happening!" Logan replied.

"But... I just saw you two kiss."

"It was nothing! James!" They both turned to James.

"Yes?" he responded, with no serious tone in his voice.

"What the hell!" screamed Logan, "Carlos can we have a minute please?"

"No." said Carlos stubbornly.

"What?"

"I'm not leaving. I always get kicked out and expected to go along with it. I want answers! Are you two gay?" Carlos's eyes darting between the two like a hyper active squirrel.

"No, I'm not!" Logan snapped.

They heard the shower turn off. Logan pulled James close enough so only he could hear the almost inaudible whispers.

"James, you have to tell him!"

"I can't!"

"If you don't I will!"

"Er... guys?" Carlos just stood there awkwardly while his two friends conversed.

"Carlos, sit down." James instructed. Carlos walked over to Kendall's bed and sat down uncomfortable. James placed himself next to him. James took a long breath and as soon as he opened his mouth, the door burst wide open. The newcomer scanned the room.

"Hey guys, what's going on?" asked Kendall with a smirk on his face.

"Er, I was just leaving." James got up and left the room. He went next door to his and Carlos's shared room and launched himself on the bed.

Logan put a finger over his lips, signalling to Carlos to keep quiet about what just happened. Carlos nodded and decided to follow James because he wanted answers. Logan didn't want James to leave. He thought he knew why James kissed him, but he needed conformation. He found this a good opportunity to talk to Kendall. While Kendall was listening to his iPod on his bed, Logan started to prepare what he would ask him without blurting out, 'JAMES IS IN LOVE WITH YOU! DO YOU LOVE HIM BACK?'.

Meanwhile, Carlos was sitting on the edge of James's bed, while James was still sprawled out wanting everything in his world to stop.

"James?" Carlos said, moving closer and rubbing his back in reassurance. "What's the matter?"

"I kissed Logan!" James spurted, tears falling down his face.

"I know, man... why? I mean that's not something that you do every day!"

James sat up. He was pondering to himself whether to spill his well-kept secret again. I mean, it's all out with Logan, and life isn't getting any better. To him, everything around him is just snowballing, getting worse and worse. Telling Carlos was just helping the metaphorical snowball on its way to become bigger.

"Carlos..." James coughed, "the reason I kissed Logan is..." he paused. Could James do this? Nerves were getting the better of him. James was trying to fight it. He stood up.

"James?" Carlos patiently asked. Carlos was getting worried. He just wanted everyone to be happy, and the only way he could pursue this is getting whatever James was going to say.

James walked over to his mirror hanging on his bedroom wall, and pulled out his lucky comb from his pocket. He stared at himself as he started to comb his hair. He wanted to look perfect for when he came out to Carlos. Also, this prolonged the moment he would tell him. James was usually a courageous person, and now he was a completely different man. Carlos didn't like it at all.

"James... please, just tell me."

"CARLOS I'M GAY!" James cried out. There, that was it. He got it off his chest, now he'll just ride out the long talk about how he's an abomination. The next thing James knew, two arms were wrapping around his waist from behind.

"Jamie, that's amazing!" Carlos's grip loosened, "Did you tell Logan before me?"

"Yeah, why?"

James felt Carlos let go completely and heard him sit back on his bed.

"Oh, no reason..."

"So, you're OK with all this?"

"Of course Jamie..."

"You don't seem it. Oh God, I knew this would happen! Carlos, I'm sorry, I'll leave! I'll never come back!"

"James, you're an idiot! The fact that you're gay makes no difference whatsoever! You're my best friend! It's just... never mind!" Carlos walked out of the room.

"CARLOS!" James called out for him, but he already had gone down the slide. James walked out of their shared room about to go after Carlos, but was tapped on the shoulder. He turned to see Kendall with a huge grin. James, once again, faked a small smile back. Kendall started to advance on James, who stood there wondering what was going on. Kendall outstretched his arms and proceeded to wrap James, enticing him in a long, hug. James hugged Kendall back knowing that now his secret was out to Carlos and Logan, one of them will let it slip to Kendall, which would that resulting James in never seeing Kendall again. James cherished the hug, as Kendall pulled away, hands still on James's shoulders.

"James, you're gay and that's OK!" Kendall laughed, "Oh man that sounded cheesy, but I still mean it!"

James stared at him with a confused look upon his face, 'How did Kendall know? Why is everyone so OK with this? What happened to the whole 'everyone who is gay is an abomination!' attitude everyone had?'.

"What are you talking about?" James's facial expression never changing.

"You're gay are you not?"

"Who told you? Was it Logan? It was Logan wasn't it. LOGAN I'M GONNA KILL YOU!" James shouted to Logan, who was just behind a door.

"IT WASN'T ME YOU IDIOT, YOU DID IT YOURSELF!" screamed back a frustrated Logan.

"What?" James asked.

"Yeah, Logan was going to tell me, but it came out as more, 'Err... umm... well... James... yeah... hmm...', then we heard a, 'CARLOS I'M GAY', so Logan just pointed at the in your direction and went, 'That!'.

'James, you're such an idiot!', was all that encapsulated his mind. James pushed past Kendall and walked straight to see Logan, slamming the door behind him. He was red in the facing, breathing heavily in a rage. He waited to hear Kendall go downstairs before he started.

"WHY WERE YOU GOING TO TELL HIM?" James roared.

"Because it's not fair to not tell him."

"WHAT KIND OF ANSWER IS THAT?"

"Look, I was just going to find out if he likes you, that's all."

"YOU WERE GOING TO TELL HIM I LIKE HIM! I KNEW TELLING YOU WAS A BAD IDEA!"

"No! Of course not, I was going to be more subtle!"

"Whatever, I'm going now!"

"James, wait! Where are you going?"

"I dunno... out?"

"James, don't do something you'll regret!"

"It's not like you can stop me!"

As James turned to walk out of the door, he felt a sharp pain in the back of his knees, causing him to fall on the floor. He lifted his head from the ground to see Logan standing beside him, crutches in hand.

"Oh James, I love how you underestimate me."

Logan shuffled to the balcony, and shouted down, "James is not allowed to leave the apartment, OK?"

"LOGIE, YOU'RE WALKING! IT'S A MIRACLE!" cried Carlos. Kendall nodded at Logan and hit Carlos on the leg jokingly.

A/N: I could have gone on for longer, but then I thought that that would lead on and on and on, which would bore you. I hope you like this (:

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