A/N: Hey sorry about not updating yesterday I was really busy. Anyway hope you enjoy :)
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A month passed by and everything was the same. Apart from Santana and Brittany were officially dating now and she had changed her hair style recently. She hasn't spoken to Finn since that night and if she was honest she kind of missed him but he hurt her. She sighed as she walked around the shop looking for some vodka. She recently finished it and she needed some more. Suddenly she bumped into someone and she fell backwards. "I'm so sorry!" The woman said looking at her. Rachel shook her head. "No it's okay don't worry" she said and the woman smiled. "I know you. You work on the bar right?" Rachel nodded and the woman stuck out her hand. "I'm Lucy. Lucy Williams and soon to be Lucy Hudson" she smiled and Rachel felt herself take in a sharp intake of breath.. No it couldn't.. "Hudson? As in Finn Hudson?" She asked silently begging she would say no but her hopes fell when she nodded smiling widely.
"Yeah we're engaged. How do you know him?" She intrigued and Rachel panicked. How could he do this? How could SHE do this? I felt bile rise in my throat but I swallowed it before it could get out. "We're urm old friends" she said nodding and the woman smiled. "Oh! You should come to the wedding. I'm sure he'd love you to come" she said smiling widely. "I'm not sure.." She drifted off and the woman shook her head. "Oh come on. It will be fun!" She said and Rachel scoffed. Fun? Oh yeah seeing the woman get married to the guy she slept with. So fun. "I will have to get back to you" she said and the woman smirked. She couldn't wait to humiliate this Rachel berry at the wedding. "Okay here's my number. Text me your answer bye!" She said after writing down her number, walking off.
Rachel went to the alcohol and grabbed 2 bottles of vodka. She needed this. "Woahhh Berry, put them back" she turned to see Noah and she frowned. Before hugging the bottles to her chest. "No Noah, you don't control me" she said harshly and walked to the till to pay. Puck followed and grabbed her arm. "No but I'm the only person left to control you since everyone else left you" he said and Rachel looked at him. "I know everyone else left me. Because I'm not worth it" she said and he frowned " of course you are.. I'm sorry but you need help" he said and she scoffed. "No I don't. You're out of your mind" she said and paid for them before putting them in her bag and walked out the shop with Puck on her heels. "No I'm not. Listen I care about you but you drinking every day isn't healthy. It's bad enough your on a bar but drinking all day as well? It's not right. Your getting into your old habits again Rachel" he said sternly. She tried to swallow back her tears that were brimming in her eyes but it failed. "Just leave me be Noah" she said before walking home.
Puck Sighed and went home. He was worried about her and he needed to know what was making all this happen. Rachel giggled to herself as she finished the first bottle of vodka. She had missed this. She stood up instantly falling back down and grabbed her phone dialling a number. "Hello?" A deep voice answered. "Finnyyyy" she slurred giggling to Herself. "Rachel? Why are you calling me?" He asked confused and Rachel laughed. "Cause I can stupid" she said before lighting a cigarette and taking a drag. "Are you drunk?" "Only a tiny bit" she slurred giggling. "You are. Go to sleep-" he said to only get interrupted. "You hurt me. You slept with me then left. Left me all alone and you are engaged and you cheated" she said. He sighed. "How did you find out?" He wondered.
"I met with your fiancée she's very pretty but not nice" she shook her head then laughed when he couldn't even see her. "I'm sorry. Look it didn't mean anything with us. I was drunk." he said and she felt the tears but she just chugged down another shot of vodka. "Listen. Stop drinking Rachel, it's not doing you any good. I will call Puck. " he said and she groaned. "No. I want you" she said. He sighed. "Where are you?" He asked. "Down some back alley near urmmm oh I have no idea" she laughed and he put on his shoes. "I'm coming to get you" he said before hanging up. Rachel smirked and sat against the wall.
15 minutes later Rachel had drank all of the first bottle and she chucked it to the side. "Rachel?" She turned to see a large figure coming towards her and smiled. "Finny bear!" She said and he walked over to her. "Are you okay?" He asked bending down and she nodded laughing. "I'm fine now you're here" she said and he helped her up. "Can you walk?" He asked and she nodded before he let go but he instantly regretted it as she fell to the floor. He picked her up bridal style and started walking. "You are my knight finny. King Finny" she giggled and he had to smile because she did look adorable. "Okay then Rachel." He said and she nodded.
They arrived back at her apartment and he opened it to see Puck stood in the living room. He noticed me holding Rachel and ran over. "What happened?!" He shouted and Rachel laughed. "Noah. Finny is my knight" she slurred giggling and Puck looked to Finn. He sighed. "I got a phone call of her and then found her down the back of an alley like this. She can't stand never mind walk. She's out of it" he explained and Puck sighed. "Rae, I said to stop this. It's not healthy and we are going to have a big chat tomorrow." He said sternly as Finn put Rachel down on the couch. "But Noah I'm absolutely fine. Even if my life is a mess" she said nodding. Finn felt bad. "Rach your life isn't a mess" Finn said sitting next to her.
She nodded. "You don't have to lie. I know I have problems with alcohol and smoking but its just the way I am" she said leaning her head on Finns shoulder and Finn bit his lip. "I'm really sorry.." He drifted off and she shrugged. "It's okay" she said and Puck raised an eyebrow. "You can explain what happened, tomorrow. Finn you can go I've got this now" he said and Finn took his gaze of her and stood up. "Yeah.. I'll see you sometime. Hope you're okay Rach" he said squeezing her shoulder and walking out. Puck locked the door and looked at her. "Time for bed" he said before picking her up and tucking her in. "Night Noah" she said, yawning. Puck smiled. "Night Rae" he said kissing her forehead and left. Tomorrow was going to be a long day.