A/N: Hey everyone! I would just like to inform you that school started for me last Thursday. (I know, weird right?) I successfully finished all my work for the summer the day before despite taking the time to write Chapter 3 last Tuesday. Hooray for me!

I decided to change it up a bit for Chapter 4, and had different people's point of view instead of just Logan's. But some of it is still Logan's POV. Oh, and I have noticed my writing is becoming a little redundant, especially with the words I choose, but bear with me, please!

Thanks again for the wonderful people that continue writing reviews for this story! I check for them daily through my phone and each one I read just makes each day so much better!

Just a heads up for Chapter 4, Camille will be there, but I didn't make her evil or anything. You might even like her by the end of that section ;P Plus, I've added an OC, but she won't be staying for awhile, as you shall see in the next chapter…I think. Anyway, enjoy Chapter 4!

Disclaimer: I do not own Big Time Rush.

After Logan confided with Kendall about his possible feelings for James, Logan went straight to bed, finding himself drained of energy. He bid goodnight to Kendall with a delightful tone, thankful for having been graced with an understanding friend. Kendall stayed downstairs, drowned in thoughts of his own. Actually, he was drowned in thoughts of the situation between Logan and James. He never would have expected anything that Logan had said that night, especially since Logan's romantic encounter was with James, the self-proclaimed ladies' man out of the four band members. He drew out a heavy sigh, flopped onto the orange couch, and stared into the ceiling, unsure of what to do with the new information Logan had presented.

He had calmly told Logan to give his uncertainty a couple more days before deciding upon whether or not Logan had genuine feelings for James. In truth, Kendall was a little apprehensive of what Logan could possibly decide. If Logan actually does like James in that manner, and decides to confront James about it, judging from the way James has been acting after one innocent kiss, who knows how he'll react to such a confession. If Logan realizes that what had occurred between him and James was purely accidental, and he has no feelings for James, whatsoever, it doesn't completely erase the damage already done between the friendships of the two boys. Then Kendall started to wonder what could possibly be going on in James's head. At this point, Kendall was a little frustrated at James, mostly because he saw what effect James's ignoring Logan had on his best friend. But then again, James never took the time to explain his side of the story, so it was difficult for Kendall to be completely angry at James.

After about another half hour of contemplation on the bright orange couch, Kendall's thoughts started to become hazy. His eyelids had grown heavy, and before he knew it, he fell right asleep, his head still titled upwards, towards the ceiling.

Logan lay on his side and watched the square window of the bedroom, noticing a slight breeze had picked up as a tree outside continuously tapped the glass with its branches. He told Kendall goodnight over an hour ago, and he really did feel exhausted, but there he was, lying on his bed, sleep unable to capture him. He couldn't describe how he was feeling exactly. He felt hurt, disappointed, worried, and a plethora of others.

He thought deeply of Kendall's advice, and decided it was the best thing to do, given his current situation. In all honesty, Logan was a little bit nervous, because his decision would mean exploring feelings he never thought he would have for his friend. He shook his head vigorously and closed his eyes, yearning for sleep, but to no avail. He opened his eyes again and saw his clock read 10:43 PM. It was not too late in the evening, but Logan just wanted to free himself of his thoughts about James and regarded sleep as his best option to do so. About a minute or so later, Logan felt his eyelids drooping and he gave a faint yawn.

"Boys, I cannot believe you tricked me into playing bowling this late. It's past eleven, which means it's way past Katie's bedtime. It's even past my bedtime!" Mrs. Knight said in a stage whisper as she entered apartment 2J. Carlos entered soon after, followed by James who held a slumbering Katie in his arms.

"Mama Knight, no harm done. We all had fun didn't we?" Carlos commented with a smile.

Mrs. Knight stared daggers at Carlos and James, who both took a step back in fear. She never should have told the boys that bowling was her weakness, and sometimes she would get carried away at the alley, especially if she was losing. Tonight was one of those times. Carlos held a surprising lead over Mrs. Knight, mostly due to luck. This resulted in Mrs. Knight wanting to play more games until her cumulative score went over Carlos's. When she checked the time, it was half past ten and Katie had already fallen asleep.

