I was just going to get up and grab a blue plastic cup and some ice cold water from the water machine in our office when a Girl walked into our office. Her strange, green-grey eyes went wide automatically behind black rimmed glasses.
She had long, black hair, which was beautifully straight. She wore a pink , strappy top, with skinny jeans, and shiny pink high heels which made her feet look absolutely gorgeous. She had a beautiful pale look about her skin, which was almost of a porcelain color.
She smiled apologetically at me and instantly took a step back towards the office door, a look of shock on her face as she looked around the room again. I watched and smiled encouragingly at her. If she was meant to be here then she shouldn't be letting little me bother her.
''Oh, I'm so sorry…do you know where Olivia is?'' She asked me shyly, having another look around the office room self consciously.
''Ur yeah, she's just gone to the bathroom. She'll be back in a second.'' I explained to her, keying in something to the computer.
She nodded. ''Okay, well is it alright if I wait for her here?'' She asked me in the same, girly sounding, American accent that she had.
''Well sure…I'm just the new Girl.'' I admitted with an easy laugh. She laughed too, shy and quietly.
''Oh, you're Charlie, right?''
''Yeah.''
''Well I'm Sabrina, Brina for short.'' She told me, grinning. Ah, so this was the crush of Blake, the Guy who had been trying to make her jealous. ''I work in the office opposite.'' she added, explaining to me.
''Okay, well it was nice meeting you.'' I smiled politely.
I met loads of people in my lunch hour, before I went out with Olivia to look around the near shops of Los Angeles. There was Aidan, who shared a office with Brina, opposite us. He had short, cropped, dark hair, and had a really cute, baby look face about him.
Then there was Brooke, who came with us to have a look around Los Angeles, and she was new here, like me. She had only just got her a few weeks before me, and had freshly moved from Texas.
She had a very pretty face; with black mascara and eyeliner on, and a tanned look about her. She had long, light blonde hair and a pretty smile. She was also very out-going, and loved cowboy hats, as proven when she wore one out with us to go shopping.
And she also had the biggest crush on Jared, who worked there. He was also from Texas, but he had moved there two years ago, and worked here since. He had a beautifully pale face, and also liked wearing cowboy hats, covering his short, curled, light brown hair.
Olivia had a crush on a Guy called Dean, but was too scared to go and speak to him, because he was really shy too, and she thought he would hate her because of all the rumours about her, flying about the office, bless her.
He had short, dark hair, cropped, and had a beautiful, manly look about him. He looked really nice too, bless him, and after smiling shyly at her, and ducking his head again quickly, out of embarrassment.
There was also Nikki too, who was very beautiful and reminded me of Brina a little bit. She had dark brown hair, almost black hair. She wore black rimmed glasses, and a pale face and she was quite shy like Brina too.
However, I was glad that it was the end of the day soon, because although I had a good first day, I couldn't wait to get home and just rest. I walked to our new house, MP3 in my ear, listening to Rob Pattinson-Let Me Sign very loudly.
I took the headphones out of my ear after the song was finished, all the while thinking about how amazing Rob's voice was, and walked into our garden, putting my MP3 away in my bag as I strolled to the front house.
''CHARLIE!'' I looked around in shock, hearing Rachael's booming voice coming from behind me. She was looking at me shocked as she walked into the garden, making me confused. What was up with her?
''I've been calling you for the last five minutes now. And Jesus, I have been getting the strangest looks!'' She added angrily, huffing, making me laugh.
''Bless. Sorry, I was listening to Rob singing Let Me Sign. Fuck, he has an amazing voice!'' I admitted.
''I bet his voice isn't the only think you like.'' Rachael commented with a snicker.
I laughed, unable to stop myself, because I certainly knew what she was thinking about. ''Oh hell no; god, his body as well. Wow.''
Rachael laughed in response this time. ''And Jackson too. Ooh!'' She commented back, making me laugh again in response.
We walked into the house to hear Kirsty and Tasha talking upstairs. I walked into my bedroom to go and get changed, because I felt awful now that I had been wearing these clothes all day long, and it was hot out, which made it worse too.
