If you knew how I felt about you, would you really turn your back on me and walk away?
I have to do something, before Takano gets killed.
"Eiichi," I walk in front of him and place my hands on his shoulders. He half snaps out of his state but he continues to glare at Takano.
"Ritsu, did you know?" He tears his gaze from Takano to me and looks at me, almost expecting me to say no. "Please tell me you didn't." I avoid his gaze and take a step back, towards Takano.
"I-I did." I finally look up to his eyes and it almost breaks me. He looks like someone ran over his dog and then proceeded to drive away in a non-caring fashion.
"How could you stand to live next to the person who is the soul reason you left Japan?" He slowly starts to get himself together, which is honestly about 100x faster than I thought he would. It seems he finally beginning to get that I'm an adult myself. "W-wait. Are you two dating?"
His voice finally goes back to normal, but right now I wish it hadn't. My face flares up and I start stuttering and flailing my arms. In the middle of my oh-so-well put together sentence, I feel Takano's arm snake around my waist and pull me towards him.
"We are." His voice is firm and it vibrates down to his chest -which thankfully has a shirt on-. He pulls me closer to him and rests his chin on my head. Way to make me feel small, Dick.
I kind of just stand there, knowing that if I try to escape then Eiichi will probably stab Takano.
But wait, did Takano say we're dating? Oh this is going too far, even for a game. It's like you're slowly tearing my heart out and ripping it into tiny little pieces. Meanwhile, Eiichi's just standing there, dumbfounded that I'm not trying to escape Takano.
Eiichi soon gathers himself and stands upright, he goes into serious mode and glares at Takano. "Do you love him?" He asks it so forcefully that I don't think even Takano could lie his way out of it.
"I do." Okay I was wrong, Takano can lie his way out of anything.
"Okay. I can't control what Ritsu wants to do, but if you EVER hurt him again, I will personally see to it that your life is living hell." He snaps and looks down at me, eyes instantly softening.
I don't get it, Eiichi is a human lie detector, why can't he see that Takano is lying? Why is he not trying to pry me from Beast's arms?
"Ritsu, do you love him.?" His eyes scrutinise me, leaving me under a lot of pressure.
"I-I-I...N-n...Ma-...K-kind o-of...Yes, I do." I flail my arms around again and stutter like I just woke up from a coma before finally giving in. I guess getting over Takano will be easier with Eiichi around, he always knows how to cheer me up. I feel Takano's breath stop and his arms hold me so tight I almost can't breath.
I can almost feel him smirking, his mind going though all the scenarios that could play out for when he decides to rip my heart out.
Eiichi sighs a little and then walks back towards my apartment. "I understand Ritsu," he switches his attention to Takano and glares. "If you ever make him cry out of anything other than happiness, you'll have to answer to me." He ends with the threat and then walks into the apartment, clearly satisfied with his last remark.
The moment the door closes, Takano flips me around and pins me up against the wall.
"Do you know how long I've waited to hear you say that?" Takano presses himself up against me and stares down at me with an emotion I wasn't expecting; love. I expected a smirk or something sinister, not this caring, affectionate gaze. It breaks down my walls and I look down at the non-existent gap between us.
"D-don't." I feel myself shake and my legs almost collapse beneath me, but Takano's hold keeps me up. He ignores me and places soft butterfly kisses all over my face before finally reaching my lips. I try to push him off me but even I can tell that it's half-hearted, eventually I give in -as if I hadn't already- and sink into his arms. As soon as he feels me relax, his hands move from my wrists to my waist. I could use this to escape, my arms are free. Instead of pushing him away though, my arms wrap around his shoulders and pull him closer.
Soon Takano pulls away, panting. He buries his face in the crook of my neck and holds me tighter. I feel tears prick at the edge of my eyes and I want this to be real, I want his feelings for me to be real and not just a game.
Takano lifts his head with a smile but his eyes widen when he sees my tears. "Ritsu?" He gently wipes a tear away and stares at me with a thousand questions.
I don't want you to leave me.
I don't want you to laugh and walk away.
I don't want you to break me again.
"I wa-want you to l-love m-me for real...please." I whimper quietly and look down, waiting for his laugh. Instead he grabs my hand and drags me towards his apartment. I follow without a word mainly because -after that kiss- I have no energy to resist. Eventually we reach his bedroom and he lowers me onto the bed before climbing over me.
"We have work soon, so I won't go all the way. But I'm going to show you how real my love for you is, Ritsu." He gently lowers his lips to mine and nibbles them open. I can't help the moan that escapes me as his tongue enters my mouth and his hand reaches down to the waistband of my pants.
"A-ah. N-no more, Taka-no." I begin to stutter as his hand snakes under my waistband and trails to my...lower region. He lightly brushes his fingers around my member, teasing me. I buck into his hand and silently beg for more. My body surrenders to his touch and soon my mind follows. I turn my head and bite into the pillow when his hand grasps firmly around my member, pumping it. I feel his other hand hold my cheek and turn my head towards him, he leans down and kisses me gently.
Takano moves down towards his other hand, and before I know it, his mouth is wrapped around my cock, I move my hands up to smother my moans but apparently Takano didn't like that. He releases me and smirks up at me. "Do I need to tie your hands up? I want to hear you, Ritsu." He grabs my hands and places them in his hair.
After kissing my cheek, he goes down on me once again, my hands grip into his hair tightly as my moans resonate throughout the whole room. Soon enough, I'm coming into Takano's mouth with a bright blush on my face. Takano swallows everything and then releases me with one of the most sexiest faces I've ever seen on him. His eyes are glowing and his smirk shows no ill intentions, I pull him up by the front of his shirt and slam my lips onto his.
The fact that he just sucked me off didn't matter as out mouths battled. His hands went to my waist and he pulled me closer to him as I lace my fingers back into his hair.
After about ten minutes, we pulled away with a string of saliva connecting us, I turn my head to his clock and almost choked. "WE'RE GONNA BE LATE." All thoughts about what just happened escape me as I struggle to get up and run to his front door. I was about to unlock it before Takano comes up behind me and snakes his hands to the front of my pants.
He lowers his mouth to mine and whispers hotly, "you need to zip up your pants Ritsu, only I can see that side of you." He then proceeded to zip up my pants all before I could even react. He releases me and walks back to his lounge-room. "I'll get all your work organised, have fun correcting the infinite amount of mistakes you made on your report." I'm out the door before he can make any more rude comments about my work. He's the reason I fucked it up in the first place, he can't say anything!
Although I'll never tell him how it was his fault.
All of a sudden, memories of my moaning and gripping his hair tightly, invade my personal space. My face heats up and my legs turn to jelly at his actions, even though they were fake. It amazes me at how good of an actor he is, it makes me think that he should be in the acting industry instead of shoujo manga.
There's no way his feelings for me could be real, I'm not going to fall for his tricks so he should stop trying. It'd help me if he stopped trying, then maybe I'll have a chance of getting over him again.
Just maybe.
Why does my body have to react in this way towards you? It only makes it that much harder to get over you.