The intensity of Mrs. Knight's glare was broken with the sound of a snore coming from the living room. When James, Carlos, and Mrs. Knight averted their gazes from each other towards the couch, they found a passed out Kendall. Carlos grinned and made his way towards his friend. He took a spot behind the couch and lowered his face until it was several inches from Kendall's. He started saying Kendall's name in an oscillating melody.

"Kendall, Kendall, Kendall…" Carlos continued.

Kendall groaned as he heard his name over and over again. He opened his eyes slowly, only to be met with a pair of chocolate eyes and a wide, white smile. Kendall's eyes widened and he let out a high pitched scream, matching the sound of a girl's. He jumped out of the orange couch, eyes still wide, and cheeks flaring. Thankfully, under the light no one noticed Kendall was blushing at the moment.

"Kendall, be quiet!" Mrs. Knight whispered.

Kendall turned to his mother's direction. He saw James carrying Katie, who was still in a deep sleep. Kendall mouthed the word sorry and Mrs. Knight simply rolled her eyes.

"James, please put Katie in her bed. I'm going to change, brush my teeth and head to sleep too. You boys better do the same."

James huffed and made heavy strides on his way to Katie's room. Mrs. Knight took off for the bathroom and locked the door. Kendall heard Carlos snickering and turned his head towards the Latino.

"What are you laughing at?"

"The way you screamed like a girl and jumped, duh. It was pretty funny."

Staring daggers must run in the Knight family, because Kendall was staring his share at Carlos. Only this time, Carlos was not paying attention and continued laughing. Kendall shook his head and continued to glare. His blush had faded, as he had hoped, as Carlos continued to double over in laughter. Kendall threw his arms into the air, admitting defeat and made his way towards the swirly slide to get upstairs. He wore a frown and made sure Carlos saw it. Carlos tried to hold his laughter to apologize, but he was still snickering as he said his sorry. "Oh, c'mon Kendall! I was just kidding!" With that, he followed Kendall up the swirly slide and the sounds of their voices faded.

James witnessed the entire interaction between Kendall and Carlos. He never realized that the two of them had gotten much closer than before. He could not say the same for him and Logan however, as he knew they were drifting apart. It's not my fault, he said in his head. He felt a sharp pain in his chest all of a sudden. He has actually been feeling this sharp pain for over twenty-four hours now, and each one hurt as much as the one before. James shrugged as he tried to shake it off. It worked, but it had effectively left James slightly worried for the rest of the night.

James woke up late the next day. He surveyed his surroundings, noticing that Carlos was no longer in bed, and figured it was time to get up as well. When he took a look at his clock, it said 11:27 AM, and James's eyes widened in surprise that he managed to sleep until then. When he walked out his and Carlos's shared bedroom, he was met with a quiet apartment. I guess everyone left. I didn't even know they had plans today, James thought to himself.

James decided to give Carlos a call to check where everyone had gone. He walked back into his room and retrieved his phone from the bedside table. He flipped it open and punched in the numbers to Carlos's phone.

"Hello?" The background on the other side of the call was a little loud, much to James disliking. It seemed like Carlos was with a crowd of people. He even thought he heard a monkey screaming from a distance.

"Hey Carlos, it's James."

"Oh hey, James!"

"Where are you right now? Why is it so loud?"

"What? Oh, we're at the zoo!"

"The zoo? Who's with you right now?"

"It's just me, Kendall, Katie, and Mama Knight. Hey, James is on the other line. Say hi to James, guys!"

Three separate voices all shouted a "hey James" before Carlos started talking once again. "So yeah, I tried to wake you up at nine but dude you were passed out so I stopped trying."

"Wait, Logan isn't with you guys?"

"Um, no. We asked him if he wanted to go, but he said he made some plans with Camille I think."

"With Camille?" James asked with a skeptical voice.

"Yeah. Hey look guys flamingos! I'm going to talk to you later James! Someone take some pictures of me with these birds!" Carlos started shouting excitedly.

"Alright, I'll talk to you later." By this point, Carlos was no longer paying attention to what James was saying over the phone. James ended the call and sighed heavily. His thoughts landed on Logan, and he was still confused over the fact that Logan decided to make plans with Camille. The sharp pain in his chest he felt last night suddenly returned. He clutched his hands on his left pectoral and started to breathe heavy. The pain disappeared within a few seconds, but James was still frightened. What is happening to me? He thought to himself.

After a few minutes of pondering, James headed towards the shower and got ready to leave. He decided he would go for a walk today, no destination necessary.