I went back downstairs after having a shower and changing my clothes, and went downstairs to the living room where all the Girls were. Tasha looked pretty as she was going out on her date with Adam, and she left then, after he knocked on the door.
We all sat down and put the Breaking Dawn movie on, like how we used to always watch when we were in England. I felt a little guilty about watching Tasha's own sex god; Kellan whilst Tasha was out, but then I thought again…she was probably enjoying herself anyway.
It wasn't my fault if I wanted to see my sex god, Rob, and Kellan just happened to be in the movie too. I was only watching for that gorgeous hunk of a Man, named Robert Thomas Pattinson. God, he looked so fit in this; especially as he had his top off half the time.
''I'd love to be Bella in this film.'' I admitted after Bella and Edward had just woken up from making love for the first time. The jealousy was still definitely there; crazy but impossible to ignore.
''God, she's so lucky. Having Rob all over!'' I complained, catching Rachael roll her eyes in the corner of my eyes.
''Darling, just think that none of this is real. This is Edward, and that is Bella. They are not Rob and Kristen…even if he probably has fucked her in real life.'' I gasped in shock as Rachael actually said that out loud and in front of me.
''They have not fucked! Kristen is still with Michael, and Rob is still single!'' I defended, ignoring the jealousy I felt due to the fact that that could have been true.
''Yeah exactly Darling, and look at the state of Michael. Either Rob is gay or them two are secretly dating.'' I threw my pillow at her, and turned around, shaking my head furiously as I tried to concentrate on the film again without feeling jealous. Didn't work.
''Rob is not gay…and even if he was, I could change him.'' I added, winking playfully at Rachael.
''Oh, I bet you could darling.'' She replied, making us both laugh in response. We were both thinking the same thing.
''I heard that Rob, Jackson and Kellan are supposed to be in the area, you know.'' Kirsty commented casually after the film ended. Me and Rachael both stole a glance at Kirsty, both probably wondering why she hadn't said anything sooner.
''Thanks for telling us sooner Kirsty!'' Rachael commented, huffing angrily at her. Kirsty rolled her eyes in response.
''They have a new house in the area, and they've been walking around here.'' She confirmed, before adding; ''We could go and find them tomorrow, if you like-'' But Kirsty didn't get to finish her sentence; me and Rachael screamed, jumping up from the sofa, and bouncing around the living room.
''OH MY GOD!!!!'' Me and Rachael shouted together. ''WE'RE GOING TO MEET OUR SEX GODS!'' We said together again, making us both laugh in response.
''Great minds, great friends, and greater sex gods!'' I reminded her of what we used to say as the Twilight Buds making us both laugh again; the excitement of it all going straight to our heads and doing funny things to our heads.
''Definitely darling!'' She agreed, making me laugh again.
''Oh shit, I have work tomorrow!'' I complained with a groan.
''Just take the day off, I'm going to.'' Rachael told me with a shrug.
''But its only our second day-''
''-So. Where would you rather be; with our sex gods or working?'' She asked me. Well on that question…
''Well yeah….alright then, I'll take the day off.'' I agreed, making Rachael squeal and hug me to her.
I laughed, and we all rang up our work afterwards, before laughing after we had finished. This was so exhilarating, lying, especially as we would be meeting our sex gods tomorrow. Hopefully. God, how exciting!!!
Rachael looked up on the internet and saw that they all had houses around here, in the area luckily. I got on the sofa and jumped about, too excited to sit down. I knew that I wouldn't get much sleep tonight, I was far too excited.
''Girls, it's nice that you care but please!'' Tasha complained as she walked into the living room with Rachael hot on her tail, making me laugh.
''Sorry; we're just so happy for you!'' Rachael defended herself.
''I know, but can we talk about something else…like what are we doing tomorrow?'' Tasha asked us confused.
that's where I cut in. ''Well we were talking about that, when you were out. We want to go and look for our sex gods. So please Tasha, can we?'' I begged in the same over excited voice, giggling again at the thought of it.
