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Chapter 3: land of the dreaming

I woke up snuggling close to oz's chest and realized I didn't ever want to move from this spot. It was better then I have ever dream. Warmer and more loving then I could ever remember. Was I dreaming?

"Oz? Oz what are you doing here?" dawn screamed and entered.. this broke my peacefulness. I woke up staring into oz's happy eyes. He had been away to I guess. Just watching me… seeing me peaceful and after all I put him through he didn't want me to suffer. He didn't end it all and roll me out of the bed

"Dawny" I said to her "Oz came to visit... and I figured spike would take the couch"

"Spike?" oz asked

"You've missed a lot" I said

"well good thing ya did" said spike walking up in his leather pants. He was shirtless "cause I did get stuck on that bloody hard couch last night "So you to are screwing again?' he looked at us "I new red could have never been gay…ehh.. nibblet ya better get ready for school" and spike walked away and shut the door.

"can I stay here forever?" I asked oz

"I wish we could.. but as much as I want this willow… this is to fast and to confusing. Am I just your rebound guy…person?"

"No oz. Tara was just…. Just an experiment… you were gone she was the first person to show love for me. You left me"

"I didn't want to leave you.. it was the biggest mistake I have ever made"

"and not choosing you was the biggest mistake I have ever made." I said "but oz.. you were the only guy I had been with. Only one who I loved and loved me. What if you weren't the guy.. .what if I wanted girls?"

"I understand" he sighed he kissed my forehead " wow could I ever leave such a beautiful girl?"

"you needed to… so where have you been living?"

"I've been traveling.. I went to my home town first and caught up with some old friends. I've been in a band, in fact with a slayer. That's what blue is, she's a slayer. She sings.. well I could set her up with Devon… if Devon would talk to me."

"Why wouldn't Devon talk to you?"

"I left the band" oz shrugged. I looked down again at the shirt I was wearing I looked at the now shut door, " I guess she was called when Buffy died"

"probably" again I looked at the shut door "Did you really want this shirt back?" and I began to take it off "I mean it is your's and all"

"Willow…" he said trying to act like he didn't want it …but I saw right through his kind oz looks "what will everyone think?"

"That me and you have a lot of catching up to do" and I took it off and handed him to him then began to take of his

"Willow, dawn said- oh you have a guy-' it was Buffy she through her hands over her eyes. "wait you have a guy" she opened her fingers and peered through as I hid under the blankets "Wait you have oz!" she cheered she ran over "Oz your back' and she tired to hug him "ok.. uncomfortable situation here"

"Yes very much" but oz stood up " I do have clothes though.. if it helps"

"when did you get back?"

"last night"

"and how did this lead to willow's room"

"um.." I raised my hand "oz seduction… he's just so cute" oz smiled "um.. we will be down in a minute"

"I'm just gonna go help her ok?" oz asked. I nodded and he walked out. What was Buffy gonna think?