I inhaled as much of his scent on the wind as I could. He always smelled like cinnamon. It matched his hair and tanned skin perfectly. I could breathe in his scent all day.

We were watching the sunset together, just me and Sora. Kairi apparently couldn't come or something. Truthfully I couldn't care less. I could spend all my time with the brunette without any interruptions.

Sora was sitting on the tree stump where Kairi usually was, a few feet away from my position leaning against the Paupu Tree. My arms were crossed over my chest as I stared at the setting sun, stealing quick glances at the beautiful boy beside me. Had he always been that stunning?

I sighed. The sunset was always soothing to me. It relaxed my mind and body all at the same time. And watching it with the love of my life couldn't make me any happier then I was.

"What are you thinking about?" I jumped at the sudden question from Sora. He never talked during the sunset. It was Kairi who spoke.

I turned my head to look at him. His gaze was still out to the sea. His fingers drummed nervously on the wood. I couldn't help but smile. He was so adorable sometimes.

"How wonderful it is to be here." I heard his fingers stop their movements. "With you." I couldn't stop myself from finishing my thoughts. I just hope I wouldn't scare him away.

I felt my heartbeat rise when his head turned to look at me. His eyes made my body freeze. Gods, how can he have such an effect on me? Had it always been like this?

I saw him smile and nod his head. I could kiss him right here. No one was looking so it would be alright, right? I mean if you had a chance to kiss your lover you would. This situation would go under that category right?

My chance slipped through my fingers. His head turned to gaze at the sun, which was moments from disappearing behind the sea. Damn my time with him always ended so fast.

"Do you think we'll always be like this?" He suddenly asked again. He really was talkative at that moment. Not like I minded. His voice was so alluring.

"I hope so." I responded. Gods, I wouldn't be able to survive if I ever lost him again. One time was too much.

The sun finally came to rest under the line of the sea. The sky was dark as more and more stars popped up. I don't think I've ever stayed out here that long to look at the stars. But I did have my very own star during the day.

I glanced over at him. There was a small smile on his face as he gazed up at the night sky. I felt my heart ache. He was so beautiful and he wasn't even mine. His whole being was teasing me without even knowing it.

"Hey Riku…"

I quivered with pleasure. My name fell from his lips. He spoke my name with such care, afraid it would fall apart. He really doesn't know what he's doing to me. And for some reason my hope was lost.

"Yeah…" My voice sounded so shaky to me. I hope he didn't hear it.

"Thanks." Such a simple word made my heart swell up. He never needed to thank me for anything.

"For what?" I think I know what he was talking about, but I wanted to hear it from his own lips.

"You've been such a great friend to me." As sappy as that sounded, my heart fluttered. He was slowly washing my self control away. My control to keep my hands off of him.

As much as I wanted to say 'Of course. I do love you Sora.' I knew I couldn't, what would you do if your best friend, of the same sex, said they loved you without you saying it first? And you were talking about friendship.

So I went with a smart remark. "Someone has too." Ok maybe that was a little much.

I heard him giggle next to me. I released the breath I didn't notice I was holding out of relief. He always did understand me. Could always handle my jokes even if they weren't the nicest. That's probably part of the reason I fell in love with him.

"Of course, Sora. You never have to thank me." I couldn't help it. I had to tell him that.

I watched as he jumped off the tree. He walked over and stood in front of me, a smile on his face. "I should go. I'm tired and… have some things to do." He was getting better at lying but it could never get past me.

"Yeah ok. Good night Sora." I gave him a small smile. For comfort maybe?

"Night..." He paused. "Riku." He at last breathed. My eyes closed. Gods, his voice. I heard him scamper off in to the distance.

When I was finally alone I let myself sink in to the sand, my back against the tree. I felt like I was going to cry. I loved him more then I could bare. I don't think I can do this for much longer.

My heart was throbbing. Strong feelings really hurt. I always thought love was supposed to be the best feeling in the world. Didn't people dream that one day they would feel that? But then why did it hurt so much for me?

My body feels like it's being ripped in two. I don't think this feeling with ever go away. But the strange thing is, as much as it hurts I don't want it to ever go away.

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Waking up this morning wasn't the best. I was bathed in sweat along with my bed. And the front of my pants had been soiled. I didn't remember dreaming about Sora last night and still this seemed like a routine. Every morning I would need a new pair of boxers, or I would, after the gruesome throbbing was too much for me to handle.