''I don't mind, but where do we look?'' Tasha asked us confused.
''Well…it's good that we have the internet because they all have a place near here. And it wont take all day to find.'' Rachael replied, grinning at me. I grinned back, thrilled by this idea of meeting our sex gods.
''Cool….so what time are we leaving then?'' Tasha asked us, as I started to bounce on the sofa again like a big kid.
''As soon as we are all up.'' Rachael told her, making me squeal in delight. ''Adam can come with us, if you want?'' Rachael suggested, though I had to admit that I kinda hoped he didn't, because this was our thing, as the twilight buds.
''No, it's okay. I want to do this with you Guys.'' Tasha told us, making me squeal again in absolute delight.
''Okay then.'' Rachael agreed, and I screamed again, sending everybody deaf. I couldn't help it though, because I was so delighted at the thought of meeting my very own sex god. It was a complete dream come true.
We stayed up in the living room until ten thirty, all talking about tomorrow, and how exciting it was going to be, and everyone was a bit unsure, not sure whether we were going to see them or not.
''Of course we are going to see them, we just have to.'' I told them all, making them laugh in response. But I had the complete and utter faith that I would see my sex god, because I had a very good feeling about it.
I went to get a glass of chilled milk to take up to bed with me then, with my teddy bear Esme in hand, and I went to sleep after watching half of the Haunted Airman with my very own sex god in it himself.
I went to sleep then, praying that I got to saw my sex god tomorrow, like I so desperately hoped that I would…
I got up from my bed, actually jumping up which was a first for me. I just didn't do mornings usually, but today was going to be different. Today I was going to be meeting sex god, I knew that I would.
I put on a blue, pretty dress with pink and white different flowers on it, which was really pretty, and pulled on some flip flops, before walking downstairs after I had a shower. I had breakfast quickly, and when Rachael came downstairs, I went out with her and had a cigarette.
I screamed as we lit up our cigarettes. ''Oh my god, I'm so excited that we are actually getting to meet our sex god!'' I shouted, jumping once and making Rachael laugh as she took a long inhale of her cigarette.
''Me too darling. Ooh, and when I met Jackson, ooh!'' She laughed as she pictured it in her head, and I laughed along easily with her.
''I know, god, it's going to be amazing.'' I agreed with her, ecstatic about this. I absolutely couldn't wait.
After we had our cigarette, Kirsty came down, and we were waiting thirty minutes for Tasha to come downstairs. And as she walked into the kitchen, where we were all waiting impatiently, I wasn't happy to see that she still needed to get dressed.
''About time, we were just going to come in and wake you up!'' I warned her, annoyed that she had taken so long to wake up. It had been time wasted, and we could have been out there by now, searching for our lovers.
''Girls, its nine, god!'' She complained, sitting next to Kirsty at the breakfast table, without a care in the world, as Kirsty rolled her eyes in response.
I frowned unhappily at them both. What did they think that were doing, just sat there doing nothing? Tasha could have been in the bathroom already, getting ready to go out and see our lovers.
''So what? Look, we have to go now if you want to get back and go and see Adam?'' I warned Tasha, who all but ignored me.
''Oh talking about Adam…he has just been around here to give his number. Bless him, that's a really nice lad that you've got there Tasha!'' Kirsty joked, handing Tasha the paper with his number on.
''I know.'' Tasha agreed, grinning back at Kirsty.
''TASHA PLEASE!'' I begged her, shouting at her to try and get ready. I wanted to get out of this house as soon as, so that we could go meet our sex gods, and as in…now!
''Okay, I'm going to get dressed now, god!'' She complained again, rolling her eyes at me. I just grinned in response, happy again now. Because we would be meeting our sex gods for the first time, and this was my actual dream come true.
I couldn't wait to actually get to meet my sex god, and I knew that we would. I had faith, what with them living so close to us. It was going to happen, I knew that it was. I had the best possible feeling about this.
