***heyy again, this is the 4th chapter, pleasseee review, cos i wont upload unless people actually like what I'm writing, so let me know if you do and I'll update another chapter soon! :) and all rights go to stephenie meyer. i do not own her characters or her story, enjoy!*** Leah POV:
So, Jacob and I had just gotten to my house. Everyone was here. People that were close to dad, even people who didn't know him, just here out of respect I guess. Jacob walked in first and I followed, oh boy, there sure was a lot of people here. I really was not in the mood to talk to all these people about how such a great man dad was and how lucky we were that he was in our lives. I lean towards Jake and say-
"I'm gonna go in my room, too many people down here" I walk up to my room and try to avoid eye contact, especially with the people crying, i couldn't bear to think their tears are my fault. When I got in my room, I just sat there, I was sitting there for a while when I heard a knock on my door,
"Come in" I didn't bother getting up, my door was already unlocked.
It was Seth, I realised I hadn't really spoken to him since dad died.
"Hey Leah, not going downstairs?" he came to join me on my bed.
"Nah, there's too many people down there, just peaceful up here, know what I mean?"
"Yeah, that's why I came to join you, and, to bring you a plate of food" I didn't even notice he had a plate of food when he came in. Truthfully I hadn't eaten in two days, I wasn't hungry I guess, and the guilt from dad, I just, I can't bear to eat, my stomach wanted food, but I couldn't bring myself to eat.
"Oh thanks, I'm uh, not really hungry, I ate before" I hope he believed that.
"Okay, I'll just leave it here in case you get hungry" No, I didn't want that, in case I did get hungry and eat it, I didn't want to eat.
"No, no it's okay, I'll probably go for a sleep, I'm really tired, just take it downstairs, it will go rotten up here" I tried to throw him as many excuses as possible, but I was actually tired, so once he left, I got under my blankets and slept a dreamless sleep.
Seth POV:
As I walked downstairs, holding Leah's plate of food, which she didn't eat, I was getting really worried about her, I know that definitely she hadn't eaten today, even though she told me she did, and I'm pretty sure she didn't eat yesterday either. She was really worrying me.
"Hey mate, you okay, you look a bit stressed out" Jacob approached me in the kitchen.
"Oh hey, yeah I guess I am, I'm worried about Leah" Maybe Jake could help her.
"Yeah, same, but why is she worrying you?" I guess we had different reasons to be worried.
"I don't think she has eaten in two days, maybe even more, she might be starving herself" That was it, it clicked to me, I had an idea,
"Jake, because you are her alpha can you please please command her to eat. I know you normally don't like to do stuff like that, but you've got to, she needs to eat" it was the only solution I could think of. I could see that he didn't like that idea.
"Seth, I really don't feel comfortable doing that, but how about this, I'll take her to breakfast tomorrow, and I'll try get her to eat something, but if worse comes to worse, I might have to" This was a huge weight lifted from my shoulders, at least my sister's health would be okay.
Leah's POV:
Wow, I had slept a lot, since yesterday afternoon! It was now currently 8:00 in the morning. Everything was the same, well everything except dad wasn't here. I really had to get over this, just occupy myself with something else, that's when I heard footsteps coming to my door, and Seth walked in.
"Hey bro, what's up?" He just lingered in the doorway.
"Hey, nothing, Jake is here to see you" What did Jake always want, I told him how I felt yesterday, he was really starting to annoy me. Then he appeared in the doorway next to Seth.
"Well I'm going" Seth said while leaving.
"Jeez, Black, can't spend a day without me can't you" I know I was being a bitch, but that's how I am.
"Actually, I wanted to go out to breakfast with you, I'm starving" Okay, this was weird…
"Thanks, but uh, I'm not hungry Jake" He just smiled.
"That's fine, I'm starving and I want company" I knew I was going to lose this fight, so I just agreed.
We ended up going to a small diner up in the town. I was pretty hungry, but I just couldn't bring myself to eat, Jacob, not listening to me, ordered two meals. As the waitress brought the food over, I told Jacob again,
"You know that was a waste of money, I told you I'm not hungry, so you're gonna pay for it" I said with a grin. He suddenly turned serious, uh-oh.
"Leah, when was the last time you ate?" I shrugged,
"I don't know, like last night" I lied, and damn it he knew.
"Liar, I spoke to Seth, he said you haven't eaten in almost three days." Crap, busted.
"Well, I'm obviously not hungry, it doesn't matter" I said, I was about to get up, then Jacob said, "Stay" Damn it he used his alpha voice.
"Jacob, why would you do that, you said you would never do it when you are alpha" I felt betrayed.
"I just want to talk to you, and every time I try to, you shut me out" Okay, now he was really starting to bug me. I sat there in silence, if he's making me stay; I'm going to be bad company. He continued being serious.
"Look Leah, please just eat, you need to, you're body needs food." I don't care if my body needs food!
"No" was simply all I said.
He sighed, "Leah, please don't make me make you eat" What! He wouldn't.
"Jake if you do that, you know I won't talk to you again!" I actually am starting to believe he may do just that.
"I know, and I don't want to, so please just eat." He looked desperate.
"No, Jacob!" I would not do this just because he wanted me to.
"Leah, I'm sorry" He then used his alpha voice, "Leah Clearwater, you will eat this meal" Are you fucking kidding me!
"I hate you Jacob Black!" I said, as I put a mouth full of food in my mouth.
"I know, I'm sorry" Yeah, right, like he was sorry.
I ended up eating my whole meal, making it very clear to Jacob how much I hated him the whole time; he just kept quiet the whole time. The bill came, and I instantly said.
"I'm not paying for that!" He just sighed, again.
"I know, I took you out remember"
"Yeah, against my will" I retorted
"Actually I recall you coming here freely, I just had to make you eat" He was right,
"Whatever" I stormed of and waited in the car.
Jake came out shortly after and drove me home; we were silent the whole time. He walked me to my door, and asked if I wanted him to come in. Did he forget how much I hated him. "Fuck you Jacob!" I said, then slammed the door again in his face.
***lol sorry, i know its verry over the top and all, but yeah, im not so sure where this will lead, so if anyone has any ideas, review me and let me know, thank you!***