A/n: Ok soo i know it's been a really long time practically year now that I think of it. Anyway I'm really sorry for the long wait I've just been really busy lately between school, work and then exams there just hasn't been the time. But worst of all I had the majority of this chanper already typed out, soo anyway I hope you enjoy this chapter and there will be another one soon.

Entry 4

Ok so last night was horrible I hated it. I had to endure two hours of my mom and the loser being all lovey dovey like. It totally sucked and worst of all they asked me about Tai. My mom asked me why I was spending soo much time at his house, just us alone. And then she asked me if I was having sex with him like what is wrong with her we were working on our project and we went swimming nothing really happened. But she just kept the questions coming and coming. So as usual she was in my face about it and then said if I like him I should just tell him.

Anyway here's a recap of what happened last night at the restaurant.

Last night

"Isn't this nice just the three of us enjoying a night out as a soon to be family" my mom said in an extremely happy tone.

"Oh yeah this is just great" I said back sarcastically.

"It is, isn't" the loser said. He thinks he sounds so sophisticated when really he is just trying to impress my mom what a loser. I wonder what Tai is doing? I wonder if he's thinking about me. I can't believe all I can think about is him he's such an idiot, but he's such a nice guy for an idiot.

"Honey are you ok" my moms voice snapped me back to reality.

"What?" I asked.

"I said are you ok" she asked me again

"Yeah I'm fine, I just have a lot on my mind that's all" I said and then the waiter came and brought us our food. When he sat the plate down in front of me, I just looked at the food and took a small bite.

"Soo would that boy you've hanging out with have something to do with what's on your mind?" my mom asked me. I just looked at her as I choked on my food.

"Mom it has nothing to do with Tai, we're just doing a project together" I said and then just sat there and picked at my food some more.

"But every time you've gone over there it's just been you and him are sure there's nothing going on, you're not doing anything bad are you?" she asked me, I knew exactly what she was implying to.

"Oh god mom no we're just doing a project and his parents just happen to be at work ok" I said and then just pushed my food around some more. I mean how she could think that all we've done is work on a project, watch a movie and swim in his pool. It's not like I'm sleeping with him we're just hanging out, right?

"Ok if you say soo sweetie" my mom said.

"I bet she has a thing for this guy" the loser said to my mom loud enough just so I could hear.

"There is nothing going on between me and Tai, seriously ok, so just drop it" I said and then began to actually eat my food.

"Ok we'll stop buggin you about it" my mom said, and then began to talk to the loser again. God I hate him I don't know why my mom likes him he's soo full of himself and thinks he's such a good person. Now Tai is a good person. Oh what am I saying he's always been such a jerk to me but now it's like he likes me. I don't know I hope he likes me. But he probably doesn't, or does he? I'm so confused right now and with my mom asking me all these stupid questions it just makes things worse. God she is so annoying.

"So sweetie are you sure there's nothing going on with you and this boy and there was you would tell me right me right?" My mom said to me with a worried look on her face.

"Mom would just stop please and leave me alone about it" I said to her as I put my head down on the table.

"Listen honey I'm just trying to make sure you don't do anything stupid like have unsafe sex or anything, please tell you're not having sex with that boy" my mom said as she kept going at with her prying into my life.

"NO" I screamed as I got up from the table and ran to the bathroom. Who did she think I was some sort of slut who slept with any guy I hung out with? Besides I would never do it with Tai, or would I? I don't know even know if he like same he likes me. I wouldn't sleep with Tai we're just friends and besides Tai wouldn't want to sleep with me anyway. I just wish my mom would back off and give me some space and I wish she would just dump that asshole of boyfriend or fiancé or whatever he is. All of a sudden I hear the door open so I turned around to see who was coming in, it was my mom with a worried look on her face.

"Honey I didn't mean to pry I was just curious, I just wanted to make sure you weren't doing something that you would regret for the rest of your life" My said and started to explain at the same time, I know she meant well but she didn't have to be so nosy about it.

"I know, but like said there is nothing going on between me and Tai we're just working on a project together and his parents work a lot that's why they're never home" I explained to her.

"Alright sweetie I believe so how about we go and finish our diner and then we can head home" My mom said and then she headed for the door. She turned around and gave me a look as if to say are you coming. I looked at her and then walked out the door behind her.

End of recap

Ok so that's what happened last night anyway, like I said why did she have to be so nosy considering the Kamya's are our neighbors and it's not like I've spent the night there or anything. I mean me and Tai we haven't even kissed so I don't know what she so worried about anyway. Anyway I should probably get ready for school and stuff and considering it's Wednesday I think I'm not really sure what day it is anymore considering my mind has been all over the place. Anyway When I get back I'll tell you everything that happened today. I can't wait too see Tai I wonder if he can't wait to see me I just wish he wasn't so distracting so we could just get our project done. Oh well till next time.

A/n: I hope you liked it please review :)