''Shall we let her eat her breakfast first? I mean it is a bit rushed.'' Kirsty asked me. I frowned at her and shook my head.
''No, just a grab a cereal bar or something in the cupboard please, because it will only mean more time spent wasting it here. If we miss them, then I will be so disappointed, and you know that I will be absolute furious-''
''-Okay, okay, I'm packing a cereal bar for her.'' Kirsty confirmed, interrupting me, as she got up from the breakfast table, and grabbing a cereal bag and an apple and putting in her bag for Tasha. Rachael laughed at me in response to my eagerness.
''I'm at the front door first!'' Rachael shouted in a rush to get their first. I laughed with her and followed her out of the kitchen door, pushing her out of the way.
''Actually I am, so ha!'' I replied as I slid into the wall next to the front door. Rachael slid into me as she tried to copy the move.
''OW!'' We both shouted together, because we had just crashed into together, before we both laughed.
Kirsty rolled her eyes at me in response, and stood next to Rachael whilst we waited for Tasha to walk downstairs. Finally, after ten minutes, Tasha walked down the stairs, dressed and ready to go.
She frowned at us in response to us waiting near the door. ''So I'm not allowed anything to eat?'' She asked us, huffing in response.
I rolled my eyes. ''Yeah, Kirsty got you something in her bag for you.'' I told her, already opening the door for us to go. Me and Rachael were in front, and I took her arm in mine, so deliriously happy that not only was it so sunny and hot like usual in LA, but we were also definitely going to be seeing our sex gods today.
I was at war with myself internally not to scream over the idea of it, and it was very hard not to. I knew that I'd probably scream at Rob if I actually did see him. I mean, he was my very own sex god, and I would probably be in shock when I did see him.
''We are so going to see our sex gods today.'' I told Rachael as we walked out of our front gates, grinning at her in response.
Her smile instantly brightened up, turning into a full grin. ''Oh hell yes.'' She agreed with me, making us both laugh.
''I hope that we're not walking all day!'' Kirsty shouted at us, huffing. I rolled my eyes, even though she couldn't see me do it, because she was behind me. I ignored her anyway, and followed the path round to the end of the road, before crossing.
''I don't think that we will. Rach will get bored of walking in the heat!'' Tasha replied, making both me and Rachael huff in response.
''I don't think that I will darling, not when I know that Jackson is waiting for me.'' Rachael whispered to me. I giggled in response.
''Oh I bet he will be.'' I agreed with her, making us both laugh again in response. I think this sun was doing funny things with my brain, because it certainly felt like it at the minute. I felt drunk on air, but I wondered if that was just because of the excitement of it all.
We carried on walking for what felt like ages, even though I knew it had only been something like an hour or two, definitely not any longer. But I kept everyone going, despite them moaning about how hot it was and how they didn't want to walk anymore, because I knew that they had to be here somewhere.
We had the street where the Guys were supposed to live on, and it was supposed to be near to where we lived, so I knew that it couldn't possibly be very much further for us to walk. Just a little further.
In the end, Tasha started to ask people about Rob and Kellan and Jackson, but they didn't understand. I huffed in response as we asked them about where they lived, as Tasha commented that we might not be asking right.
''How hard is it to get? There's only one fucking Rob Pattinson!'' I complained, the sun getting to my head.
Tasha rolled her eyes, but we carried on walking for a while, whilst Rachael started to complain. I hoped we saw them, before everyone went home, otherwise it would be just me walking this fucking path, and I wouldn't have a clue what to say to them if I saw them on my own.
''Girls, I'm getting to the end of this road, if we don't see anything, then I'm going home.'' Tasha complained, making me whine under my breathe in response. Disappointment filled me in response.
''Me too.'' Rachael complained, breathless.
I frowned, and kept my gaze on the floor, trying to convince myself that we would see something, anything that would get us closer to our sex gods, by the end of this winding road.
Rachael gasped, but I bet that was only because she was about to moan about the warmth of today again, so I kept my head down, all the while begging that we would see something soon, anything soon.
