AN: Hi Everyone! Did you enjoy my little twist on Chapter 3? Lol! Anyway here comes Chapter 4...now this chapter is going to be a little different, I think Jasper need to tell his own story. So let see what happens. So please sit back and enjoy.
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Chapter Four
He lean back on his leather office chair and look at his fully packed suitcase. He's heading back to New York in the morning. He pressed his head against the leather of his chair and looked at the ceiling. It been the longest and hardest month of his life, but he was felt oddly glad that things were turning around. Especially with the news that Bella was pregnant.
He smiled to himself and couldn't believe that Bella was going to be having a baby. He meet Bella when she was a freshman in high school just starting to date Edward. He watched her grow from a quiet shy girl into a refine fiery young women. As much as he didn't want to admit it, he was in love with her. He didn't know when it happen he just knew he was, but Edward happiness was greater than his own. He saw how Bella made Edward happy, how Edward took care of Bella. They had special bond between them that you had to be blind not to see that they belong together. He pushed his feelings aside and wish them the best.
But now with everything that has happen, all his old feeling that he had bury deep inside where stirring. He was fighting against them because even if Edward no long roam this earth. He wasn't going to betray his brother memory by trying to get with Bella. All he could do was make sure that she was taken care of and in good hands. That the person that held her heart next, will love not only her but his niece/nephew as well. Even if it would kill him that he couldn't be the one to love her and look after her.
He shook his head, he needed these thoughts to be out of his head. He needed to focus on his reality, and Bella wasn't nor would be part of that reality. Just then someone knock on his closed door, he turn his head and said.
"It's open, come in"
The door open slowly to reveal a stunning Bella, she wore a deep lavender sweater with a pair of black jeans and high heel booties. She look at him with her hands clutching a piece of paper tightly and said,
"Hey."
He smile at her and responded.
"Hey."
Her smile grew as she walk toward him and held up the piece of paper and said,
"I though maybe you would like to meet your niece or nephew."
He took the ultrasound into his hands and he blink at the little speck in the middle of the picture. He could feel the crooked smile that form on his face as he stared at it. That could be a little Eddie or Edwina. He flashed his icy blues toward Bella who had walk to his bed and sat down. He got up and join her before saying.
"Wow! It look like a little lima bean."
Bella giggle before placing her hand over her flat stomach and said,
"Hear that little one, your uncle just gave you a new nickname lima bean."
He chuckled a little just as Bella look back up at him with sparkling browns. He smiled slowly because she look peaceful and tranquil. Something she haven't been in the last month. She was full of live now, a smile always on her face. He handed over the picture and she took it not before smiling softly at it. He remain quiet just watching her, but she meet his glaze and said,
"Esme told me you're heading back to New York."
"My plane leaves tomorrow morning."
"You can't stay for a little while longer?"
He chuckled and shook his head before saying.
"The Big Apple is calling my name."
She pouted before nodding and crossed her legs and look at the light grey carpet. Quickly she look up again and ask.
"Will you stay in contact with me?"
"Yes ma'am"
She smiled and lean over to place her arms around his neck and hug him tightly. He return her embrace and closed his eyes inhaling her flowery scent. She whispered against his neck.
"I'm going to miss you."
He smiled and whispered back in hushed tones.
"I'm going to miss you too…more than you will ever know."
They stay in their embrace for a moment longer before pulling away and she stood up. He look at her and said.
"Do you have to go? Can't you stay for dinner?"
Bella shook her head sadly and said,
"No, I still have a lot of unpacking to do at my dad's place. And I promise him I would go the diner with him for dinner."
"Right, I get it"
She headed for the door but he stood up quickly and grab her arm. She turn around looking at him as he lean down and pressed a kiss on her forehead. He felt her relax slightly under his touch but when he pull away, she was watching him curiously under her eyelashes. He smiled and whispered out.
"Goodbye Bells…I'll catch you around."
She smiled warmly back at him and lean up on her tiptoes and kiss his cheek. Her warm lips made him close his eyes for a moment as she whispered.
"Goodbye Jasper…you certainly will."
With those words, she pulled away and walk out the room, leaving him alone. He walk back toward his bed and realized she left behind the ultrasound. He pick it up again and stared at it before letting his eyes travel toward a picture of Edward and him that he had on his desk. He smiled and held the photo before saying.
"Here is your daughter or son, little brother. I promise you, where ever you are, that I'll try my hardest to take care of them and keep them safe, always."
Then he place the picture on the bed and lean back letting his eyes closed and letting his mind run with thoughts about what tomorrow would bring.