It had all started the night of my first kiss with Sora. He had stolen my heart that night, along with my control. Damn, I need help.

But after the horrible morning my day was going well. Hadn't run in to any girls, yet. Keyword: yet. But I haven't seen Sora yet either. It had to be at least noon and no sign of the little hyper ball. Cute nickname, huh?

Did something happen to him? Maybe he never made it home last night because I didn't walk him there! Oh Gods it was probably all my fault! What will all our friend think when they find out Sora di—

"Are you ok… Riku?" Gods yes! There he was. Right in front of me. Hahaha, I should pay a little more attention from now on.

"Oh… sorry, Sora. Got a little lost in my thoughts." I saw his worried face fade away to be replaced by a smile.

"I thought maybe you wanted to come over to my house today. Summer's almost over you know." Oh yeah forgot about that. Please don't ask why. If I didn't get Sora to love me before school started it would never happen. My school isn't much of the… welcome comity for gays.

"Sure. Let's go." His smile increased as he started to lead the way. Not that I needed it. I could walk to Sora's house with a blindfold on. Or maybe with just a blindfold on. Oh Gods, then Sora could do anything he wanted to me without me staring at—

Stop with the kinky thoughts! Damn it, I've been doing that too often lately. If I think too much I couldn't hear something Sora said. What if he confessed to me and I was thinking him of lying underneath me? Naked, just waiting for me to fuck him. He'd moan my name as I'd thru—

And there it was again! I massaged my forehead with two fingers. This was going to be a long day, I could tell.

"Riku… Your phone is ringing."

"Huh?" I blinked a few times before I realized my pocket was singing. Of course, the one day I bring my cell phone with me it has to ring.

I'll keep you my dirty little secret

Dirty little secret

Don't tell anyone or you'll be just another regret

Just another regret hope that you can keep it

My dirty little secret

I gave a nervous laugh as I pulled out my black phone. Ok so maybe that wasn't the best ringtone for me. I flipped it open and pressed to my ear with a 'Hello'.

"Riku! Hey honey." My mom, of course. "I need you to come home as quick as you can. I have something to discuss with you." That bitch! I was finally going to Sora's house and she has to call me and tell me to go the other way.

"Whatever." I snapped the phone shut. Ok so I hung up on her. But if you ask me she deserved it. I sighed as I placed the phone back in to my pocket. I had to turn down my Angel.

"No Riku! Don't leave me!" Wow, if he could read minds then I was in some deep shit.

"Sorry Sora. I have to." I rustled his hair, messing up his naturally askew spikes.

He crossed his arms, forcing his pout on me. "But Riku!" He whined. He was so not going to let me go without a fight. And that made me smile. "I have candy!"

I couldn't help but blurt out in to laughter. Sora was the only one who could make me laugh like that. It felt good to finally laugh after so long. "As much as I would love to share your candy with you Sora, but I have to go."

"Fine. How about we watch the sunset together again tonight?" I thought he'd never ask.

"Sure, Sora." I couldn't help but feel giddy. Man did I love this kid.

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I finally made it home. Sora clouded my thought the whole way of course. I opened up the front door to find my mom standing there. "Uhh… hi?"

"Come in, Riku." I walked in to the living room and took a seat on the couch. She followed and sat next to me.

"Ok Riku. I'm just going to come out and say it." My first thought was pregnant. You don't want to know how loud I would scream if she said that. "I have a business meeting across the country. So I have to leave. I'll be gone for about four weeks. You'll be on your own."

I almost jumped up and hugged her. I was going to be alone! For four weeks! "Sure. It's not like I'm going to stop you."

She smiled. "Great! I'll be home before the first day of school so we can go shopping." I groaned. I'd rather go shopping with Sora. Then I can help him in to the outfits. Gods, bad thoughts again. "I'd feel better if you had Sora sleepover. He's a nice boy. I know he'll stop you from blowing up the house."

I held myself from hugging her again. Did I mention I loved her? I'd be alone for four weeks and my mom wanted Sora over here just about every night! I think I'm about to have a heart attack. I was sure she had noticed me washing my own boxers and pants late at night.

I was already thinking of ways to seduce Sora. Get him strapped to my bed and take him in forty different ways. Yes… this was going to be the best four weeks of my life.

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End Note: Well I finished this really quick. But I really am having fun making Riku a real pervert XD. Anyways... thanks to all the people who left reviews, faved, or story alert on this story. I really appreciate it! Keep reviewing! Love you all!