''Girls, you need to look now…please!'' Rachael begged us all, making me confused. I looked up and gasped in shock at what I saw. OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Getting out a flash, black limo was Kellan, in a grey vest, black beanie, and skinny jeans, but my eyes were already on the gorgeous Man climbing out of the car behind Kellan. Oh my bloody god!!!
Sex god was there in a casual, blue and grey striped shirt, with a grey polo neck vest underneath the shirt. He had on light blue jeans, and converses like how he usually wore, and he had a plastic cup in his right hand with a straw in it.
His short hair looked amazing, all spiked up and gorgeous, and he had his perfect sunglasses on again, to match my own, which I had on too.
I screamed then, because I just couldn't help myself. I couldn't stop myself screaming his name, making it so obvious. I looked away and blushed a tomato red blush, and giggled helplessly into Rachael's right arm.
She laughed in response, and I turned around to see Rob and Kellan looking over here now. Kellan waved at us politely whilst Rob ran his hand through the top of his hair, looking embarrassed, which only made me scream again.
God, why did I have to scream for? Oh yeah, because he was a total freaking sex god, and I so badly wanted to tear his clothes off…but I could control myself, I was sure of it.
''Can we have a picture please?'' I shouted, instantly shocking myself because I had actually asked them. I blushed bright red, but watched as Kellan nodded, and waved us over there to see them.
We walked over there, with me in front, dying to get over there. I felt Kirsty trying to hold me back, making me groan in frustration. What did she think I was going to do? Jump on Rob? I mean I would only do that if he asked me out, which he wasn't going to, so she was safe, for god sake!
''Oh my god, is that actually happening?'' I asked the Girls in shock as we walked over there, whilst I tried not to hyperventilate in shock.
''Yep, so smile.'' Tasha told me, catching up with me and Rachael. I nodded, taking a deep breathe.
''Urm…okay.'' I agreed unsure, smiling. I pushed my Rob Pattinson sunglasses back onto my eyes properly, and we finally got over to them. My eyes instantly went to Rob, to see that he was watching us, unsure.
''Hello Girls.'' Kellan greeted us, winking playfully. I giggled in response, because Kellan's confidence was quite hot. He was so cool when he did that on television, and I knew that it got Tasha in a flush, same as Rob did to me.
''Hi.'' I heard Tasha say, sounding as though she was in a bit of a muddle, making me laugh again in response. Rob continued to watch us, like Kellan, but when I laughed, he looked to me. I blushed and quickly looked at the floor.
I had to, I couldn't stand anyone looking at me, especially not my idol; my sex god, Rob. God, it was too much!!
''So who wants a picture then?'' I looked up after hearing Kellan ask us.
Rachael got out her phone ready then. ''Tasha would love one.'' She admitted.
''Okay.'' Kellan agreed easily, and I watched as Tasha took her place next to Kellan, for the picture, as I looked on, at Rob.
''Robert, will you have a picture done with Charlie?'' Kirsty asked her, making me shocked. I turned round, and stared at her, wide eyed, and flushed bright red. She just rolled her eyes at me in response.
''Ur yeah, sure.'' He agreed, sounding shy, bless him. I got pushed to him by Kirsty, and my heart instantly sped up as I reached his side. He smiled at me shyly in response, and I smiled back, before blushing red.
I stood by his side, not really sure what I should do, or if I should put my arm around him or whatever, and Kirsty noticed my awkwardness and rolled her eyes at me in response, which was easy for her to do.
If she was meeting Aston, then she would be just as embarrassed as me right now. So she couldn't roll her eyes at my embarrassment. ''Can you move a bit closer please, my screen isn't big enough, sorry.'' Kirsty apologized even though I knew that she was totally lying.
''Ur…sure.'' Rob replied awkwardly, as I nodded in response. Kirsty shot me a smile, and I knew why. She was doing it on purpose, but I wasn't going to be complaining any time soon. I moved closer to him, as did he, when I felt his hand rest at his side awkwardly, like he wasn't sure what he should do with it.
