Chapter 4

Edd's conditions weren't as demanding as Kevin thought they would be.

"I want to keep this a secret for now, we don't quite know how Eddy would react, or anyone in that case. We're starting Senior year soon and I don't want to be the talk of the school and most definitely don't want to be bullied. Another thing, we need to move slow with this relationship, especially with the physical contact. I am not some sex toy you can use whenever you'd like."

"Sex toy" Thinking back on it, had Kevin bright red. He wasn't even thinking about sex with the dork, well not that much, just a bit…. okay who was he fooling, of course he was. Double D was a beautiful creature with crystal blue eyes that could swallow you whole if you stared long enough. Not to mention that well proportioned ass the nerd carried. Kevin would always have a hard time trying not to stare at it when walking behind him. It was only natural to want to have sex with the person he adored the most.

It had been a week since they all started their senior year of high school. Everyone was doing their own thing, Edd focused on his AP classes, Ed, Kevin and Rolf joining the football team, Eddy had gotten a job at a fast food restaurant and Nazz with her cheer squad. Kevin and Double D hadn't seen much of each other since the weekend before school started, Edd too paranoid to be seen with the jock. Of course Kevin felt like he was being avoided by his nerd. He didn't understand why Edd was so afraid of people finding out, their school and town were very accepting of the LGBT community.

After the last bell signaled the end of the day, Kevin jogged around the hall looking for his dork. Noticing the other two dorks walking off by themselves, the red head knew Edd had departed already. Before he could jog out the high school's front doors the jock halted hearing someone shout his name.

"Mr. Barr, where exactly do you think you're going?" He knew that voice belong to non other than his English teacher Mrs. Stein. How could he not recognize the horrendous voice, she was the reason Kevin spent most of his lunch hour in detention. Slowly walking back to face her, he looked up confused.

"I asked you a question, young man, speak when you are spoken to." venom coming out as she spoke every word. Kevin knew he wasn't her favorite student.

"Home, I'm going home, the last bell rang, school's over, duh." Kevin spit back with as much venom.

"Don't be a smart ass Mr. Barr, you know well you have detention with me this afternoon, now on you go to the classroom while I track down everyone else."

"Shit, fuck my life, guess talking to the dork will have to wait till later" the jock thought to himself as he made his way to the classroom.

Edd had rushed home after the last bell rang, he knew Kevin would start getting frustrated with him ignoring his request to see him. To be honest, Edd was feeling things he had never felt for the red head, it was the main reason he was ignoring Kevin. Sure, they were a couple now, for a 5 days and 9 hours, not like he was counting. But Double D was scared to admit it to himself, to Kevin or to anyone.

A loud and desperate knock was heard from down stairs bringing him back to reality. Without thinking much, he opened his door only to see the person he had been ignoring for a couple of days.

"Hey…can I come in?" clearly Kevin was nervous, fear in his eyes of being rejected from by nerd.

"Kevin, I-I wasn't expecting you, um, sure come in." Knowing what to do, Kevin took his shoes off placing them gently beside the main door. Edd appreciated the jocks thoughtfulness. They both stood in silence for what seemed an eternity, Edd finally breaking the awkward tension by asking the jock if he was thirsty. Cutting straight to the point Kevin asked.

"Why have you been ignoring me Double D? And don't lie to me, I've seen you round corners and walk faster ahead."

Caught with a hand in the cookie jar, the nerd silently thought to himself. He could either deny the accusations or come forward. He wasn't the best lier so coming forward was his only choice

"I-I sincerely apologize for my rude behavior, I've had a lot on my mind recently. I'm not quite sure where to begin….." Kevin stared intently waiting for Double D to continue on.

"I've recently discovered that I have some strong emotions towards you and I'm scared to accept them. I've never been with anyone, let alone a male, so I'm not sure how this 'relationship' thing works. I'm scared too fall in love with you. What if one day you decide that I'm not good enough. I'm used to being alone, my parents always away on business trips, but if we get close and you leave me one day, I don't know what I'd do. "

Edd was tearing up not able to hold in his emotions any longer. He felt strong muscular arms encircle around his thin waist pulling him closer to the jock. Kevin took a hold of Edd in his arms putting the nerds head on his shoulder.

"I'm never leaving you D, not unless you say so." Kevin could feel Edd's tears moisten his shirt. Seeing the nerd cry was heart braking. He disliked seeing his dork so sad. Kevin moved Edd's chin up to capture his soft lips. He would do anything to rid Edd of those terrible unnecessary tears. Moving his arms up, Kevin took ahold of Edd's cheeks pulling him in closer, kissing him more passionately. The jock wanted to go further than just kissing but wasn't sure if Edd was alright with it. Not wanting to push Edd's limits, Kevin pulled away.

Flustered and breathless, Edd looked up to Kevin's green forest eyes. No words were necessary. Kevin knew what Edd wanted and of course being the good boyfriend Kevin was, he was going to get it.