"Wow, that's…unbelievable." Camille stated before taking another sip of her water.

"Please, don't be mad." Logan stared at his feet. His voice was shaken, and he had the urge to cry.

"Logan," Camille's said sincerely, "I'm not mad."

Logan looked in her direction, shocked at what he just heard. "You're not?"

Camille smiled, "Look, I may be your ex-girlfriend, but mind you, I am also one of your best friends. I know we had our history, but that doesn't mean we're tied down to each other. Plus, I'm dating Steve, and he's a great guy."

Logan was astounded to say the least. He always thought that he had an on-again off-again relationship with Camille, and at some point in time, Camille would leave Steve and be on-again with Logan. He also thought that telling Camille about him and James might be a huge mistake, but it turned out better than he had ever expected.

"So, are you in love with him?" Logan was caught off guard. He started to blush, and upon his reaction, Camille could not help but give a wider smile. "Oh my gosh… You are in love with him! Logan, that's fantastic!" Camille squealed.

"Shh! I honestly…don't know yet. Kendall told me to give it a bit more time before I jump to any conclusions." Logan started to play with his fingers and stared at his feet again. Did I love James? Logan felt as if he was not quite ready to answer that question just yet.

"Do you think he likes you back?" Logan gulped. He became a little frustrated with the difficult questions Camille was giving him at the moment, but he knew she was just trying to help him figure things out.

"I…don't think so. He's made it pretty clear over the past two days that he isn't interested in me…that way."

"Did he actually tell you that?"

"Well…no."

"Then there's still hope!"

"But he's been avoiding me all this time, and that one time I decided to talk to him about it," Logan paused, "he claimed the kiss never happened, and we've left it at that." Logan's voice slackened as he reminisced that night and became saddened.

"Maybe he's just confused as you are. Or maybe, he's scared to admit that he actually likes you because it's different, and he doesn't want other people judging him. Trust me, I know this stuff."

Logan was in disbelief from what he was hearing from Camille. "How exactly do you know all this?"

"I have an uncle who came out like a few years ago. He never had the courage to do so, and he's lost the one person he said he fell in love with because of that late decision." Camille turned to face Logan and held one of his hands in both of hers. "Don't be like my uncle Logan. Don't be scared to admit who you are or who you love. If you don't find the courage now, you might regret it later. And by that time, it will be too late."

Logan saw sincerity in Camille's eyes and he couldn't help but give a warm smile. He took his hand off of her grasp and in turn scooted in closer to her to give her a pleasant hug. Camille closed her eyes and hugged Logan back. "Thank you, Camille."

"You're welcome." She broke off the hug, but held Logan steady by placing her hands on his shoulders. "And remember, if you and James do get together and he hurts you, just tell me. I'll deal with him," Camille stated with a grin.

Logan couldn't help but smile even wider. "And if Steve hurts you, I'll go deal with him."

"Oh, please! He's afraid of losing me."

"Well, it's cause you're a great catch."

"Exactly."

Logan and Camille shared a laugh. When their laughter ended, they turned and faced the park and watched people casually strolling by. Camille tilted her head and rested it on Logan's shoulder. Then they just sat there on the park bench, in a comfortable silence.

When James made his way to the Palm Woods Park, he saw Logan and Camille sharing an embrace. When they broke off their hug, James bolted for the nearest tree and decided to hide there. He peeked from his hiding spot a good few seconds later, and saw that Logan and Camille had faced each other. Thankfully, neither of them saw him, as they seemed to be deep in conversation. Their voices to James were inaudible, only hearing murmurs for their words then finally sharing a laugh together. The laughing ceded, and Camille and Logan turned to face the rest of the park. James saw Camille laid her head on Logan's shoulder, and in an instant, he felt his chest tighten again. He turned away from watching Logan and Camille, and was now hidden completely behind the tree. He breathed heavily, but quiet enough so Logan and Camille were unable to hear him. His heart was beating quite erratically, and James knew he had to get out of there. He made a run for it and headed back towards the Palm Woods, thoughts in disarray and unsure of what to do.

Logan decided to hang out with Camille for the rest of the afternoon. They had a heartwarming lunch together at a nearby submarine sandwich shop, and walked around the streets of Hollywood after. Logan felt very pleased with his relationship with Camille now, after admitting everything that has been going on with him lately. Just like with Kendall, Logan felt very lucky to have such a compassionate and open-minded friend like Camille.

