HERMIONE

I'm not sure if I feel the same way. I'm still inlove with someone who's too chicken to tell me.

I'm inlove with Draco and Draco's inlove with me. I AM NOT THAT BLIND. I can see that everytime Draco looks at me.

We're both inlove with each other. We're just not ready yet to tell each other on what we exactly feel about each other.

We're just probably waiting for the right time but we waited too much already. We're already in our Sixth Year.

The right time already. M-Maybe Draco doesn't love me anymore. He doesn't want me anymore.

Oh! I am so childish. Thinking about the negatives when I'm should be a positive thinker.

I wish Draco would just tell me right now. Infront of me and everyone else to prove it to me that he really loves me.

Sigh. How I wish. Draco or Blaise? Stupid, Blaise! For making my love-life so difficult right now!

Blaise is a good guy. Not like Draco, he said. I wonder is he knew about me and Draco?

I mean, duh! He is Draco's bestmate. I mean, he must've knew something. Right? Right.

I'm just having a difficult day today. It's a Saturday. The first time Hermione Granger rests. No studying for today.

Amazing, right? I know I am! Haha! I woke up at 8. I told Ginny that I want to have a walk with her around Hogwarts.

We just want to have a little bit of a tour. I want to tell Ginny some of my secrets. She's my bestfriend though.

No worries at all. So, Ginny and I started walking around the Hogwarts grounds and started talking about our love-lives.

"Remember that Blaise took me out for dinner last night, right?" I asked her again if she still remembered.

She nodded. "So? How did it go?" She asked eagerly.

"It was romantic." I blushed. "He was romantic. He said he won't give up on me. He'll wait for me."

"The first time Hermione Granger fell in love with a Slytherin." Ginny sang.

I glared at her. "What?" She asked me in a confused way.

"You already know that that wasn't the first time I fell in love with a Slytherin, For Merlin's Sake!" I rolled my eyes.

"Sorry."

"It's alright, Ginny." I said sadly. "It's just that Draco and I haven't talk for weeks. I feel like he's been ignoring me."

"He's not ignoring you, Hermione! He just needed some time on how to confess it to you, you know."

"Really?"

"I'm not really sure but let's jsut think POSITIVE!"

"What about Blaise, Ginny?"

"Might as well give him a chance?"

"And what about Draco?"

"That's the problem since Draco's been ignoring you." Ginny said. "Let the boy suffer first."

"Yeah, let him suffer first."

"I meant Blaise."

"Oh."

"You told me that he told you that he'll be waiting for you, right?"

I nodded.

"Oh, Hermione! I'm so jealous of you right now!" Ginny said then hugged me.

"How's you and Harry, Ginny?" She suddenly stopped hugging me when I asked her that question.

"Ginny?" I raised an eyebrow. Ginny took a deep breath.

"H-Harry asked me t-to b-b-be h-h-is g-g-girlfriend." Ginny stuttered.

"Oh my gosh!" I was surprised,. "You said yes, of course!"

But Ginny shooked her head. I gasped. "Y-You s-said no?"

"NO!" She said quickly. "I-I t-told him that I'll let him know, I'm just waiting for the perfect date for our monthsary."

"Oh, Ginny! I am so proud of you!"

"I j-just can't believe Harry felt the same way."

I smiled weakly. "You're so lucky to have a guy like Harry."

"Thanks, Hermione." Ginny smiled at me.

"So, that's what I'm going to do to Blaise." I told her. "Let him suffer first before I say yes to him since it's too fast."

"Yeah." Ginny agreed with me and we both said, "Let the boy suffer first."

"Do you uhm like Blaise?" Ginny asked.

"Kinda since he's one romantic guy." I shrugged.

"I th-think he's inlove with you, Hermione." Ginny suggested.

"How sure are you, Ginny?" I raised an eyebrow at her.

"Why would he reserve that restaurant for only the two of you?" Ginny explained. "Why would he prepare it in a very romantic way?"

"OK, OK!" I gave up. "I get it, ok?"

Ginny grinned. "You must be falling inlove with him too, ya know."

"Am not."

"Are too!"

"Am not!"

"Are too!"

"A little." I blushed again. Damn you, Ginny!

"Aha!" Ginny said, happily. "I knew it! I knew it!"

"Shut up, Ginny!"

"Hermione loves Blaise!" Ginny teased. I blushed even harder.

"I'm inlove with Draco! NOT Blaise!"

"Ms. G-Granger?" A small first year girl said to me. She was shy.

"Yes?" I smiled at her.

"Someone told me to give these to you." She said and handed me two wrapped books and a note on it.

"Thanks." I said to her then she left quickly. Ginny grabbed it quickly.

"Ginny!" I said while trying to get it.

"Dear Hermione, Remember that I told you that I'll be waiting for you and I'll never give up on you? I hope you still do. I will really do my best in order to have you, Hermione. In order for you to say yes to me. I hope you like my gift! Happy reading!-Blaise Zabini."

Ginny gasped. "Oh my gosh! He is so sweet!"

"SHAKESPEARE!" I said happily while hugging the books.

"Such a bookworm." Ginny shooked her head while grinning. I glared at her.

"That's who I am and you can't change me, Ginevra." I emphasized her first name. She cringed.

"You promised not to call me by my first name." She pouted. I shrugged.

"Romeo Juliet and Hamlet." She said in awe. She was amazed. "These are all expensive muggle books, Hermione."

"I know, they are expensive." I said still looking at books that I was holding.

"He is one Romantic Slytherin." Ginny stated. I nodded in agreement.

"I'm going to read these in the library."

"Ok. I also told Harry that I'll be spending some time with him, actually."

"See you at lunch, Gin."

"Yeah, see ya!" She said then left. Our last destination was at the lake. I sighed and proceeded to the library and began reading first, Romeo and Juliet.

CHAPTER 4 IS UP! Sorry if it's a bit boring since it's just Hermione and Ginny talking.

Don't worry! DRAMIONE will be in later chapters. :)

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