I blushed, tried to compose myself, and gave a half smile to the camera. I felt a thrill of delight run in me due to the fact that I was actually standing next to my sex god lover. My arm was also at my sides, and I felt a small, pleasant warmth radiating from him, though I think that was probably just me.
Because the excitement of it all, standing next to Rob-my very own sex god, and hero-and just that was making my heart beat erratically in my chest. It was so loud that I was sure that everyone hear could hear it.
''Done.'' Kirsty grinned at us both, putting her mobile back in her pocket. ''Charlie.'' She called, pushing me to her. I gasped in shock, but she pretended to hug me, as she said in my ear; ''This is your chance. Ask him out or something.'' She warned me, making me even more shocked.
I couldn't do that! For one thing, I was far too shy, and for another, he would probably just think that I'm a weirdo. But I settled on speaking to him, making conversation whilst I still could. This was my only chance after all.
''I just want to say that,'' I started, turning round and catching his eyes straight away. He held my gaze; his smoldering coloured grey eyes burning into my brown ones. I looked down at my hands, instantly becoming embarrassed.
''Well er…that er…you're erm new film…looks…like really good. And er…if you wouldn't mind er…signing my Lost Summer book?'' I asked between stuttering. I felt so embarrassed, actually asking him this, and my heart beat into near overdrive as I waited impatiently for his answer.
''Ur yeah sure, do you have it on you?'' He asked me.
''Urm….yeah.'' I got it out of my bag, and passed it to him. He took my pen too, and started to try and write in the back of it.
''Ur…sorry can I just…'' he asked me, meaning leaning the book on my back. I nodded, feeling delighted.
''Hell yes.'' I replied, making him laugh. I giggled in response, taking in how musical and glorious his laughter was. I turned round, and let him lean on my back, to write whatever he was writing.
''Done.'' I heard him say. I turned around, and took the book off of him, holding his gaze as I did. He watched me back, smiling as I took the book and put it in my bag.
''Thanks.'' I replied, biting down hard on the edge of my bottom lip. He was still smiling at me as I put the book back into my bag, and looked back up at him. I blushed, feeling some kind of a…undeniable chemistry, something pulling me in, pulling me closer to him.
I didn't quite get it, but something about the way I was feeling…I had a feeling that it was probably just the way you felt after you had just met your hero, someone who you absolutely idolized, and had done for years, and now you had just met him.
Because it was that same feeling that was pulling me in, trying to get me to move closer to him. I failed to let my move though, because I knew that it was just me feeling this, and it made me feel stupid just thinking about it.
Finally, my attention turned back to everyone else, who was talking to themselves, just like how me and Rob were a moment ago. Rob looked to them too now, breaking our gaze, just like how I did.
''Well its been nice talking to you Girls, but we need to be going. See you around hopefully?'' Rob asked us.
''Oh, hell yeah!'' I said a bit too eagerly, making Rob and Kellan laugh. I hid my face, a blush sneaking up its way to my face.
They walked into the gates of their big house, where their Bodyguards were. They looked scary as they were dressed in black suits, and were tall and burly. They nodded their heads at Rob and Kellan as they disappeared through the gates.
''Did that just happen?'' I asked the Girls after we started walking to the bus stop to get the bus back.
''Yes, it bloody did!'' Rachael replied, making me laugh in response. I gazed back at the house, watching Rob and Kellan walk into their posh-looking house.
''They were so nice and friendly.'' I commented, smiling at the house. I mean; I knew that Rob was pleasant anyway, friendly, but…well, he was just lovely. Like…wow. I couldn't believe how down to Earth he was, especially as I was obviously a fan, and he didn't like the attention of fans very much at all.
''Yeah…lets walk over there.'' Kirsty commented, pointing to the bus stop. We got to the bus stop, and waited for the bus whilst we kept talking about what had just happened. We were all in shock about how nice they were, and I was definitely in shock at how fit Rob was.
God, he was so much more gorgeous looking in the flesh.
I didn't care about much anymore, because I had had my dream come true, and for that, I could die happy now.
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