He and Camille went their separate ways at around five in the afternoon, sharing a final hug before Logan left for the apartment. He was deep in thought once again, taking into account everything that everyone has said to him and everything that has happened thus far. When he arrived at apartment 2J, the place was completely empty. Logan shrugged his shoulders but figured this time alone in the apartment would not be too bad. Logan made his way towards the living room. How about some TV? he considered, but shook his head and turned around to the swirly slide. He decided he would just stay in his room, maybe to read a medical book or two.

An hour passed, and boredom took over Logan. It wasn't that his medical book was not engaging; he just knew almost all the information the book provided already, granted that he has already read the book once. It wasn't before long that Logan heard the door of the apartment open and familiar voices started talking. He sprung off his desk chair and walked out into the hallway.

"Wow, I never thought I'd have that much fun at a zoo before," Kendall exclaimed as he entered the apartment. He wore a monkey hat on, which Carlos had bought for him.

"That's because you never went to the zoo with me." Carlos followed soon after with a wide grin.

Kendall contemplated on Carlos's statement with a confused face. He realized Carlos was right. He's never been to the zoo with Carlos before. The same holds true with James, but Kendall still felt a bit mad with him at the moment.

"Well at least you two had fun," Katie groaned as she walked in as well. Katie didn't necessarily hate animals; in fact, she adored them. But after helping Mr. Bitters faking being a veterinarian for his mother, she wasn't ready to see a bunch of them any time soon.

"Lighten up, Katie," Kendall said.

"Hey, you guys are home." Logan shouted from the upstairs hallway then made his way down the swirly slide.

"Oh hey, Lo-gain," Kendall said as he tried a gangster voice. Logan gave Kendall an awkward look and shrugged. Kendall tried to play it cool by keeping a stern look on his phase, but it looked silly considering a monkey was atop his blonde hair. Carlos and Katie smirked in the background.

"You boys hungry?" Mrs. Knight finally came into the apartment with three full bags of take-out boxes from a nearby Chinese restaurant in her hands. Kendall walked towards her mother and took the bags from her. "Thank you sweetie," Mrs. Knight told her son.

"Aww, Kendall. Such a mama's boy." Carlos commented.

The daggers Kendall uses to glare people with were employed once more, and on the same target as the previous night. Carlos was still unfazed, and simply stuck his tongue out at Kendall.

"Boys, stop acting silly and help me get this dinner ready," Mrs. Knight commanded. Carlos and Logan headed towards the kitchen and they each grabbed a bag from Kendall. "Can someone get James to come and help too?"

"Where is James anyway?" Carlos asked and looked to Logan.

"What are you looking at me for? I don't know. He wasn't home when I got here so…" Logan stated as he rummaged through the plastic bag and took out its contents.

As luck would have it, James entered the apartment shortly after. He had on a smile as he greeted everyone that he encountered as he came in.

"Hey, someone looks happy." Carlos exclaimed.

Logan noticed this as well, and he couldn't help but smile too. This was the first time he'd seen James smile at him since the incident, even if the smile was not pointed directly towards him. It was just nice to see James happy.

"Everyone," James started, "I'd like you to meet Amy."

On cue, a somewhat petite girl with long and flowing brunette hair entered the apartment and stood next to James. James then proceeded to put an arm around her waist and pulled her in, closer to him. Mrs. Knight and Carlos smiled at the sight of the girl close to James. Katie looked like she could care less. Kendall's eyes grew wide. Logan accidentally dropped the box of food he had in his hands. His smile slid down until his mouth was opened slightly, and his eyes became hooded.

There you have it! I feel like I'm making James look too much like a jerk, but you probably know why I have to. I kind of slackened at the end too, but I was really just having a bad case of writer's block. Chapter 5 is not yet started and I have tons of homework for this weekend, so I do not know exactly when I can get to it. Hopefully it is sometime soon. Oh, by the way, you should all check out my profile here on fanfiction, which I updated recently. I posted some new story ideas. Feel free to private message me if you want to write a story together or whatever you would like to tell me. Lastly, please leave a review and suggestions for where I can go with this story. Thank you so much, and have a pleasant day everybody :) ~